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Kai Kennicott
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Wen Ross
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Crystal Kaswell
About this listen
Dear Wes, let's skip pleasantries. I'm not going to med school a virgin. I want to learn everything, and I want you to teach me.
I've looked at all the men in my life, made a list of pros and cons, and found you the most suitable. Sure, a lot of that was your gorgeous blue eyes and your charming smile. The strong arms and the tattooed torso don't hurt, either. I swear, I don't have a thing for bad boys. Just you.
There's no way I'm ever sending this. I can't believe I'm even writing it. But, god, I really, really do want to study under you.
Is that too formal? How am I supposed to phrase this?
Wes, please, teach me how to love. I promise I'll study hard. I'm an excellent student. And, well, I'm pretty sure I don't need to spell out why this is win/win.
- Quinn
Losing It is a is a stand-alone first-time romance with the perfect mix of heat, humor, and emotion.
Find out why listeners say "no one writes broken bad boys like Crystal Kaswell".
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- Jennifer
- 03-11-19
A sweet listen
This is the latest book in the Inked Hearts series and can be read as a standalone. This was a sweet listen about two friends coming together to solve Quinn's "issue" before heading to med school. Wes and Quinn have great chemistry that makes this sweet story come to life. There is not as much dirty bad boy that I am used to with Crystal Kaswell's books but that did not make this book any less than great.
I thought the narrators were ok for this book. Sometimes their narration was a little slow for me.
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- Amazon Customer
- 02-14-19
Love, Love, Love "A Must Read"
As always Crystal Kaswell did not disappoint!! I will say that this book was one of my favorite books of the inked heart series. can't wait for the next book to come out.
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- Sophie Koufes
- 03-27-19
Tattoo Artist = Perfect Teacher
Losing It is a contemporary romance with cute ancedotes. Wes & Quinn take the plunge into a sexual teaching relationship with rules and awkwardness. With a bit of angst, conflict, & inner turmoil seeping through the narrative. I enjoyed listening to the chitchat between the characters at the ink shop. A happily ever after to end this fun listen.
Narators Wen Ross and Kai Kennicott never disappoint. My favourite duet's performance brings out the narrative & gives the character's a voice. I loved the performance.
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- Anonymous User
- 02-14-19
Opposites attract
loved it how no matter what was going on in there lives as soon as they got together every thing just disappear and it was just the heat and passion that they had for each other
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- Mommy4ever
- 08-23-22
Unexpected Surprise
Crystal Kaswell truly knows how to develop her characters. At first glance, Wes and Quinn appear to make an unlikely couple. He’s a “player” and she’s a shy, awkward virgin. Boy is that thought process WRONG!!!! They are literally perfect for each other-their chemistry is off the charts and they fit together like peas in a pod. You MUST listen to this book. You’ll be sorry if you pass up the chance.
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- McAfee 24
- 04-06-22
Sweet girl bad boy
Love this book and the realistic characters. The series is addictive leaving you wanting more. Voices are good and it’s easy to listen to. Looking for a fun series to read that will pull you away from reality. Crystals writing sucks you into the tattoo parlor with tons of brudy bad boys and sarcastic ridiculous funny boys who talk about everything and anything no matter the subject no matter who’s in listening view. So sit down for a great read or put the earbuds in and listen while doing chores. You’ll fall in love with a gorgeous tattoo artist. I sure did.
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- Lisa P
- 04-09-19
SO SWEET AND YET SO HOT!
Wes & Quinn captivate you from the first words. Such a great story of two people helping each other discover what they truly need in life to make them happy moving forward. Each other, for one thing! Romantic, yet hot, scenes between them. Crystal's words are perfectly narrated by Kai Kennicott and Wen Ross, two of my favorite narrators, drawing you into this sweet story of discovery. Quinn is adept at being there for Wes as he goes through his struggles with his Mom and family, while resisting what she needs to make herself happy, worrying that it will not be what her parents or brother think is right for her. Wes and Quinn take care of each other and find their path together, while working towards what was Quinn's original goal with Wes, which is hot, hot, hot. Always love Crystal's books and how she allows us into the character's live's, letting the reader/listener really relate and believe in them. Another 5 star read by Crystal Kaswell.
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- Kindle Customer
- 01-05-21
loved it
I really enjoyed reading this author. I look forward to reading more books by this author in the near future.
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- Trinigal78
- 02-28-19
Mehh
I love a good awkward virgin story but this one dragged a bit and WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY too much rambling during the sexy times.
I'll give the Juliet and Griffin's story a shot though.
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