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Amanda Dolan
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Mary McNear
About this listen
Those who love Susan Wiggs and Susan Mallery will adore New York Times best-selling author Mary McNear's newest novel. A young woman travels home to Butternut Lake, confronting her past and the tragedy she and her friends have silently carried with them for more than a decade while also facing an unknown future.
Butternut Lake is an idyllic place - but for one woman, her return to the lake town she once called home is bittersweet....
Sometimes, life changes in an instant.
Quinn LaPointe grew up on beautiful Butternut Lake, safe, secure, sure of her future. But after a high school tragedy, she left for college and never looked back. Becoming a successful writer in Chicago, she worked to keep out the dark memories of an accident that upended her life. But now, after 10 years, she’s finally returned home.
Butternut is the same, and yet everything is changed. Gabriel Shipp, once her very best friend, doesn’t want anything to do with her. The charming guy she remembers is now brooding and withdrawn. Tanner Lightman, the seductive brother of her late boyfriend, wants her to stick around. Annika Bergstrom, an old classmate who once hated Quinn, is now friendly. Everyone, it seems, has a secret.
Determined to come to terms with the tragedy and rebuild old relationships, Quinn settles into Loon Bay Cabins, a rustic but cozy lakeside resort, where she begins writing down her memories of the year before the accident. Her journey though the past leads her to some surprising discoveries about the present. As secrets are revealed and a new love emerges, Quinn finds that understanding the past is the key to the future.
©2018 Mary McNear (P)2018 HarperCollins PublishersListeners also enjoyed...
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- Amy Petti
- 07-03-22
YA standard
relatable small town story of young adults carrying high school burdens. a cautionary tale wrapped in romance and idyllic scenery. readers may wonder how small and big decisions shape their lives. great discussion for high school seniors.
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- Alicia S.
- 11-13-18
Great series
Loved these books but still wish I could have all of them on Audible. Missing a few in between
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