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Stacy Kassulke
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Lindsay Helm
About this listen
Your truth does not mean you are part of some kind of anti-Mormon or anti-Orthodox agenda. Being open about your life experiences is not hate speech against a church. You own your story. No one can tell you that your experiences and perceptions and thoughts aren't real. Sometimes our souls are so big and powerful that they cannot be contained by religion. Sometimes our purpose is so far-reaching that no organization can contain us. Sometimes the Godliest thing to do is to be true to ourselves.
Do you ever wonder what decisions will shape your destiny? For Lindsay, one of those decisions was made at the young age of 13, when she converted to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints—known to the world as "the Mormon church". Over the course of a decade, Lindsay would take a journey into one of the most secretive and powerful religious organizations in the world. A journey that would cause her to lose her true self as she submitted to the controversial teachings, culture, and doctrine of the Mormon church. Little did she know that two people would come into her life and take her on a new journey. A journey back to herself.
This is her story.
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Humorous. Authentic. Relatable. That's Carolanne Miljavac in a nutshell. And those qualities are just what her nearly half a million social media followers adore about her. Her Odd(ly) Enough is a message that your heart needs to hear: It's time to embrace the "you" God made you to be. Tune out the naysayers of the world, and jump into his loving arms. He'll walk alongside you as you passionately pursue your God-given purpose.
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Absolutely Amazing and Eye Opening!
- By Anonymous User on 11-04-18
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What Women Fear
- Walking in Faith that Transforms
- By: Angie Smith
- Narrated by: Pam Turlow
- Length: 5 hrs and 41 mins
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From a challenge of faith to a means of transformation: Did God really say you couldn't eat from any tree in the garden? This seed of doubt planted so long ago bears the fruit of fear on some level every day - the idea that our actions could ruin something beautiful and God might not have control over things. In What Women Fear, acclaimed writer and speaker Angie Smith admits, "Fear is a major part of my testimony," as she talks openly about significant struggles she has experienced. Giving a voice to the problem, she says, "I truly believe every single one of us struggles with some type of fear...."
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So refreshing!
- By Alison Smith on 03-12-14
By: Angie Smith
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Still Waiting
- Hope for When God Doesn't Give You What You Want
- By: Ann Swindell
- Narrated by: Ann Swindell
- Length: 6 hrs and 17 mins
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Most of us know what it's like to wait for God to change our circumstances. But whether we're waiting for physical healing, an emotional breakthrough, or better relationships, waiting is something we usually try to avoid. Why? Because waiting is painful and hard. The truth is it's also inevitable. In Still Waiting, Ann Swindell explores the depths of why God wants us to wait by chronicling her own compelling story of waiting for healing from an incurable condition.
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Amazing
- By Raquel on 06-14-17
By: Ann Swindell
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Mom Up
- Thriving with Grace in the Chaos of Motherhood
- By: Kara-Kae James, Jamie Ivey - foreword
- Narrated by: Kara-Kae James
- Length: 3 hrs and 50 mins
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Author Kara-Kae James shares four themes that impact how she follows Jesus and parents her kids: intentional motherhood, genuine community, refreshing rest, and embracing chaos. With practical ideas for building relationships with other moms, grace-filled Scripture reminders, and a healthy dose of humor, Mom Up helps listeners step out of survival mode and into the abundant life God has for them and their family.
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Words that really touch the soul!
- By Leigha Corso Munizzi on 01-08-19
By: Kara-Kae James, and others
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Courage, Dear Heart
- By: Rebecca K. Reynolds
- Narrated by: Rebecca K. Reynolds
- Length: 6 hrs and 26 mins
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Our world is chaotic and often feels dark and devoid of hope. And it’s not just the headlines we see every day. Our relationships are broken. A loved one’s health is failing. We’re disoriented and restless and wrestling with fear. These things are the reality of living in a fallen world. But our God is over that world. He is present in the midst of the daily ache of life. He loves us in the midst of that ache. In a series of 11 letters, Rebecca Reynolds writes to the lonely, the weary, the restless, and afraid and provides perspective and hope to find where God is in the midst of it.
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Words for every heart
- By Adam Morrison on 05-25-23
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Heart Made Whole
- By: Christa Black Gifford
- Narrated by: Christa Black Gifford
- Length: 5 hrs and 46 mins
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In Heart Made Whole, Christa Black Gifford shares her own stories of loss, betrayal, and personal tragedy, chronicling clear steps to redemption to help those in pain invite the true healer into the tangled mess of their broken hearts. Gifford reminds listeners that pain is not their enemy; however, unhealed pain can become their greatest foe if it's not taken to Jesus.
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Uh-MAZING!!
- By Heather on 06-27-16
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When God Doesn't Fix It
- Lessons You Never Wanted to Learn, Truths You Can't Live Without
- By: Laura Story
- Narrated by: Dara Rosenberg
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
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Worship leader and recording artist Laura Story's life took an unexpected turn when her husband, Martin, was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Their lives would never be the same. Yes, with God all things are possible. But the devastating news was that no cure existed to restore Martin's short-term memory, eyesight, and other complications. The fairy-tale life Laura had dreamed of was no longer possible. And yet in struggling with God about how to live with broken dreams, Laura has found joy and a deeper intimacy with Jesus.
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Right on the Mark!
- By Susan Belanger on 08-30-17
By: Laura Story
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You Are the One
- A Bold Adventure in Finding Purpose, Discovering the Real You, and Loving Fully
- By: Kute Blackson
- Narrated by: Kute Blackson
- Length: 6 hrs and 16 mins
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Kute Blackson comes from a long line of spiritual leaders and works with people from all walks of life, offering his own uniquely powerful process to transform lives from the inside out. His inspirational and life-changing YouTube videos, seminars, and conferences are known throughout the world, but it's his trademark transformation experiences that sets him apart. Whether it's about forgiveness, confronting inner demons, letting go of self-hatred or the scars of the past, those hard-earned, sweat-proof lessons Blackson instills in his clients are right here.
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dont waste yout time!
- By ashleigh torres on 03-10-20
By: Kute Blackson
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Hope Unfolding
- Grace-Filled Truth for the Momma's Heart
- By: Becky Thompson
- Narrated by: Becky Thompson
- Length: 4 hrs and 14 mins
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God's love, plans, and promises for you are forever unfolding. I get it, Momma. I totally get it. Every day you wake up and try your very best. You love, give, and pour out your life for the ones who call you Momma. But no matter how much you offer, there are still days you feel as though you come up short. You worry, "Am I loving these babies enough? Is this ever going to get easier? Why does it seem like I am the only one who cannot balance it all?" Sometimes we just need hope (and maybe a long, uninterrupted nap).
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Just what I needed
- By D. Romero on 12-15-16
By: Becky Thompson
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Unreasonable Hope
- Finding Faith in the God Who Brings Purpose to Your Pain
- By: Chad Veach
- Narrated by: Chad Veach
- Length: 6 hrs and 4 mins
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When things go horribly wrong and the world seems to be unraveling, how do you believe in God's goodness? How do you cling to hope? Chad Veach directs listeners away from clichéd Sunday school answers that fail to offer real comfort or provide faith-building insights. Instead he draws from God's promises in the Bible and from the story of his own daughter's diagnosis of a devastating and debilitating disease to reveal simple, purposeful steps for dealing with pain.
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So Passionate!
- By Trevor Tyson on 09-28-16
By: Chad Veach
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Marrow
- A Love Story
- By: Elizabeth Lesser
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Lesser, Sally Field
- Length: 9 hrs and 42 mins
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A mesmerizing and courageous memoir: the story of two sisters uncovering the depth of their love through the life-and-death experience of a bone marrow transplant. Throughout her life Elizabeth Lesser has sought understanding about what it means to be true to yourself and, at the same time, truly connected to the ones you love. But when her sister, Maggie, needs a bone marrow transplant to save her life, and Lesser learns that she is the perfect match, she faces a far more immediate and complex question about what it really means to love.
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“ Love came first “
- By marie on 03-26-18
By: Elizabeth Lesser
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Girl, Wash Your Face
- Stop Believing the Lies About Who You Are So You Can Become Who You Were Meant to Be
- By: Rachel Hollis
- Narrated by: Rachel Hollis
- Length: 7 hrs and 4 mins
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As the founder of the lifestyle website TheChicSite.com and CEO of her own media company, Rachel Hollis developed an immense online community by sharing tips for better living while fearlessly revealing the messiness of her own life. Now, in this challenging and inspiring new book, Rachel exposes the 20 lies and misconceptions that too often hold us back from living joyfully and productively.
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More for women who are mothers
- By MeredithNCSU girl on 04-07-18
By: Rachel Hollis
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- Anonymous User
- 07-25-22
Enlightening
My Uncle and Aunt raised their family in the Mormon traditions. They lived in another state and I interacted with them rarely. My children were raised in a Protestant church but they attended a public school that was populated by Mormon children where my daughter was criticized for her lifestyle and choices. My son was handsome, kind and the valedictorian. He never felt any peer pressure. I understand after reading this memoir why each of my children was treated in school by their peers in the manner that occurred. It’s unsettling that even non-Mormon children are affected by the intolerant teachings of this church. I am very grateful Ms Holmes wrote this book.
A thankful mother.
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- Mandei
- 10-01-23
A necessary exploration of religious trauma
Lindsay writes from an educated and personal perspective on the appeal of cults and the subsequent religious abuse and trauma that harms the people who leave them and the people who remain. It is a necessary story for understanding how our need to connect as humans can be exploited for power, control, and status. Her honesty, vulnerability, and succinct writing style make this book difficult to put down or put on pause. She addresses it all from conversion to escape and the difficult journey to healing after being coerced into giving up her power and doubting her own intuition. She touches on marriage and parenthood after losing a whole community and belief system. Most importantly, she leaves the reader with hope and inspiration as she details her new faith structure and moral compass which begins and ends within herself.
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- Kelly Slocum Gabel
- 05-06-22
Breath taking…a must listen!
This is an amazing story. A true story. The author, Lindsay Helm, has this ability in her writing to pull the reader/listener into the story with such intent and honesty. She makes you FEEL her story but at the same time it is so relatable on many different levels. It’s not only a story of the author’s experience in an organized religion but she really dives deep in how we all struggle with being our authentic selfs and important it is to have boundaries.
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- Cathryn M
- 05-29-22
You’ll want a hard copy to highlight after this!
Lindsay’s zest for life and care for humanity are both very apparent throughout the pages of VIXEN. I felt so seen as she took me on her journey of self-discovery. I never wanted to label my own experience in “Mormonism” as traumatic because I had an amazing childhood, but I had several “aha” moments leading me to see things for what they are. I feel inspired to work on my healing and growth, so thank you Lindsay for having the courage to share your story!
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