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Jeannie Sheneman
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Jess Kitching
About this listen
Nat lives a picture-perfect life, but it wasn’t always this way. A victim of horrific bullying when she was a teenager, she will do anything to keep distance between the girl she was before and the woman she is now.
But when her best friend is murdered and people begin to point their finger at her, Nat’s new life quickly unravels.
To Nat, it’s no surprise the crime happened at the same time as the return of her biggest tormentor, Chrissy Summers, a woman with a violent streak who destroyed lives when she was younger and isn’t afraid to do it again.
Face to face with the past she so firmly keeps behind her, Nat’s sanity wavers as her determination to reveal Chrissy as the monster she knows her as rises to dangerous heights.
The question is, can Nat prove Chrissy is a killer, or will Chrissy get to Nat and her family before she has the chance?
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- Bayou T jones
- 12-08-23
not too bad
I was a little underwhelmed by the twist but it was told beautifully and 5he ending was twisted lol
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- richs08
- 12-16-23
The end
The story was great but the ending was not that good. I was hoping I knew what would happen to her.
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