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Yvonne Syn
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Tristan Josiah
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T.L. Smith
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To break a heart is easy. All you have to do is reach in, wrap your blood-covered hands around it, and pull. This happened to me. Two hands, both red as my hair, did this exact thing. Tore it away like it wasn't made for me. Maybe it was his to take?
Because years on, with those same blood-red hands, he still has it. In his clenched fists. And he won't give it back. But the real question is, do I want it back? He is dangerous, uncontrollable, and downright sexy. I fell for it all, but, in the end, he didn't catch me. He let me fall.
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What made the experience of listening to Lotus the most enjoyable?
The whole narration, the story itself.What did you like best about this story?
Kinda everything. It was really enjoyable.Have you listened to any of Yvonne Syn and Tristan Josiah ’s other performances before? How does this one compare?
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