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Narrated by:
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Thurlow Holmes
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Garry Andrews
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Nora Ash
About this listen
Taken.
Brutalized.
Claimed.
My mate became mine during a heinous experiment designed to punish her for her disobedience. The scientists who locked me in a cage and stole my humanity gave her to me to ravage. To break.
But she is far more than a warm body to distract me from my torment.
She is mine.
They took everything from me - but I won’t let them do the same to her. She fears me, but there is nothing I won’t give to save her.
Even my own life.
Despair is the second book in Nora Ash’s suspense-filled Omegaverse serial, Feral.
Please note: This series gets dark, and it gets dirty. If you don’t enjoy your romance scorching and your alphas rough and dominant, give this book a pass.
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-13-19
good until the last need more on what happen
good at beginning not so at ending should have more to ending of what happens to them
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- Jessib87
- 01-05-23
Short
This is book 2 of the series. I wish it was all together. This a very short book- short story. It sucks using a whole credit to get a book that could be combined into 1. The story line is good. Well written. Love the first two books. Now on to the last book.
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- A S
- 11-22-20
the end?!
great story up to the end. alot of triggers but the ending was no hea and because of that I'm not getting more
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-01-19
length
A good story but not long enough. could put all three together and charge more!!!
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- Shoe Monger
- 09-12-19
Feral Despair Bk 2
Nora Ash writes the Feral series in a trilogy, and is approx 8 hours via audio for all 3 stories back to back..much like 3 novella's. Each being over 2 hours but book 1 and 2 both have cliffhangers so it's extremely easy to plough through all 3 of them and not notice the time fly by.
Professional practical scientist/analyst Lillian Dorne is trying to make her mark in the world and snags a unique opportunity to work at a research outpost. Her goals in life are on her career and not a domestic life style. After her first week she learns what the research facility is really doing and the cruelty inflicted on the test subjects. That's when Lilian falls for test subject 351 and attempts to break them out, and fails miserably. When the tables are turned the scientist becomes the subject of study by being claimed by subject 351 she must learn to survive or die trying. The problem is she is now locked in a cage with feral test subject 351 and see's no way out and no way to protect him from torture.
As the two of them in a drug induced phase, try to survive their fears and abuse as pawns, in a twisted research facility they learn to trust each other, yet learn to fear other things.
This is a paranormal romance / science story, it can be steamy, it can be dark and gritty, and for this reason it's not an action / life drama relatable series but a fun read.
Thurlow Holmes does a terrific job narrating the mad scientists and feral werewolves
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- Jessica donitzen
- 04-30-19
great but sad
they shouldn't have killed Zach so sad . Make another one where they get to be together
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- Lacie Gaver
- 05-12-22
the story could be good if it wasn't so short
not worth the credit, should definitely be longer, like combined into a set instead
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