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Narrated by:
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Frankie J. Alvarez
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Kyla Garcia
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Anthony Rey Perez
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By:
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Adam Silvera
About this listen
In this third book of the USA Today and #1 New York Times mega-bestselling They Both Die at the End series, two strangers—each with their own complicated relationship to Death-Cast—help each other learn to live.
Paz Dario stays up every night, waiting for the Death-Cast call that would mean he doesn’t have to keep faking his way through this lonely life. After a devastating day, Paz decides he’s done waiting around for Death-Cast. If they say he’s not dying, he’ll just have to prove them wrong. But right before Paz can die, a boy saves his life.
Alano Rosa is heir to the Death-Cast empire that encourages everyone to live their best lives, but he doesn’t feel in control of his own existence thanks to his father. And with a violent organization called the Death Guard threatening Alano, his End Day might be closer than he thinks. It’s time to live.
Fate brings Paz and Alano together, but it’s now up to the boys to survive the tragic trials ahead so no one dies at the end.
This book contains themes that some listeners may find difficult.
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Enclosed under a vast dome, Snowglobe is the last place on Earth that’s warm. Outside Snowglobe is a frozen wasteland, and every day, citizens face the icy world to get to their jobs at the power plant, where they produce the energy Snowglobe needs. Their only solace comes in the form of twenty-four-hour television programming streamed directly from the domed city.
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Best read of the YEAR!!
- By Jordan on 11-26-24
By: Soyoung Park, and others
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History Is All You Left Me
- By: Adam Silvera
- Narrated by: Tom Picasso
- Length: 9 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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OCD-afflicted Griffin has just lost his first love, Theo, in a drowning accident. In an attempt to hold on to every piece of the past, he forges a friendship with Theo's last boyfriend, Jackson. When Jackson begins to exhibit signs of guilt, Griffin suspects he's hiding something and will stop at nothing to get to the truth about Theo's death. But as the grieving pair grows closer, listeners will question Griffin's own version of the truth - in terms of both what he's willing to hide and what true love means.
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i want my heart back
- By Angela on 02-20-18
By: Adam Silvera
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All We Lost Was Everything
- By: Sloan Harlow
- Narrated by: Ferdelle Capistrano, Steven Molony
- Length: 10 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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When eighteen-year-old River Santos’s house burned down, she lost everything. Her clothes. Her guitar. Her songbook. Most importantly, she lost her father. But when someone anonymously donates two million dollars to her GoFundMe, it’s like she’s won the worst sort of lottery. She’s a millionaire, but at what cost? With every person who comes into the diner where she works, she wonders, "Was it you?" The only person she’s sure didn’t donate the money is her extremely hot—and extremely standoffish—coworker, Logan Evans. Ever since he started at the diner, he’s acted like he hates her.
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I didn’t just read it—I felt it. Every. Single. Word.
- By Natalie aka GrayceSavage :) on 05-21-25
By: Sloan Harlow
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All That’s Left in the World
- By: Erik J. Brown
- Narrated by: Barrett Leddy, Andrew Gibson
- Length: 10 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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When Andrew stumbles upon Jamie’s house, he’s injured, starved, and has nothing left to lose. A deadly pathogen has killed off most of the world’s population, including everyone both boys have ever loved. And if this new world has taught them anything, it’s to be scared of what other desperate people will do . . . so why does it seem so easy for them to trust each other? After danger breaches their shelter, they flee south in search of civilization. But something isn’t adding up about Andrew’s story, and it could cost them everything.
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Fantastic story!💜
- By Tammy B on 03-15-22
By: Erik J. Brown
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Up in Smoke
- By: Nick Brooks
- Narrated by: Aubrey Joseph, Megan Sousa
- Length: 6 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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After Cooper King is pressured by big brother figure Jason to go on a looting spree during a local march, the unthinkable happens: gunshots ring in the air and someone ends up dead. After Cooper flees, the news shows four teens in ski masks near the scene of the murder—Cooper and his friends. Cooper fears the cops will come knocking at his door, and the pressure only mounts when a suspect is taken into custody: Jason.
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Great YA story
- By GHJ on 06-14-25
By: Nick Brooks
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The Dividing Sky
- By: Jill Tew
- Narrated by: Junior Nyong'o, Khaya Fraites
- Length: 9 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
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In 2364, eighteen-year-old Liv Newman dreams of a future beyond her lower-class life in the Metro. As a Proxy, she uses the neurochip in her brain to sell memories to wealthy clients. Maybe a few illegally, but money equals freedom. So when a customer offers her a ludicrous sum to go on an assignment in no-man’s-land, Liv accepts. Now she just has to survive.
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The stars….
- By Kristy S on 11-28-24
By: Jill Tew
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Love and Monsters
- Book Club Boys, Book 1
- By: Max Walker
- Narrated by: Simon Dornet, Javi Wilder
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
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A trip to the grocery store changed my life. That's where I bumped into my "straight" coworker and good friend, Jake Perez. I decided to invite him to my book club night, not realizing the chain of events that invite would kick off. Immediately our chemistry became too explosive, making our friendship and work relationship complicated. That same night, a bloody package addressed to me lands on my doorstep. Falling for Jake was never in the plans—then again neither was being targeted by a dangerous stalker. This was going to be interesting.
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Nice suspense. But the wording… 🙄
- By Marcus on 10-30-23
By: Max Walker
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Together in a Broken World
- By: Paul Michael Winters
- Narrated by: Talia Carver
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Zach was visiting his uncle in a small Montana town when a mysterious illness ripped through the world. Most died, but those who survived the Infection became mindless killers, spreading the disease with a single scratch. Now, a year later, civilization lies in ruins, and Zach is the town's sole survivor. Desperately lonely, he longs to return to his family in Seattle, but his fears hold him captive.
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Buildup to romance
- By Daniel McEwen on 11-27-24
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Heartbreak Boys
- By: Simon James Green
- Narrated by: Joe Jameson, Andrew Fallaize
- Length: 9 hrs and 7 mins
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When their ex-boyfriends get together and start Instagramming a disgustingly perfect summer of love, Jack and Nate decide to concoct a mutual Insta-worthy summer adventure of their own to prove they’re just fine and everything’s great. Of course, it’s hard to have an epic summer road trip when they’re stuck in a van with Nate's mid-life crisis-bound parents and his annoying younger sister. And it’s been years since Jack and Nate have said more than a few sentences to each other. But their followers don’t have to know any of that.
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good story, well read, but "soccer"? "fries"? why?
- By WhyHelloThere on 02-26-23
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So This Is Ever After
- By: F.T. Lukens
- Narrated by: Kevin R. Free
- Length: 9 hrs and 33 mins
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Arek hadn’t thought much about what would happen after he completed the prophecy that said he was destined to save the Kingdom of Ere from its evil ruler. So now that he’s finally managed to (somewhat clumsily) behead the evil king (turns out magical swords yanked from bogs don’t come pre-sharpened), he and his rag-tag group of quest companions are at a bit of a loss for what to do next. As a temporary safeguard, Arek’s best friend and mage, Matt, convinces him to assume the throne until the true heir can be rescued from her tower. Except that she’s dead.
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We Love the Mutual Pining Trope
- By moistkite on 03-30-22
By: F.T. Lukens
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Theoretically Straight
- Theoretically Straight, Book 1
- By: Amy Bailey, Alexander C. Eberhart
- Narrated by: Mark Sanderlin, Jacob Bell
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
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Theo Briggs is a rule follower. He's a decent student in his junior year, an appeasing son, and a lifelong Christian, just trying to make it through high school unscathed. Caleb Raynard is a romantic. One of the few out-and-proud kids at Specter High School, Caleb's dating life has been hellish, to say the least—fraught with misread social cues and embarrassing situations—and Caleb is about ready to call the whole thing off. When Theo and Caleb meet in the basement of an old Catholic church that's rumored to be haunted, an instant and electric connection forms between them.
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Probably Should Have Content Warnings...
- By Holly Redmon on 01-26-25
By: Amy Bailey, and others
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Backhanded Compliments
- A Novel
- By: Katie Chandler
- Narrated by: Mia Hutchinson-Shaw, Jeremy Carlisle Parker
- Length: 14 hrs and 14 mins
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Juliette Ricci dreams of only one thing: being the best women’s tennis player in the world. She’s worked nonstop with her strict father/coach to prepare for her big chance in the Australian Open. Unfortunately, she’ll be playing Lucky Luca Kacic, an aloof player whose unorthodox style and reigning popularity deeply irritate Juliette. For months they’ve traded sly insults in their press conferences leading up to their showdown on the court, and their first ever match is the most anticipated of the season. But Juliette refuses to let her nerves—or Luca’s perfect abs—get the best of her.
By: Katie Chandler
Another Incredible Piece of the Puzzle!
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The ending
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Once again, incredible!
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where was the suspense
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I love how the complexities of suicide and self-harm are addressed and not glorified but simply acknowledged as a dark reality for some.
Love how it's even acknowledged that Paz relying on Alano as a lifeline isn't healthy, although the support given is needed and necessary as well.
The amount of times I found myself crying or tearing up because of the heartbreaking mindset and spiraling that is relatable for overthinkers, and even that's addressed.
I, however, will not forgive leaving us on a cliffhanger like that, I demand the next book ASAP!!
Heartbreaking and yet heart-warming
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Loved learning more but lengthy
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