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A Sex Memoir
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Joel Froomkin
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Edmund White
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Bloomsbury presents The Loves of My Life by the legendary author Edmund White, a stunning, revelatory memoir of a lifetime of gay love and sex. Read by Joel Froomkin.
“In his panoply of sexual encounters, Edmund White’s love of sex makes us proud to be human. And the story of his sex life reads like a beautifully crafted, very moving (and very funny!) novel.” —John Irving
"A raw, frightening, funny, and beautiful testimony, brimming with transgressive wisdom." —Robert Jones, Jr.
I’m at an age when writers are supposed to say finally what mattered most to them—for me it would be thousands of sex partners.
The 85-year-old “paterfamilias of queer literature” (New York Times) recounts the sixty-plus years of sexual escapades that have inspired his many masterpieces. He explores the sex he had with other closeted boys of the 50s Midwest, with women as a young man trying to be straight, the sex he’s paid for and been paid for, sex during the Stonewall and HIV eras, and in the age of the apps. Through tales of transactional sex, mutual admiration, open relationships, domination, submission, love, and loss, he paints an indelible portrait of queer history in America and abroad in a way only someone who has lived through it can.
Written with White’s signature honesty, irreverence, and wit, The Loves of My Life is the culmination of a legend's life and work, a delightful and moving tour of over seventy years of being unabashedly gay and in love with love in all its forms.
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This is not your mother's memoir. In The Chronology of Water, Lidia Yuknavitch expertly moves the listener through issues of gender, sexuality, violence, and the family from the point of view of a lifelong swimmer turned artist. In writing that explores the nature of memoir itself, her story traces the effect of extreme grief on a young woman's developing sexuality that some define as untraditional because of her attraction to both men and women.
By: Lidia Yuknavitch
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Phoenix Revival
- The Aftermath of Naval Aviation's Fastest Survived Ejection
- By: LT Kegan Smurf Gill USN (Ret.)
- Narrated by: LT Kegan Gill
- Length: 6 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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On January 15, 2014, LT Kegan "SMURF" Gill nearly lost his life in the fastest survived ejection in naval aviation history. He's spent every day since fighting to reclaim his mental, physical, and spiritual health—and now, he's encouraging other veterans to join the fight alongside him.
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What does the sound barrier feel like when it hits you in the face?
- By Anonymous User on 02-27-25
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Hello Stranger
- Musings on Modern Intimacies
- By: Manuel Betancourt
- Narrated by: Manuel Betancourt
- Length: 7 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Hello Stranger is a book about chance encounters—at a bar, through social media, in a bathhouse—and what a stranger can reveal about who we are and who we could still yet be. A stranger, after all, is a site of endless possibilities. As Manuel Betancourt looks back on his past relationships, he turns to characters and narratives that helped him question notions of what monogamy and coupledom (and relationships and marriage) can and should look like.
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Great book!
- By AStudentwhogoestoschool on 02-03-25
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The Beautiful Room Is Empty
- A Novel
- By: Edmund White
- Narrated by: George Backman
- Length: 8 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Moving from a Midwestern college to the Stonewall Tavern on the night of the first gay uprising - and populated by eloquent queens, butch poseurs, and a fearfully incompetent shrink - The Beautiful Room is Empty conflates the acts of coming out and coming of age.
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Well written
- By Andrei on 07-01-19
By: Edmund White
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The Burning Library
- Essays
- By: Edmund White
- Narrated by: Robert Blumenfeld
- Length: 14 hrs and 1 min
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Along with his groundbreaking essays that redefine politics, language, identity, and friendship in the light of gay experience and desire, this magisterial collection of 25 years of White's nonfiction writings includes dazzling subversive appreciations of cultural icons as diverse as Truman Capote and Cormac McCarthy, Robert Mapplethorpe and the singer formerly known as Prince.
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The Best of Edmund White . . . Until the next Collection
- By R.J. Schmigel on 04-21-23
By: Edmund White
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Christopher Isherwood Inside Out
- By: Katherine Bucknell
- Narrated by: Katherine Bucknell
- Length: 42 hrs and 49 mins
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The story of Christopher Isherwood's life is one of pilgrimage: away from the constraints of inheritance and empire and toward authenticity and spiritual illumination. Isherwood—the author of Goodbye to Berlin, which inspired Cabaret, and A Single Man—was born the heir to a crumbling English estate. He died an icon of gay liberation in California while his partner of thirty years painted his death portrait. Katherine Bucknell charts the quest of the restless, blackly comic mind through books, films, foreign lands, love affairs, and collaborations toward self-understanding and happiness.
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Pure Innocent Fun
- Essays
- By: Ira Madison III
- Narrated by: Ira Madison III
- Length: 6 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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In Pure Innocent Fun, Madison explores the key cultural moments that inspired his career as a critic and guided his coming of age as a Black gay man in Milwaukee. In this hilarious, full-throttle trip through the ’90s and 2000s, he recounts learning about sex from Buffy the Vampire Slayer; facing the most heartbreaking election of his youth (not George W. Bush’s win, but Jennifer Hudson losing American Idol); and how never getting his driver’s license in high school made him just like Cher Horowitz in Clueless: “a virgin who can’t drive.”
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Excellent and enthralling personal dissection of culture
- By Daniel Zuniga on 02-21-25
By: Ira Madison III
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Sacred Monsters
- By: Edmund White
- Narrated by: Robert Blumenfeld
- Length: 7 hrs and 43 mins
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Edmund White is one of our most celebrated novelists. He is also a brilliant journalist and cultural commentator on the arts, contributing to publications as varied The New Yorker, Vanity Fair, The New York Times, The Washington Post, House and Garden, and The New York Review of Books. In Sacred Monsters, White collects more than 20 of his most recent writings on artists and authors, including John Cheever, Patti Smith, Henry James, Mary Cassatt, and many others.
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No chapter headings make it an editorial mess
- By Francoise on 09-21-19
By: Edmund White
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Cleavage
- Men, Women, and the Space Between Us
- By: Jennifer Finney Boylan
- Narrated by: Gabra Zackman, Jennifer Finney Boylan
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
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What is the difference between men and women? Jennifer Finney Boylan, bestselling author of She’s Not There and co-author of Mad Honey with Jodi Picoult, examines the divisions—as well as the common ground—between the genders, and reflects on her own experiences, both difficult and joyful, as a transgender American.
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The poetry of Jenny’s prose. And the poignancy.
- By Jeanie B. Wallenstein on 03-04-25
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Disorderly Men
- A Novel
- By: Edward Cahill
- Narrated by: Eric Fox
- Length: 14 hrs and 4 mins
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Three gay men in pre-Stonewall New York City find their fates thrown together in the police raid of a Village bar. The three men find themselves in a police wagon together, their hidden lives threatened to be revealed to the world. Blackmail, a private investigator, Gus’s disappearance, and Danny’s quest for retribution propel Disorderly Men to its piercing conclusion, as each man meets the boundaries of his own fear, love, and shame. The stakes for each are different, but all of them confront a fundamental question: How much happiness is he allowed to have . . .
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A Sneailky Relatable Book!
- By John Latona on 10-09-23
By: Edward Cahill
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- JP
- 02-04-25
too bad the narrator is not great
he mispronounces so many French and Spanish words (instead of coño he says cono which is an ice cream cone?) and does this pompous/breathless speech affectaction that makes Ed seem like a jerk and not the sensitive man he is. but the stories and descriptions are indeed delicious amd surprisingly frank and revealing!
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- David S
- 03-01-25
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It was a fun romp from Mr Whites teensn to his 80's. I highly recommend this book
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