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Terri Blackstock
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USA TODAY Bestseller | ECPA Bestseller | Over 450,000 copies of the If I Run Series sold!
From New York Times bestselling author Terri Blackstock comes the third and final gripping novel in her If I Run series featuring a strong female protagonist wrongly framed for murder and the troubled investigator who's trying to find her.
In the thrilling conclusion to the If I Run Series, Casey and Dylan must expose the real killer before they both end up dead.
Casey is still on the run for a murder she didn't commit, she's running out of places to hide, and her face is all over the news. It's only a matter of time.
Dylan Roberts, the investigator who once sought her arrest, is now her only hope. As they work together, will one life have to be sacrificed to protect the other?
In the If I Run series, Terri Blackstock delivers edge-of-your-seat tension to keep you listening, relatable characters, dual perspectives, an intriguing plot with unexpected twists, and themes of faith and redemption. Run—don't walk—to start listening to this captivating story today.
"Blackstock proves once again that she is the queen of Christian suspense in this third and final installment of the If I Run series."—CBA Market
The If I Run Series: Book #1 If I Run, Book #2 If I'm Found, Book #3 If I Live.
©2018 Terri Blackstock (P)2018 ZondervanListeners also enjoyed...
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- Connie
- 04-25-19
Loved this series!
Couldn't stop listening and the narrator was great. Absolutely loved this series. Listened to all three books over a week.
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- We are all Loaners
- 11-07-20
Very Suspenseful
This is such a well-written and well-narrated series. Clean, intense and thought- provoking, and narrated with just the right emphasis and inflections.
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- CougarCatBlu
- 09-01-20
MUCH BETTER than Book #2
I finished this one yesterday and was pleasantly pleased with the narrators improvement over the 2nd Book in this series. Much Better! I almost gave up during that book, but to anyone that’s thinking of doing the same, hang on....she does improve!😁. The story line is a good one, and I’m glad I continued. In all honesty, I would still had preferred Renee’ R., but it was still a good story & I’m glad I didn’t quit!
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- Amazon Customer
- 02-04-19
What a Great book & series!
This series had some very intense moments... a wonderful Romantic Suspense! I love that it is clean & I don't have to worry about the crap you get in other books.
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-08-18
Genius
Terri Blackstock is absolutely amazing. The entire series was riveting. I was on the edge of my seat the whole time and I can’t recall when I’ve enjoyed a series of books as much as I enjoyed these. She has truly been gifted by the Nazarene.
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- Ronda McCarroll
- 07-01-23
love of three book I love them.
In each of the books let me know that Terri Blackstock is an excellent writer and the narrator did great job.
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- Pamela
- 06-29-23
Great Listen!
I enjoyed all 3 books! It’s been a while since I’ve read a series this entertaining.
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- Vee
- 02-29-24
Twists and Turns
This last book in the three part series is the conclusion of the series. If I Live is so excellently written that the reader is entranced from start to finish.
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- crystal farmer
- 03-12-23
Best piloted Christian thriller series ever read
Not everything is believable, but the characters, plot, theme and satisfying ending to the series make up for it.
Love the narrator for this book! So believable!!!
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- joyful
- 04-05-23
Page Turner
Terri Blackstock has a dynamic way of presenting the story and depth of characters. Our attention was kept in the story and we couldn’t wait to “turn a page!” GREAT Series!!
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