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Savannah Peachwood
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Zachary Webber
About this listen
WSJ bestselling author Ilsa Madden-Mills delivers a gripping, enemies-to-lovers, secret admirer, high school romance.
The rich and popular Sharks rule at prestigious, ivy-covered Camden Prep. Once upon a time, I wanted to be part of their world - until they destroyed me.
The last thing I expected was an anonymous love letter from one of them.
Please. I hate every one of those rich jerks for what they did to me. The question is, which Shark is my secret admirer?
Knox, the scarred quarterback.
Dane, his twin brother.
Or Chance, the ex who dumped me...
Dear Ava,
Your eyes are the color of the Caribbean Sea.
Wait. That’s stupid.
What I really mean is, you look at me and I feel something real.
It’s been ten months since you were here, but I can’t forget you.
I’ve missed seeing you walk down the hall.
I’ve missed you cheering at my football games.
I’ve missed the smell of your hair.
And then everything fell apart the night of the kegger.
Don’t hate me because I’m a Shark.
I just want to make you mine.
Still.
Not part of any other series. Dark high school romance. Recommended for 18+.
A short excerpt of Dear Ava appeared in Team Player 2. (No longer available) This is an all-new, full-length version.
©2020 Ilsa Madden-Mills (P)2020 Ilsa Madden-MillsListeners also enjoyed...
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Zack Morgan is the king of the ice and the bedroom, but nothing prepares him for the mystery girl who shows up everywhere he does - frat parties, his favorite bar, and finally his front door with an offer he can't refuse. The only rule in her boyfriend bargain: no falling in love. But after one (um, two) smoking-hot hookups, he's done with pretending and vows to make their fake relationship real. Too bad she can't trust a player with a reputation for breaking hearts.
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♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️I need 10 cups of coffee and a whole lotta Jesus!
- By ♥️🎧♥️***M.R.S.***♥️🎧♥️ on 06-09-19
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Fake Fianceé
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Yvonne Syn, Alastair Haynesbridge
- Length: 6 hrs and 47 mins
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Fake engaged to the hottest quarterback in the country? Score. They say nothing compares to your first kiss, but our first kiss was orchestrated for an audience. Our second kiss...that one was real. He cradled my face like he was terrified he'd f--k it up. He stared into my eyes until the air buzzed. Soft and slow, full of sighs and little laughs, he inhaled me like I was the finest Belgian chocolate, and he'd never get another piece.
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Just One Small Request
- By Sara Lee on 07-17-17
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Spider
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Savannah Peachwood, Rusty Coles
- Length: 7 hrs and 10 mins
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He calls himself Spider. I just knew him as the sinfully gorgeous guy with eyes of fire that fate sat next to me on the airplane. I didn’t know who he really was...British rock star...my stepbrother. He kissed me because he thought we’d never see each other again. We would. Everyone warned me about him. They told me he was ruthless and cold and screwed up. They said he’d leave me with a hole in my heart. Maybe I should have listened. Maybe I should have built up a fortress to keep him out. But I crumbled instead.
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LOVE STORY, RIGHT?
- By Avephoenix on 10-20-18
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Dirty English
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Summer Morton, John Hartley
- Length: 7 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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There are three things you need to know about Elizabeth Bennett: She's smart as a whip, always in control, and lives by a set of carefully crafted rules. She's learned the hard way that people you love the most always hurt you in the end. But then she meets Declan Blay, the new neighbor at her apartment complex. A tattooed British street fighter, he's the campus bad boy she's supposed to avoid, but when he saves her from a frat party gone bad, all her rules about sex and love fly out the window.
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Everything I love in a Contemporary Romance Book!!
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 04-08-16
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My Darling Bride
- The Darlings
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Sebastian York, Savannah Peachwood
- Length: 9 hrs and 47 mins
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On a normal day, Emmaline Darling isn’t a car thief. She’s just a simple girl who runs a bookstore and adores cats. But when she’s stranded in the desert and needs to get away from her dangerous ex-boyfriend, she picks her only option: swiping the keys to a famous football player’s Lamborghini and speeding away. Football star Graham Harlan is in chaos. First he took a hit on the field that left him with a near-death experience, and now he’s promised his brother he’ll get married to secure the family inheritance. Trouble is he isn’t even seeing anyone.
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Loved it!
- By Kayla Williams on 01-23-24
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Very Bad Things
- Briarwood Academy, Book 1
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Emily Durante, Sean Crisden
- Length: 8 hrs and 19 mins
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Born into a life of privilege and secrets, Nora Blakely has everything any 19-year-old girl could desire. She's an accomplished pianist, a Texas beauty queen, and on her way to Princeton after high school. She's perfect. Leaving behind her million-dollar mansion and Jimmy Choos, she becomes a girl hell-bent on pushing the limits with alcohol, drugs, and meaningless sex. Then she meets her soul mate. But he doesn't want her.
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Angst is only the beginning of the DRAMA
- By Denise on 05-19-16
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The Last Guy
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills, Tia Louise
- Narrated by: Brooke Hayden, Patrick Garrett
- Length: 6 hrs and 55 mins
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The first rule of office romance is don't do it - especially if your dream is to hold the anchor spot on the nightly news and your boss is trying to get you fired. But one look at Cade Hill, the sexy new sports director, and uptight reporter Rebecca Fieldstone is daydreaming about other things. Sex in his office...Sex in the on-set kitchen...Sex in the supply closet.... She can't stop thinking about the former NFL quarterback and how perfect he'd look between her sheets - except he's an arrogant jerk with a huge...ego.
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A Rom-Com to Remember!!
- By Shannon on 02-08-18
By: Ilsa Madden-Mills, and others
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Stay with You
- Whisper Lake: Savage Brothers, Book 1
- By: Melanie Shawn
- Narrated by: Maria McCann, Oliver Clarke
- Length: 9 hrs and 42 mins
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After raising twin girls as a single father and spending his days on construction sites, Ford was ready to live out his early retirement on his terms, which included solitude and fishing. So he ditched the big city, moved to a town the size of a postage stamp, and bought a house in the middle of nowhere without a neighbor in sight. His recluse plans hit a snag when the abandoned house down the road is suddenly inhabited by a woman who bears a striking resemblance to his childhood crush and her four kids.
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Amazing love story
- By Rebecca Bazemore on 04-25-24
By: Melanie Shawn
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Beauty and the Baller
- Strangers in Love
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Sebastian York, Savannah Peachwood
- Length: 10 hrs and 10 mins
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Gorgeous, talented, and brilliant, NFL quarterback Ronan Smith has the world in his hands. But after losing his career and his fiancée in a car accident, he falls into a pit of grief and bad choices. When a mysterious girl shows up to his party, he feels drawn to her and makes her his…for one night. Former beauty queen Nova Morgan is on a mission. Scantily clad as a princess from a galaxy far, far away, she sneaks into a high-profile party to capture the attention of her favorite quarterback. But her hopes crash after an awful one-night stand.
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Weak & stereotypical
- By Kiaorateora on 04-14-22
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The Hot One
- By: Lauren Blakely
- Narrated by: Zachary Webber, Andi Arndt
- Length: 6 hrs and 21 mins
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Ever notice that sometimes a guy will do something really stupid, like let the love of his life slip through his fingers? Yeah. I'm that guy. But the instant I run into her again I've got one goal and one goal only—a second chance. The plan? Go big or go home. Fine, at first glance, stripping naked at my ex-girlfriend's place of work might not seem like the brightest way to win her heart again. But trust me on this count—she always liked me best without any clothes on. And sometimes you've got to play to your strengths when you're fighting an uphill battle.
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Unbelievable! Couldn't Relate at All!
- By Carol on 08-18-18
By: Lauren Blakely
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The Revenge Pact
- Enemies-to-Lovers Standalone (Kings of Football, Book 1)
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: CJ Bloom, Lee Samuels
- Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
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River Tate is a god on campus. The king of football. A tattooed bad boy with gunmetal eyes that see right through you. The only chink in his armor is HER, the girl he pretends doesn't exist, the forbidden one with the shy smile and lavender hair. Anastasia Bailey is a nobody.
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Dream a little dream 🦄🌈
- By Bran.d (Amour.Rebelle.Reads) on 03-03-21
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The Kiss Lottery
- A Novella
- By: Ilsa Madden-Mills
- Narrated by: Savannah Peachwood, Sebastian York
- Length: 4 hrs and 15 mins
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Yeah, bad ones. Everly Davis didn’t leave her tight-knit hometown on the best terms. It’s been ten years, but you don’t forget heartbreak like that. Then again, the anonymous invite to the annual Kiss Lottery in Rose, Tennessee, gives Everly content for her podcast. And she has a bone to pick with that old heartbreak anyway.
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So good!
- By Andrea Danielle on 02-11-25
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The Pretending Plot
- Caught Up in Love, Book 1
- By: Lauren Blakely
- Narrated by: Joe Arden, Vanessa Edwin
- Length: 4 hrs and 33 mins
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I don't mean to just blurt it out. "Why, yes, I'm engaged!" But once I say it to a potential client, there's only one logical thing to do - cast the role of my fake fiancé. Easy enough. As a casting director, my job is to find the most talented players for every part, so I choose dreamy, edgy, sexy, sarcastic Reeve. And I sign him up for one week in the role of mine. It's not as if I'll fall for him in five nights even if we get a little cozy one night at theater. It's not as if I'll want more even after a scorching afternoon in the stacks of the New York Public Library.
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✫✫ 4 Stars ✫✫
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 02-24-20
By: Lauren Blakely
Loved Everything about this book !!!🖤❤️
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My First Read by Ilsa Madden-Mills
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Ilsa always writes such complex heroines- those carrying extreme emotional baggage whether from trauma or from painful pasts- heroines who are strong, yet vulnerable, kind and resilient- who are burdened at a young age by experiences and/or responsibilities they are too young to shoulder. And, Ava is no exception. Her past is painful, she’s recovering from trauma, she’s caring for a sibling, and she’s trying to finish out her senior year in one of the sources of her pain after her life has been derailed. She’s the heroine you want to root for as she scratches her way to reclaim herself.
The standard tropes we see in many HS bully stories are here- we have the relatively unchecked (or unsupervised) rabid mean girls and the vicious “boy squad”- here, the Sharks. Yet, somehow, one of the Sharks becomes Ava’s lifeline, someone she least expects, Knox. He’s your typical football archetype- a player (literally and metaphorically), but I found him to also be protective, loyal, and caring.
Ava and Knox have killer chemistry- a connection physical and spiritual. I wish the letter writing idea was more than just an introduction (the title of the book made me assume this would be a running theme, but instead it is just the catalyst to our story- which is fine, I had just anticipated something else.
This is a stay-up-all-night and read kind of story- yes we have the angst and the delicious romantic tension (and HOT steam), but we also have a revenge story of a phoenix rising from the ashes of her pain and embracing love and connection. There is a depth to this that I appreciated, a character journey that is meaningful, and a love story that is swoon worthy. Love this read.
Pitch perfect narration
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Love, loyalty & redemption 💓
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Gets You Straight In The Feels
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Powerful!
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Great love story!
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Teenage Melodrama
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Absolutely loved the first 3/4 of the book, a little disappointed in the ending.
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Ilsa Madden Mills wrote a story with broken people yet they still had a resilient spirit despite their pain. From the beginning of this story, I felt Ava’s hurt but cheered her daily struggle to keeping putting one foot in front of the other. I just wanted to hug this girl. She deserved it and more.
I always cheer for the underdog and there is nothing more satisfying that seeing someone with nothing fight and work their butt off to put themselves in position for good things. Ava was dealt a crappy hand with her mom and dad, but her tenacity and love for her little brother Tyler gave her a reason to get up and hustle everyday. What a contrast of life compared to the Shark crew.
Knox was a golden boy on the surface. Leader of the sharks, #1 quarterback and rich kid. He has nothing in common with Ava, but there seemed to be a thread of connection. The author built that chemistry until it was so palpable. I was so here for it. I honestly couldn’t stop listening to this audiobook. The feels in this one! What a layered story with family at the heart of it. Simply amazing! One of the best books I’ve read in a long time.
Ava started from the bottom and now she’s here!
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