
Feel My Pain
M/M Revenge Romance
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Kirt Graves
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K.A. Merikan
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Two enemies cursed to feel each other’s pain.
Zane: “I will burn your life to the ground.”
Roach: “I’m a cockroach. I’ll survive.”
Two years ago, the Rabid Hyenas MC ripped Zane apart like a pack of starving wolves. But he’s not only a survivor, he took revenge that same night. Turns out, one of the bikers is still alive, and as long as that’s the case, Zane will not know peace. Especially since Roach is the dirtbag who caused all the mayhem in the first place.
When an act of revenge meant to close that chapter of Zane’s life takes a shocking turn, all hell breaks loose. Roach’s pain is his. When Roach bleeds, he does. When Zane suffers, Roach screams. So, until Zane can figure out how to lift the curse and kill Roach, he’s stuck caring for the dumbass who drinks too much, works like a dog, and hasn’t moved on an inch since he lost his motorcycle club.
But Roach has other plans for the man twisting his miserable life around. For him, Zane is hope, lust, and love combined, so Roach will gladly stay bound to him forever. Even if it kills them.
Dirty, dark, and delicious, Feel My Pain is a gritty M/M dark romance novel with magical elements and a happy ending. Prepare for violence, intense jealousy, and scorching hot, emotional, explicit scenes.
Warning: This story contains scenes of violence, offensive language, and morally ambiguous characters, as well as sensitive topics of child abuse, addiction, and suicide.
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Shane is straight out of prison, and plans to wreck everything dear to the man who put him behind bars. And number one on that list is Rosen, Ed Beck’s son. Shane’s plan is to incriminate the boy, but when the dreamy blue eyes meet his, Shane can think of a hundred other ways to ruin Rosen right under his father’s nose.
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I love the mixture of personalities within the couples.
- By tricia on 05-01-25
By: K.A. Merikan
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Malum Discordiae
- Tennebrose, Book 1
- By: Ashlyn Drewek
- Narrated by: J.F. Harding
- Length: 12 hrs and 7 mins
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Like all Necromancers, Cassius Corbin grew up knowing one irrevocable truth: death comes for us all. It was a lesson he learned well when his mother was murdered by fellow witches. Six years later, he is back in the town of Winslow, Massachusetts, to attend Tennebrose University. But that's not the only reason. While he's home, he intends to track down a magical folio stolen from his family centuries ago. Once he finds it, he'll finally be everything the witches in Winslow fear and the Corbin name will be respected once again—as long as Graeme Hewitt stays out of his way.
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Harding is the real magic here.
- By SB84 on 06-29-24
By: Ashlyn Drewek
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Where the Devil Says Goodnight
- Folk Lore, Book 1
- By: K.A. Merikan
- Narrated by: Wyatt Baker
- Length: 11 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Adam: Catholic priest. Celibate. Does not yield to temptation. Emil: Sinner. Seducer. Snake. Hot as hell itself. After a sheltered childhood ruled by religion, all Adam wants is to be a good priest and make his parents proud. But it’s hard to stay virtuous in a big city like Warsaw, and when he makes one slipup, his life spirals into ruin. He is sent to a tiny mountain village, where he hopes to live down his shame and work on restraint.
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Ominous. Slow Burn. Intimate
- By W.F. on 04-27-20
By: K.A. Merikan
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In the Middle of Somewhere
- Middle of Somewhere, Book 1
- By: Roan Parrish
- Narrated by: Robert Nieman
- Length: 13 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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Daniel Mulligan is tough, snarky, and tattooed, hiding his self-consciousness behind sarcasm. Daniel has never fit in - not at home in Philadelphia with his auto mechanic father and brothers, and not at school where his Ivy League classmates looked down on him. Now, Daniel's relieved to have a job at a small college in Holiday, Northern Michigan, but he's a city boy through and through, and it's clear that this small town is one more place he won't fit in.
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Expressive and poignant. An all-time favorite.
- By Dianne T. on 04-16-16
By: Roan Parrish
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The Guy Next Door
- By: Devon McCormack
- Narrated by: Tim Paige
- Length: 7 hrs and 40 mins
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Is it wrong that I watch him? Leif Anderson seems like a friendly, kind, normal, boy-next-door type. Unlike me. His stalker, a creep who moved into the place next to his parents’ house to keep an eye on him. I’m not the bad guy, though. I’m the one who will protect him. The cops don’t believe he’s in danger. Maybe they’re right, and this is all in my messed-up head. I’ve been wrong before. And no matter how I justify this to myself, my motives aren’t entirely pure.
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The development of the characters.
- By Brian Saint Louis on 12-23-24
By: Devon McCormack
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Halo
- The Beginning of Always, Book 1
- By: E.M. Lindsey
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma
- Length: 7 hrs and 33 mins
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There are many words for what Oliver does for a living, and none of them are very kind. Oliver's time in that industry is nearly at an end, so when a gorgeous older man with sad eyes stumbles into his path, Oliver finds it impossible to turn him away. Victor looks at him like he's an angel, even when Oliver feels like a devil, but he knows better than to hope. After all, men like them are only ever destined for star-crossed love. As months of separation carry on, Oliver realizes that maybe he really is willing to fight for what he wants and, more importantly, for who.
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Sweet love story, FAVORITE narrator!!
- By The Borg on 11-10-24
By: E.M. Lindsey
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Infamous Park Avenue Prince
- Park Avenue Princes, Book 1
- By: Ella Frank, Brooke Blaine
- Narrated by: Perry Bishop, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 7 mins
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I’m never one to turn down a bet. Especially not when it comes to retaliating against the dean for pulling a dick move before summer break. So when the dean’s golden child arrives at Astor for his freshman year, my fellow troublemakers throw down a wager I can’t resist. The target: the dean’s son, John Thomas Hawthorne, or “JT”. The bet: corruption in any way I choose. It should’ve been easy. With his mess of brown curls, pouty lips, and good-boy reputation, JT is the perfect revenge. And even better? He’s straight.
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Could have been better SPOILER WARNING!!!!
- By Treunna on 05-20-24
By: Ella Frank, and others
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- Lexi Zieve
- 09-04-20
Wow
Wow this was definitely a ride I enjoyed being on. I was hooked from the moment I hit play and was extremely shocked by all sorts of this that happened in this story. The struggle between these characters pulled at my heart and I just wanted to hug them both. They each had their own things they were battling with and trying to cope with. I loved these characters though this a rather dark story with lots of revenge and violence. I love this author and this was a very good book. The narrator did a fantastic job.
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- (Mimi) Johnson
- 07-21-21
Why did I wait so long to listen
I'm not sure why I avoided this book for so long but dang. I wish I hadn't. It was hard to hear some parts but it was so good. Zane and Reed were two broken characters that needed each other.
I loved Kirt Graves' narration of this book. The dynamic duo that is K. A. Merikan never disappoints. Great listen. It's still pretty dark but deliciously so.
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- Jessica Whitney
- 08-23-20
Epic!!!
Zane and Roach are mortal enemies who are cursed to feel eachothers pain. . . and arousal. Smoking hot and a wild ride!
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- Aalayah Chase
- 01-31-22
the angst!!
this book tore me from the moment it started. roach and Zane are night and day. one madly in love from the first moment he laid eyes on Zane, and the other despising Roach like the lowlife he thought he was.
finding out in the end what happened to each man TORE MY HEART APART. K.A. had no business hurting my soul the way they did.
Kirt Graves did an amazing job narrating this story. each chapter you could hear in the narration which character was headlining what chapter. it was amazing to hear that difference, even if it was subtle.
overall, an amazing listen/read and I definitely reccomend it. the angst alone is just, *chef's kiss* painfully amazing~
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- L.M. Adams
- 10-10-22
dark and wonderful
Dark and wonderful, but yes it may be a hard listen for some. Confronting old demons is never easy, loving someone with twin shadows can make it easier.
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- Macbandit
- 07-21-20
Unusual mc story
I’m reviewing the audio edition. I don’t normally do anything with any paranormal involved but I had read this author before so could not resist this story. It is totally different than I expected. The mc club has a small part. It’s mostly the relationship between the mc president who happens to be Roach’s dad and Roach. This has to be one of the more horrible father son relationships I’ve read about. Hulk does unimaginable things to his son and it leaves a permanent scar on him. When Roach interacts the first time with Zane it is anything but a love story. After that initial meeting Roach and Zane actually feel each other’s pain. The road they travel to being a couple has a number of twists and surprises. I’m glad I decided to ask for a copy of this from Gay Romance Reviews. I wasn’t sure I’d like the paranormal but it didn’t really play as big a part as I expected. I think a big part of why I enjoyed the story is due to the Narrator Kirt Graves. I feel his performance brought reality to the story.
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- nolmstym
- 07-28-20
Tough won HEA
Wow, this book puts you through the wringer. I spent so much time both rooting for and wanting to smack these characters. Zane and Roach have both been put through so much and their walls are so high. True enemies to lovers. Kirt Graves narration was so good. If you love a good enemies to lovers story and a ton of angst then this is for you.
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- Leviathan
- 10-06-23
A toxic romance that keeps you wanting more
I want to start off by saying, if you want something purely wholesome, this book will not be for you, but if you are willing to recognize that these two really aren't the best human beings and their relationship is undeniably toxic, then grab some popcorn and dive in.
I found the story super interesting, it kept me intrigued and I just adore when stories jump back and forth between the two's point-of-views. Especially when they differ so much. I could see myself siding with both of them and understanding where each was coming from, but also was so frustrated (in a good way) by how thick headed they can be. A great enemies-to-lovers read if you're okay with some heart-breaking, soul-shattering stuff mixed in.
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- MagicalAM
- 07-19-20
Dark and Sweet
This author/narrator combination is perfection. Emotional, twisted, and sexy. Kirt Graves really makes this an amazing listen. The magic/paranormal aspect doesn’t overshadow the main characters as their relationship develops.
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- Blackmermaid
- 07-29-20
Unusual Tale of Romance
Wow! I was completely blown away with this unusual story by this fantastic writing duo. Everything I've read by them has been excellent, and I was waiting for this to come out in audio because the blurb sounded interesting. Once I saw it was narrated by Kirk Graves, I knew I had to listen to it. He absolutely nailed it. His work was flawless from the beginning to the end. As for the story, I don't want to give anything away since I didn't know what to expect. I wouldn't pass on this one; I hated when I had to pause it.
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