
In the Dream House
A Memoir
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Carmen Maria Machado
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In the Dream House is Carmen Maria Machado's engrossing and wildly innovative account of a relationship gone bad, and a bold dissection of the mechanisms and cultural representations of psychological abuse. Tracing the full arc of a harrowing relationship with a charismatic but volatile woman, Machado struggles to make sense of how what happened to her shaped the person she was becoming.
And it's that struggle that gives the book its original structure: each chapter is driven by its own narrative trope - the haunted house, erotica, the bildungsroman - through which Machado holds the events up to the light and examines them from different angles. She looks back at her religious adolescence, unpacks the stereotype of lesbian relationships as safe and utopian, and widens the view with essayistic explorations of the history and reality of abuse in queer relationships.
Machado's dire narrative is leavened with her characteristic wit, playfulness, and openness to inquiry. She casts a critical eye over legal proceedings, fairy tales, Star Trek, and Disney villains, as well as iconic works of film and fiction. The result is a wrenching, riveting book that explodes our ideas about what a memoir can do and be.
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With The Tiger and the Cage, Bolden uses her own experience as the starting point for a journey through the institutional misogyny of Western medicine—from a history of labeling women “hysterical” and parading them as curiosities to a lack of information on causes or cures for endometriosis, despite more than a century of documented cases. Recounting botched surgeries and dire side effects from pharmaceuticals affecting her and countless others, Bolden speaks to the ways people are often failed by the official narratives of institutions meant to protect them.
By: Emma Bolden
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Goodbye, Sweet Girl
- A Story of Domestic Violence and Survival
- By: Kelly Sundberg
- Narrated by: Andi Arndt
- Length: 6 hrs and 18 mins
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Kelly Sundberg’s husband, Caleb, was a funny, warm, supportive man and a wonderful father to their little boy Reed. He was also vengeful and violent. But Sundberg did not know that when she fell in love, and for years told herself he would get better. It took a decade for her to ultimately accept that the partnership she desired could not work with such a broken man. In her remarkable book, she offers an intimate record of the joys and terrors that accompanied her long, difficult awakening, and presents a haunting, heartbreaking glimpse into why women remain too long in dangerous relationships.
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A very powerful book with fantastic narration
- By Sean Cotterell on 07-01-18
By: Kelly Sundberg
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Hunger
- A Memoir of (My) Body
- By: Roxane Gay
- Narrated by: Roxane Gay
- Length: 5 hrs and 58 mins
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In her phenomenally popular essays and long-running Tumblr blog, Roxane Gay has written with intimacy and sensitivity about food and body, using her own emotional and psychological struggles as a means of exploring our shared anxieties over pleasure, consumption, appearance, and health. As a woman who describes her own body as "wildly undisciplined", Roxane understands the tension between desire and denial, between self-comfort and self-care.
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Dark, thought provoking, sometimes frustrating
- By River Holmes-miller on 06-21-17
By: Roxane Gay
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Recollections of My Nonexistence
- A Memoir
- By: Rebecca Solnit
- Narrated by: Rebecca Solnit
- Length: 6 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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In Recollections of My Nonexistence, Rebecca Solnit describes her formation as a writer and as a feminist in 1980s San Francisco, in an atmosphere of gender violence on the street and throughout society and the exclusion of women from cultural arenas. She tells of being poor, hopeful, and adrift in the city that became her great teacher, and of the small apartment that, when she was 19, became the home in which she transformed herself. She explores the forces that liberated her as a person and as a writer.
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Observant, organized, and real...
- By Jesse Rolfer on 03-25-20
By: Rebecca Solnit
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Abandon Me
- Memoirs
- By: Melissa Febos
- Narrated by: Melissa Febos
- Length: 7 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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In her critically acclaimed memoir, Whip Smart, Melissa Febos laid bare the intimate world of the professional dominatrix, turning an honest examination of her life into a lyrical study of power, desire, and fulfillment. In her dazzling Abandon Me, Febos captures the intense bonds of love and the need for connection - with family, lovers, and oneself. First, her birth father, who left her with only an inheritance of addiction and Native American blood, its meaning a mystery.
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This journey is captivating to say the least!
- By Ilanna on 08-11-17
By: Melissa Febos
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Blow Your House Down
- A Story of Family, Feminism, and Treason
- By: Gina Frangello
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 11 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Gina Frangello spent her early adulthood trying to outrun a youth marked by poverty and violence. Now a long-married wife and devoted mother, the better life she carefully built is emotionally upended by the death of her closest friend. Soon, awakened to fault lines in her troubled marriage, Frangello is caught up in a recklessly passionate affair, leading a double life while continuing to project the image of the perfect family. When her secrets are finally uncovered, both her home and her identity will implode, testing the limits of desire, responsibility, love, and forgiveness.
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Honest & Helpful No sugar coating in this book
- By Lisa Silvestro on 04-10-21
By: Gina Frangello
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Sex and Lies
- True Stories of Women's Intimate Lives in the Arab World
- By: Sophie Lewis, Leïla Slimani
- Narrated by: Sarah Agha
- Length: 4 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Leila Slimani was in her native Morocco promoting her novel Adèle, about a woman addicted to sex, when she began meeting women who confided the dark secrets of their sexual lives. In Morocco, adultery, abortion, homosexuality, prostitution, and sex outside of marriage are all punishable by law, and women have only two choices: They can be wives or virgins. Sex and Lies combines vivid, often harrowing testimonies with Slimani's passionate and intelligent commentary to make a galvanizing case for a sexual revolution in the Arab world.
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slay
- By Sydney on 05-22-23
By: Sophie Lewis, and others
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Uncovered
- How I Left Hasidic Life and Finally Came Home
- By: Leah Lax
- Narrated by: Donna Postel
- Length: 13 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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In Uncovered, Leah Lax tells her story - beginning as a young teen who left her liberal, secular home for life as a Hasidic Jew and ending as a 40-something woman who has to abandon the only world she's known for 30 years in order to achieve personal freedom.
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Overly long
- By Lynn Metzger on 11-01-20
By: Leah Lax
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Body Work
- The Radical Power of Personal Narrative
- By: Melissa Febos
- Narrated by: Melissa Febos
- Length: 3 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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In this bold and exhilarating mix of memoir and master class, Melissa Febos tackles the emotional, psychological, and physical work of writing intimately while offering an utterly fresh examination of the storyteller's life and the questions which run through it.
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A must!!!
- By Karen S on 02-13-23
By: Melissa Febos
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How We Fight for Our Lives
- By: Saeed Jones
- Narrated by: Saeed Jones
- Length: 5 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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From award-winning poet Saeed Jones, How We Fight for Our Lives is a stunning coming-of-age memoir written at the crossroads of sex, race, and power. Blending poetry and prose, Jones has developed a style that is equal parts sensual, beautiful, and powerful - a voice that’s by turns a river, a blues, and a nightscape set ablaze. How We Fight for Our Lives is a one-of-a-kind memoir and an audiobook that cements Saeed Jones as an essential writer for our time.
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This guy can write (and read)
- By Reader X on 11-12-19
By: Saeed Jones
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I Used to Live Here Once
- The Haunted Life of Jean Rhys
- By: Miranda Seymour
- Narrated by: Diana Quick
- Length: 14 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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Jean Rhys is one of the most compelling writers of the twentieth century. Memories of her Caribbean girlhood haunt the four short and piercingly brilliant novels that Rhys wrote during her extraordinary years as an exile in 1920s Paris and later in England, a body of fiction—above all, the extraordinary Wide Sargasso Sea—that has a passionate following today. And yet her own colorful life, including her early years on the Caribbean island of Dominica, remains too little explored, until now.
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The Brilliant life of Jean Rhys
- By Deborah Jacob on 08-19-23
By: Miranda Seymour
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The Wind That Lays Waste
- A Novel
- By: Selva Almada, Chris Andrews - translator
- Narrated by: Almarie Guerra
- Length: 3 hrs and 10 mins
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The Wind That Lays Waste begins in the great pause before a storm. Reverend Pearson is evangelizing across the Argentinian countryside with Leni, his teenage daughter, when their car breaks down. This act of God or fate leads them to the workshop and home of an aging mechanic called Gringo Brauer and a young boy named Tapioca. As a long day passes, curiosity and intrigue transform into an unexpected intimacy between four people.
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90% unironic religious Jesus babble....
- By tobias schneider on 05-31-24
By: Selva Almada, and others
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-05-21
A Gift. Truly.
The writing is tremendously brilliant. It is a powerful elixir of pain and strength. I moved through this book hungrily and am so glad to have done so. I was excited that it was narrated by Carmen herself but ultimately did find her narration a bit flat. Still adore this book though. I used to stare at the physical copy that sat in a place I have come to perceive at my “dream house” and brought it with me when I moved; a reminder and memorial.
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- megan bean
- 01-28-22
Beautiful
Harsh and beautiful. I don't think I can give a better review than that.
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- Jessica Breda
- 09-29-23
One of the most moving books I’ve read in a long time
Absolutely stunning and read beautifully by the author. Highly recommend a listen, but do take care of your mental health and take breaks if you need to, because it’s heavy.
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- Stepha
- 06-05-24
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Beautiful writing, some parts hit me hard. Truly amazing read overall and definitely worth a listen!
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- Regina Mendoza
- 09-28-24
The most unique writing
Absolutely amazing memoir written in the most beautiful way. I have learned so much about that time in Carmen’s life while also learning so much about film, writing, history, etc. this book in audio form is incredible.
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- Alicia
- 06-21-20
Haunting albeit beautiful
I cannot imagine simply reading this book. Once I learned that Carmen Maria Machado did her own audible reading, I knew I wanted to listen. I read her words from my copy of her book as she spoke them in her own voice... metered and authentic.
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- Jules
- 07-09-20
wow wow wow!
What an amazing and important book. It took me a few chapters to get into it, but afterwards I could not put it down. Beautiful writing and captivating story that hurt at times and felt incredibly relatable. Thank you for writing this, Carmen.
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- Anne Kessler
- 02-23-20
Difficult subject mastered with amazing style.
Very moving, but that is not half of it. The way Carmen associates images in an almost stream of consciousness manner gives amazing insite into her mind. It made me want to read everything she ever wrote. I am hungry for anything so well written.
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- McKinley
- 01-14-23
Wow just wow
This book will be with me for years to come - only now discovering Carmen’s work wish I had sooner.
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- Amanda Stilwell
- 01-14-23
Incredible prose on a devastating topic
This book explores a queer relationship and the abuse in that relationship. And I didn’t think I could handle listening. But I loved it. Machado’s incredible prose weaves in such a stunning way. My attention span loved the little snippets.
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