
The Measure
A Struggle with Guilt
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Narrated by:
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Jeremy Short
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By:
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Daphne H. Ellis
About this listen
One early winter’s morning, a teenage boy is found lying outside the gates of a monastery. The monks take him in, and eventually, in terrible distress, he tells them that he has killed his father. This story follows the life of the boy’s father and the discovery the boy makes about his father’s past.
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