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Everything You Didn't Know You Wanted
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This audiobook is 7 hours and 36 minutes, and the additional interviews are 4 hours and 35 minutes.
Beqoming (noun verb): devotion to the process of becoming who you are designed to be by radically embracing your greatest challenges as curriculum and savoring the full spectrum of life.
When Benjamin, a no-nonsense businessman, and Azrya, a free-spirited artist, fall madly in love, they birth a vision for a committed partnership capable of elevating humanity. But in order to become the heart-centered impact leaders they aspire to be, they must face off with the deepest unconscious fears threatening their mission and union.
A unique hybrid of personal development, spiritual memoir, and erotic nonfiction, Beqoming is an intimate and uncensored exploration of psychedelics, sex, power, and purpose. Join Azrya and Benjamin Bequer as they navigate the light and shadow sides of their own beqoming and deliver potent wisdom and tangible strategies for your own activation.
Warning: This book may inspire you to face off with your darkest subconscious shadows, claim your truest truth, and embody the greatness you’re here to share with the world. Side effects may include becoming radically unf--kwithable.
PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.
©2022 Azrya Bequer, Benjamin Bequer (P)2022 Azrya Bequer, Benjamin BequerListeners also enjoyed...
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- Tyler Drake
- 10-14-22
Straight Up Profound!
Riveting, captivating, inspiring, connecting, refreshingly incredible! One of the most dynamically written books I’ve read or may I say was sucked into! If this book at all piques your interest, don’t hesitate, it is magnificent!! Thank you Azrya & Benjamin & Fam!!
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- Alison B
- 09-21-22
Vulnerable share
Listening to this book was the real treat in itself; both Azyra and Benjamin’s transmissions were beautiful. You can hear how they both are speaking from their heart centers in a vulnerable and auethnetic way.
I took my time reading this, as each chapter was filled with richness and moving me into a deep state of contemplation. Every time I felt the urge to press play, it was exactly what I needed to hear in that moment.
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- Denise Rosner
- 07-27-24
Very Timely and Important!
I enjoyed this whole entire book! I am 71 years old and thankfully have a 40 year year-old daughter who pretty much lives this same life. At two years old, remembering her past life and me seeing 11:11s all over the place spurred the beginning of my spiritual journey back in the 80s. I had done LSD once and it wasn’t a good trip. Cannabis was my friend all these years. In the past five years I have sat with Grandmother and Psilocybin, so can speak to the wisdom in this book that tells about the positives of plant medicine. That being said, I believe all the teachings of this creation of Beqoming can benefit anybody even without doing plant medicine. And I loved the interviews with everybody at the end! Thank you so much for the whole creation.🥰
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- Jenelle Paris
- 09-22-22
this book changed my life
so grateful to have found this book. their perspective is so refreshing. saddle up and get ready to integrate. hoping they write more books!
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- April
- 09-18-22
A Mentally & Spiritually Expansive Experience
A story of how two people use their awareness to live purposely, connected to the whole, aligned with their truth and always exploring what love and how it brings light to those they love and those who choose to allow their wisdom in here forth. I'm ready to be a team member supporting their retreat! 🥰
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- Samantha Parker
- 12-29-23
Thought Provoking
I enjoyed this book, even the parts that triggered me. Thanks for sharing your story. Loved the interviews at the end.
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- JADE Cummings
- 09-16-22
Vulnerable, Raw, & Transformative!
This book showed up in a magical way, as most channeled works do!
My Soulmate & I have been together now for 20 years, and found ourselves listening to "B E Q O M I N G" on our roadtrip celebration back to a sacred beach in Northern California from our homeland in Oregon. We found ourselves enthralled by the personal stories shared by Azrya & Benjamin, and resonated deeply with their constant pursuit of soul transformation and "Unfu*kwithable" living! Every bit of wisdom that comes through in this channelled work is brought to life through the vulnerability of their personal raw and unfiltered stories (from their "farts to their fu*ks!"). We are inspired to be courageous, and also share our own wild human experiences with the world (We have such similar stories!). From seeking worldly success, to the exploration of sexuality and desire, Azyra & Benjamin Bequer show us what the deep dive of REAL LIVING looks like...
and it's everything you didn't know you wanted.
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- LeperSmurf
- 03-07-24
Getting trapped by mind as it sings you a lullaby of liberation.
My favorite part was when they painstakingly avoided mentioning what the legal troubles keeping him up at night were. So I google it and find that he ran a collections service that was in trouble for harassing people.
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