
40 and So Free
From Shadow to Light. No More Time for Any Low-Cost Love!
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Loida E. Figueroa
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Sonyah Tabarin
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Have you decided that enough is enough?
Are you looking for a way to change your life for the better?
Many people suffer from all sorts of damage in their lives, leading them to feel burned out, worthless, and ashamed. This can lead to more destructive habits or even addiction and it can seem like there is no way forward or any escape from the downward spiral. This is where Sonyah Tabarin found herself, wondering how she would ever be able to find the happiness she knew she deserved.
In her book, 40 and So Free: From Shadow to Light. No More Time for Any Low-Cost Love, Sonyah Tabarin shows how she fought back, one step at a time, through chapters that cover:
- Her childhood growing up in Paris
- The betrayal of her parents
- What led her to choose a bad romance
- The introspective journey she took
- Her new found self-awareness
- Moving to America
- Finally finding love
- And more….
Throughout her book, Sonyah Tabarin delivers an honest appraisal of what she went through and offers insights into how you could follow her lead to create the life of happiness you desire.
She isn’t finished yet. There’s a lot more work in progress but at least she is free of the negativity that dogged her early years and threatened to define her.
Scroll up now and click Add to Cart to get your copy of her amazing story and start your journey of recovery today!
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