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Rock U, Book 3
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Christie Gordon
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I met him on a beach, and he stole my heart. Then it turns out he's my professor. Will he choose his new career, or us? Caleb Allen
I play bass guitar in an ever-popular pop-punk band. I wasn't looking for love, but it found me anyways.
I was healing from the trauma of gun violence by vacationing with my best friends and bandmates.
Then he blows into my life, turns it upside down and gives me the safety and love I need. Problem is, he's about to be a professor in my college and relationships between students and faculty are prohibited. Are we really saying goodbye after everything we've shared?
Eric Moore
After years of hard work, I've finally become a professor. To celebrate my success and reset my life, I'm spending a month with the calming surf.
Then he shows up in the house next door and burrows into my heart.
Can I really let him go at the end of his vacation?
When we both go home, a change in class schedules means Caleb is now one of my students.
It's important enough to tell him in person before classes start. When I confront him, I can't say goodbye again and we start a secret relationship.
Can I keep the career of my dreams and hang on to the man I love?
Never Let It End is the third book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features an age gap, hurt/comfort, and a bad-boy rocker in love with his professor. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a level-headed student suffering from trauma, and a man who's trying to start a new life on the right path. Each book features a different couple and can be listened to as a standalone or as part of the series in order.
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I've been enjoying Finnley Cole's story-telling but found his Caleb/Eric to be quite similar to his Axel/Remy when listening to them back-to-back. This had a lot more passages that were more softly spoken, which I struggle with as the volume differences makes listening in the car a chore. Still I found his narration compelling and entertaining - very easy to enjoy during my commute to work.
I listened at 1.15x speed as I knew this wasn't my favourite story in the series and I'm eager to listen to Silas and Cash's story, [book:Light Me Up|176608068].
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Story: 2.5 stars
1st person, past tense, dual POV
Caleb Allen (22), computer sciences student at ASU
Eric Moore (33), network security professor in the computer sciences department at ASU
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I went into this book with a great deal of anticipation, but unfortunately I was disappointed. Very little of the story worked for me. Just about the only thing this story had going for it was the hot sex, especially Caleb's... oral fixation ;) which isn't enough to carry the book, especially with its length.
As with the first two books of the series the relationship is established rather quickly, too quickly for my enjoyment, I like the anticipation, especially when there are impediments such as an age gap, meddlesome ex-, taboo relationship and actual trauma to work though for storylines. All these issues are basically swept aside for sex and an endless loop of 'we should disclose our relationship', but Eric refusing to do so for... reasons... This had the consequence of a long, drawn-out, monotonous middle that just wasn't engaging.
I really hate when characters act against their own best interests and the whole secrecy about their relationship was dragged out waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long. Literally every character stated that they needed to disclose their relationship to the university to avoid problems and Eric received that information and then promptly decided against it, for no discernable reason. He was already a bit of a red flag for the secret affair he had with his married boss, Rajesh, at Desert Solar so this didn't endear him to me at all. When it finally came out the resolution was not at all satisfying; Caleb basically lied to saved Eric's ass and the bad guy faced zero consequence.
While I love the band and the found family vibe they have going on, by and large their treatment of Caleb's trauma was ham-handed and insensitive. More than once I recoiled at the guys' attitude towards him, pressuring him to talk about the events early on in the book and his relationship with Eric - yuck! I did enjoy Caleb's journey in dealing with the guilt of not having done more and was thrilled with every bit of progress that he made.
I actually thought the Rajesh storyline could have been a compelling one as he started stalking Caleb and trying to entice Eric back into his bed, it sadly fizzled and didn't play out with any elegance.
While this one was a miss for me, others have enjoyed it very much and I am looking forward to seeing the rest of the bandmates get their HEAs.
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Disappointing Pointless Secrecy
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Nᴇᴠᴇʀ Lᴇᴛ Iᴛ Eɴᴅ is the third book in the Rock U series by Christie Gordon which is Caleb and Eric's journey.
Caleb and Eric indulge in a whirlwind fling together while in Mexico and agree to part on good terms at the end of the vacation because they are going to both be at the university and it would not look good for a professor and student to be together but when they are both back home it proves to be harder to stay apart than they thought.
Caleb and Eric are good together and help each other with the baggage they both carry but there were times that I felt their relationship was a little robotic. I loved the banter between the bandmates and their partners and how quickly they welcomed Eric into their little found family.
The whole storyline with Eric's ex-boss/lover really rubbed me the wrong way and I could have done with it being less than what it ended up being.
I am looking forward to continuing the Rock U series.
Finnley Cole did another amazing job with this group and am glad that he is the one continuing the series.
Get ready for ... age gap, fling, musician • rockstar, college, hurt • comfort, professor • student, forbidden vibes, and be mindful that there is content that may be uncomfortable for some readers, and check the trigger warnings before enjoying it.
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Caleb and Erin
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Fantastic story and narration
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I enjoyed revisiting the men of Knot Me they are a fun group of young men.
I listened to the audio book narrated by Finnely Cole. I enjoyed listening. He makes the story come alive.
another enjoyable story
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