
The Ghost Marriage
A Memoir
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Kirsten Mickelwait
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Steve and Kirsten Beckwith shared 26 years together. There was the bliss of courtship, the contentment of marriage, and the love of parenthood—then anger, spite, unforgivable damage. When Steve dies suddenly of colon cancer, he leaves Kirsten saddled with his debts of $1.5 million. As she fights toward recovery, she begins to receive communications from Steve in the afterlife that lead her on an unexpected path to forgiveness. The Ghost Marriage is her story of discovery—that life isn’t limited to the tangible reality we experience on this Earth, and that our worst adversaries can become our greatest teachers.
©2021 Kirsten Mickelwait (P)2022 Kirsten MickelwaitListeners also enjoyed...
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- KSH
- 04-30-22
A brave, inspiring, heartbreakingly beautiful memoir
Kirsten’s memoir is incredibly vulnerable and courageous. Penning a book, in itself, is no small task. But daring to write about communicating with your deceased, abusive ex-husband and all that comes with—and from—living with a controlling partner takes guts, strength and heightened emotional intelligence. Not to mention oodles of writing talent. Kirsten has all of it. She’s the real deal. I highly recommend this audiobook (narrated by the Kirsten). The Ghost Marriage will haunt me (in a profound, beautiful way) for many years to come.
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- dc
- 12-07-22
Truly enjoyed this book
I have shared this book a number of times .. I appreciate the life lessons, and the insights
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- DeAnna
- 04-26-22
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This author was on a supernatural podcast promoting her book and that intrigued me- I was hoodwinked! For the first 7/8 of the book is all about her crazy husband(then ex) boring story. Please save your credit and wait for this to be free.
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