
Widowish
A Memoir
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Melissa Gould
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Melissa Gould’s hopeful memoir of grieving outside the box and the surprising nature of love.
When Melissa Gould’s husband, Joel, was unexpectedly hospitalized, she could not imagine how her life was about to change. Overwhelmed with uncertainty as Joel’s condition tragically worsened, she offered him the only thing she could: her love and devotion. Her dedication didn’t end with his death.
Left to resume life without her beloved husband and raise their young daughter on her own, Melissa soon realized that her and Joel’s love lived on. Melissa found she didn’t fit the typical mold of widowhood or meet the expectations of mourning. She didn’t look like a widow or act like a widow, but she felt like one. Melissa was widowish.
Melissa’s personal journey through grief and beyond includes unlikely inspiration from an evangelical preacher, the calming presence of some Real Housewives, and the unexpected attention of a charming musician.
A modern take on loss, Widowish illuminates the twists of fate that break our world, the determination that keeps us moving forward, and the surprises in life we never see coming.
©2021 Melissa Gould (P)2020 Brilliance Publishing, Inc., all rights reserved.Listeners also enjoyed...
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I LIKED THIS!!
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This was an emotionally reassuring read!
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That her life will never be the same but she can remember and miss him and get back to her life.
Melisa’s Is ok.
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She had me until The Other Joel
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A must-read for young widows
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Grief and living on as a 40 yr old
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Well done touching story of widowhood
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I Can Relate!
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More than just a Grief Book!
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