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I Ain't Me No More

Book One of the Always Diva Series

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I Ain't Me No More

By: E. N. Joy
Narrated by: Diana Luke
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Helen wasn't just born the devious vixen of New Day Temple of Faith. There had to be something rooted deep within her to make her inflict and feed off other people's pain. Perhaps it was her own pain that she had suppressed for so many years - an unimaginable pain - that created an internal prison of which her mind was the only captive. But once the demons within her break free, those around her better beware, as Helen surely becomes the epitome of the saying, "Hurt people, hurt people". In I Ain't Me No More, Helen has no shame displaying that she hasn't been saved all her life. Will the divas of New Day Temple of Faith think Helen's worth saving? But more importantly, can God save Helen from not only her evil past; can He save her from herself?

©2013 E. N. Joy (P)2014 Recorded Books
African American Fiction Thriller & Suspense

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a very touching story, brings you to tears. excel

excellent, moving and relatable. i would recommend this book to anyone who is curious about how God steps in and saves us from our selves....

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Great read

This is a very uplifting story! Everyone gets down and needs God to pick them back up

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Phenomenal story… I could not put it down.

Phenomenal story… I could not put it down. My first book by this amazing author but certainly won’t be my last! Thank you for sharing your books with us.

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no curse words.. and still a street tale.

Loved this book. I wish my daughter was old enough to read it. But I will be passing it on to my sister. It's a story about ourselves or someone you know very close to you. no tears but a very close call.

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I loved this book!!

This was so good that I finished it in one day!! It was so real and personally relatable in certain situations. I will look for more from this author!

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Keeps Your Attention

This is a very well written book that will make it hard for you to press pause. It has the type of storyline that will make you mad, sad & Glad.

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Blessed

this book was a blessing to me and reminded me of some things God will never leave or forsake me.

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Too much back and forth

The story was all over the place. I do know that battered women go back to the men. However, I would have thought that when she finally got a halfway-decent man, she wouldn't have the same lousy mouth she had with the first man.

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This Can't Be Life

What did you love best about I Ain't Me No More?

The delivery, I was not expecting this one to be delivered in the way it was. I was surprised by the end but so happy for the delivery, because Helen got on my NERVES

What did you like best about this story?

Helen's growth and revenge...(sorry but I did like it Dub)

What about Diana Luke’s performance did you like?

The reflection in her voice just at the right times.

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

INDEED!

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I finished this book 3/2014, however Its tough for me to review this one because sometimes we as reviewers give too much away and this listen was very emotional. I had to stop listening many times and get my emotions in check. so what I will say it this. Ms. Joy did the thing with this title. You can tell even though she had demons, she tried, but sins of the past sometimes meet us at the front door.

Remember that person who just seemed hateful for no reason? Or the guy who would beat you for no reason, understanding Helen's story teaches the readers that HURT people HURT people, but discovering the truth about God's grace and mercy is something Helen will bump right into. But is Helen ready?

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This was a pretty good book.

What made the experience of listening to I Ain't Me No More the most enjoyable?

It kept me listening wanting to know more about what Dub next move will be.

What did you like best about this story?

The way Helen flipped the script on Dub when he was making all those deadly threats to her and her family while he was in jail and she finally stood up to his crazy behind. With the help of her grandma and auntie.

Have you listened to any of Diana Luke’s other performances before? How does this one compare?

Yes Diana Luke performances was good, and she is a great narrator.

Did you have an extreme reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?

I didn't have a extreme reaction but I did laugh and cry a little.

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