• S2 - EP15 - Chatty AF
    Oct 31 2024

    In this episode of Widowed-AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss is joined by Jonathan Gill-Moss to discuss various life updates and reflections.

    Rosie shares her experiences hosting a new podcast for Options Autism in a professional studio, highlighting her journey toward increased independence and confidence.

    They explore the complexities of managing their children’s disjointed half-term schedules, Rosie’s upcoming trip to Michigan, and the importance of taking time for personal care.

    The couple also talk openly about the challenges of their blended family, the necessity of honest communication, and the pressures and realities of maintaining a happy marriage.
    Additionally, John reflects on his struggles with grief and therapy after losing his previous spouse.

    The episode wraps up with updates on past podcast guests and Rosie’s response to a recent Panorama documentary critical of menopause treatments, advocating for the benefits of personalized care.

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    28 mins
  • S2 - EP14 - Sari Overby - Family, Love, and Finding Strength Through Loss
    Oct 7 2024

    In this episode, Rosie sits down with Sari Overby, a mother from Maryland with a story that balances the joys and heartbreaks of life after a devastating diagnosis. Sari met her husband Ben as a teenager, and together they built a life full of love, laughter, and shared dreams. But when Ben was diagnosed with stage four lung cancer, they faced a new reality—one where time was limited but their commitment to each other and their family remained strong.

    Sari and Ben didn’t let the diagnosis define them. They bought a house, started a family through IVF, and found ways to continue living life on their own terms. Whether it was savoring simple pleasures like family movie nights or tackling tough moments together, they made the most of their time, all while managing the ups and downs of Ben’s illness.

    The episode is a reflection on the choices we make in the face of uncertainty. How do you keep living when you know what’s coming? Sari shares what it was like to balance hope and acceptance, especially as a mother of two young children. She talks about helping her daughter understand loss and how, even in Ben’s final days, there was space for connection and love.

    This conversation is about more than loss—it’s about the choices we make to keep living, loving, and finding moments of joy, even when things get hard. It’s an honest, relatable discussion on life’s most difficult moments and the strength it takes to navigate them.

    Tune in for a story about family, resilience, and finding meaning in the everyday, even when faced with loss.

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    1 hr and 23 mins
  • S2 - EP13 - Jackie Rees - From Diagnosis to Goodbye: The Unseen Path
    Sep 23 2024

    In the latest episode of Widowed AF, join Rosie Gill-Moss as she sits down with Jackie Rees from Glasgow, who shares her unvarnished journey through grief, love, and enduring connections.

    Jackie recounts a story that begins with an unexpected heart condition that leads her into an emotional labyrinth. We follow her and her husband David, whose life was tragically cut short by a congenital heart defect. Jackie talks candidly about their 23 years together—highlighting their shared passion for rock music, their travels to New York, and the life they beautifully built without children by choice, but full of love nonetheless.

    Rosie and Jackie discuss intimate moments, including their chance meeting through a Kerang magazine message board and David's touching, albeit unconventional, marriage proposal. But the heart of the episode revolves around the series of medical challenges that David faced, which escalated rapidly, leaving Jackie grappling with their sudden and unpredictable nature.

    In navigating her life post-David, Jackie shares the small gestures of human kindness that supported her—care packages from friends, a close-knit support group, and the invaluable bond with David’s family. Through it all, Jackie paints a balanced picture of grief interwoven with moments of hope, friendship, and the conscious decision to keep living a full life.

    Listen to Jackie's moving yet triumphant story, reflecting on the realities of widowhood and the unexpected paths it forces one to tread. Her tale is one of resilience and courage, coupled with touching anecdotes that bring a smile amidst tears.

    Tune in to understand how she navigated the turbulent waters of loss and found new shores to anchor her life upon.

    Join us, subscribe, and be a part of the community that not only listens but also understands and supports.

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    1 hr and 13 mins
  • S2 - E12- Judy Condie - From Loss to Light
    Sep 9 2024

    Judy Condie’s life was shaped by her deep bond with her husband, Richard, a man she’d known almost her entire life. Their love story wasn’t a whirlwind romance but a slow burn, rooted in shared history and familiarity. They worked side by side, raised children together, and faced the ups and downs of life with a quiet resilience. Richard was her partner in every sense—through decades of shared experiences, he became her anchor. But life, as it often does, threw them an unexpected curveball.

    Richard’s diagnosis of colorectal cancer was the moment their world shifted. For eight years, they battled the disease together, a fight marked by Richard’s incredible determination and Judy’s unwavering support. Despite the grim prognosis, Richard transformed into a man of incredible strength—quitting drinking, becoming more active, and finding a new sense of purpose. His fight wasn’t just against cancer but also against the idea of letting it define his remaining days. He became more compassionate, more driven, and more determined to live fully, even as his time grew shorter.

    Judy watched this transformation with a mix of awe and heartbreak. Richard’s stoicism meant he kept much of his emotional journey to himself, but Judy understood him in a way that transcended words. They shared dark humour, and when the time came, Richard did open up—just briefly, in the final days—telling Judy all the things she had long known but had rarely heard from his lips. His final days were spent surrounded by love, in the comfort of a place they both cherished, with Judy by his side.

    When Richard passed, Judy faced the daunting reality of life without him. The house they had shared felt empty, the life they had built together seemed suddenly vast and hollow. But Judy knew she couldn’t let grief consume her. She needed a plan, a purpose. So she turned to something she had always loved—the open road, the promise of new horizons, and the solitude of nature.

    Judy’s journey took her across the world to Australia, where she spent five months travelling, often alone. It was in these moments of solitude, surrounded by the raw beauty of nature, that she began to truly grieve. The beaches, the wide-open skies, and the endless roads offered her a space to cry, to reflect, and to heal. This wasn’t just a trip; it was a pilgrimage, a journey inward as much as it was outward.

    Through her travels, Judy found herself again. The sadness didn’t disappear, but it became a part of her story, a story she learned to carry with grace and strength. She learned to cry when she needed to, to let the grief wash over her and then let it go. And in doing so, she began to find peace.

    Judy’s story is one of resilience, of the quiet courage it takes to keep living when everything you know has changed. It’s about finding new purpose in the aftermath of loss, about seeking out the light even when the darkness seems overwhelming. Through her journey, Judy shows us that while grief never truly leaves, it can lead us to unexpected places of beauty, growth, and ultimately, hope.

    Links From the show :

    Caught in a RIPtide. by Judie Connie - Available on Amazon
    The Salt Path by Raynor Win - Available on Amazon

    Listen to the full episode today.

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    1 hr and 14 mins
  • S2 - EP11 - Chatty
    Sep 7 2024

    In this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie and Jonathan Gill-Moss reflect on their recent experience hosting Woodstock, a festival that brought together a community. What began as a simple idea blossomed into a joyous day full of music, friendship, and celebration. Despite minor hiccups, such as missing stages and toilet issues, the event symbolised more than just fun—it was a testament to the healing power of connection.

    Rosie also opens up about personal challenges, from overcoming insecurities around sobriety to regaining her love for dancing, highlighting her journey of self-reclamation. Additionally, as they discuss their children’s back-to-school experiences, Rosie provides a heartfelt message of hope for parents navigating loss, showing that with love and support, even the toughest transitions can lead to growth and happiness.

    This episode is a celebration of how life continues to evolve after tragedy and the small victories that make the journey worthwhile.

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    18 mins
  • S2 - EP10 - Geraint Williams
    Jul 26 2024
    Summary:
    Welcome to another episode of Widowed AF. In this episode, host Rosie Gill-Moss has a detailed conversation with Geraint Williams, who shares his experience of being widowed and raising two young boys. Geraint discusses his late wife Rosie’s ten-year journey with cancer, the impact on their family, and the adjustments he has made since her passing. The discussion covers their early life together, Rosie's initial cancer diagnosis, treatment, and remission, the decision to have a second child through IVF, her terminal diagnosis, and end-of-life planning. Geraint provides practical insights into managing life with young children during a spouse's illness and navigating the complexities of grief and single parenthood after her death.

    Geraint begins by recounting how he met Rosie in 1997 and their life together up to the birth of their first child, Walt, in 2010. In 2012, Rosie was diagnosed with breast cancer, which led to a year of treatment. After a period of remission, they decided to have a second child through IVF, resulting in the birth of their son Rex in 2016. However, in 2017, Rosie experienced a localised recurrence of cancer.

    In 2021, Rosie received a terminal diagnosis, with cancer spreading to multiple parts of her body. Geraint explains how they managed this difficult period, including their decision to delay informing their children to preserve their innocence. He details Rosie's end-of-life period, her efforts to plan her own funeral, and the challenges of being a single parent after her death.

    Geraint also shares his journey through grief, the importance of counselling, and the specific challenges men face in expressing vulnerability and seeking support. This episode aims to provide insights into the practical and emotional aspects of coping with loss and the importance of open communication.

    Guest Bio:


    Geraint Williams: Geraint Williams is a widowed father of two boys. His wife, Rosie, battled cancer for ten years before passing away in 2022. Geraint shares his journey of caring for Rosie, raising their children, and navigating life after her death.

    Trigger Warnings:


    • Discussions of terminal illness and cancer
    • Conversations about grief and loss
    • Mention of end-of-life planning

    Related Links:


    • https://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_listening_to_shame?nolanguage=en
    • Royal Marsden Hospital
    Disclosures and Disclaimers: The content of this podcast is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical or psychological advice. Listeners are encouraged to seek professional help for their own unique situations. The views expressed by the guest are their own and do not necessarily reflect those of the podcast or its producers.

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    1 hr and 31 mins
  • S2 - EP9- Chatty
    Jul 17 2024

    In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss catches up with listeners She shares updates from her busy life, discussing kids finishing school, primary school proms, and the usual juggling act of parenthood.

    Rosie talks about her recent chat with Dan Clark from MindJam. If your kids spend a lot of time gaming, Dan's insights on the benefits of gaming for neurodivergent and bereaved children are worth hearing. It helped put some concerns about screen time into perspective.

    Rosie also updates listeners on the upcoming Widstock event. Expect a cocktail bar, posh coffee van, inflatables, and a glitter wall. Rosie will be performing on stage, so grab your tickets for a fun day out.

    She also shares an update about a former guest, Sarah. After sharing her story about losing her husband to a drug overdose, Sarah reconnected with an estranged family member who heard her episode. This highlights the impact of sharing personal stories on the podcast.

    Rosie introduces her new podcast, Rosie FM. This new venture allows her to dig deeper into various topics, with interesting guests like Dr. Louise Newson, a specialist in menopause. Check it out and leave a review if you enjoy it.

    If you have any questions or topics you'd like her to cover, please get in touch. Keep on keeping on out there.

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    14 mins
  • S2 - EP8 - Audry Lynn Henniger
    Jul 1 2024

    In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss welcomes Audry Lynn Henniger, who shares her story from Texas. Audry discusses the events surrounding the disappearance and death of her husband, Bill, during a whitewater kayaking trip, highlighting the similarities between her experience and Rosie’s.

    The episode begins with Audry describing her life with Bill, an adventurous and lively man who loved extreme sports. Audry details the day Bill went missing, emphasizing the fear and uncertainty during the 30 days before his body was found. Rosie and Audry discuss the challenges of dealing with their husbands' risky hobbies and the impact of these activities on their lives.

    Audry shares how she and Bill met in their twenties and their plans for an early retirement filled with outdoor activities and rescuing dogs. She reflects on the aftermath of Bill’s disappearance, touching on the practical issues such as managing finances and the emotional toll of grief.

    The conversation moves to the support systems that helped Audry, including therapy and the role of friends and family. Audry explains how she navigated the legal and financial aspects of widowhood and the importance of seeking professional help to understand her grief.

    Audry also discusses her involvement in volunteer work as a way to honor Bill’s memory, including fundraising for local search and rescue operations and volunteering with Camp Erin, a camp for grieving children. She mentions her current relationship and how it differs from her life with Bill, highlighting the importance of finding new happiness while respecting the past.

    This episode provides insights into the practical and emotional challenges faced by widows and the various ways to cope with loss and rebuild life.

    Key Topics:

    • Introduction of Audry Lynn Henniger and her story
    • The kayaking accident and the 30-day search for Bill
    • Life with Bill: Adventures and future plans
    • Practical and emotional challenges of widowhood
    • The role of therapy and support systems in healing
    • Honouring Bill's memory through volunteer work
    • Finding new happiness after loss

    Resources Mentioned:

    • Camp Erin: A camp for grieving children. (https://elunanetwork.org/camps-programs/camp-erin)


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    1 hr and 21 mins