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Narrated by:
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Jazzmyne Thompson
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Robyn D'conell
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Doneshia Starling
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James Bogans III
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By:
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Shawneda
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Becca has everything she ever prayed for and more and is living like she doesn't care if she loses it all. Dani's business is thriving, and her faith is strong. Her diagnosis will expose her own insecurities and life's truth. Jenessa epitomizes the definition of a strong woman. A routine doctor visit forces her to confront the genetic cloud that has hovered over her since childhood.
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