
Desire of My Heart: A Shumard Oak Bend Novel
Discerning God’s Best, Book 1
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No matter how dark her night became, she knew God promised joy in the morning.
~~ In the heart of 1858 Missouri, Rachel's world is a whirlwind of uncertainty. But amidst the darkness of her circumstances, she clings to the promise of joy that God whispers to her soul.
~~ In this powerful Christian historical fiction, award-winning author Heidi Gray McGill weaves an enthralling tale of resilience, redemption, and the enduring power of God's grace.
~~ For Misty M. Beller, Lacy Williams, and Linda Ford fans, this standalone novel in the Discerning God’s Best series will capture your heart and leave you breathless. You’ll love this book if you enjoy gripping historical drama and compelling characters. Binge-listen to the entire series on Kindle Unlimited.
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