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All We Could Still Have
- A Novel
- Narrated by: Alex Picard
- Length: 8 hrs and 7 mins
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In their attempts to have a child, a husband and wife must contend with personal desires, crossed boundaries, and broken trust as they reimagine what it truly means to be a family.
Nikki and Kyle Sebastian have a loving and healthy marriage. It’s only missing one thing they want—children. When the couple is diagnosed with “unexplained infertility” and endures several failed rounds of IVF, Kyle, for both their sakes, is unwilling to bury them deeper in emotional and financial debt.
Desperate to have a baby, Nikki betrays Kyle’s trust in an attempt to try IVF one more time. The choice fractures their once-stable union. Now burdened with suspicion, resentment, and further grief, their little family is falling apart.
Picking up the pieces of their broken home means reassessing their dreams for the future—dreams that Nikki’s not ready to give up. If she can’t find a way to forge a new path forward with Kyle, she may find herself alone at the end of the family tree she longs to help grow.
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“Diane Barnes is a masterful storyteller, unafraid to lay bare the needs and desires of her characters. All We Could Still Have is the poignant story of one woman’s yearnings that lead her down a path of deceit from which she barely recovers, only for her to be thrust into an agonizing position where all her choices are heartbreaking. Or so they seem. Readers will fall in love with All We Could Still Have from the very first page.” —Barbara Conrey, USA Today bestselling author of Nowhere Near Goodbye
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Caroline serves others with little time to enjoy the sweeter parts of life. Until her old boyfriend returns to town - and she's given a second chance at first love. Life hasn't always been so sweet for Caroline Sweeny. She sacrifices her desires for others - unlike her mother who abandoned their family years ago. But when a friend challenges her to accept an exciting job adventure in Spain, Caroline says "yes" to a new destiny. But before she can pack her bags, Caroline suddenly finds herself the new owner of the run-down Frogmore Cafe - and forced to choose: Her friends or her future?
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Great Multileveled Christian Story
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Barefoot Summer
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Madison's heart has been closed for years. But one summer can change everything. In the years since her twin brother’s drowning, Madison McKinley has struggled to put it behind her. Despite the support of her close-knit family and her gratifying job as a veterinarian in their riverside town, the loss still haunts her. To find closure, Madison sets out to fulfill her brother’s dream of winning the town’s annual regatta. But first she has to learn to sail, and fast. Madison will do anything - even work with the infamous Beckett O’Reilly - to reach her goal.
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Heartwarming story
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The Good Father
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Four years ago, 19-year-old Travis Brown made a choice: to raise his newborn daughter on his own. While most of his friends were out partying and meeting girls, Travis was at home, changing diapers and worrying about keeping food on the table. But he's never regretted his decision. Bella is the light of his life. The reason behind every move he makes. And so far, she is fed. Cared for. Safe. But when Travis loses his construction job and his home, the security he's worked so hard to create for Bella begins to crumble....
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A must-read tear jerker!
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Lone Stars
- By: Justin Deabler
- Narrated by: Michael Crouch
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Lone Stars follows the arc of four generations of a Texan family in a changing America. Julian Warner, a father at last, wrestles with a question his husband posed: what will you tell our son about the people you came from, now that they're gone? Finding the answers takes Julian back in time to Eisenhower's immigration border raids, an epistolary love affair during the Vietnam War, crumbling marriages, queer migrations to Cambridge and New York, up to the disorienting polarization of Obama's second term.
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Read for bookclub but fell in Love
- By Ericka Lawson on 09-11-22
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What Happens Next
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Popular podcaster and ex-reporter Faith Byrne has made a name for herself telling stories of greatness after tragedy—but her real life does not mirror the stories she tells. When she's asked to spotlight her childhood best friend's missing person case on her podcast, she uncovers desperate secrets and must face the truth before she can move forward.
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Enjoyed This!
- By Freida Keith on 05-14-23
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All Manner of Things
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When Annie Jacobson's brother Mike enlists as a medic in the Army in 1967, he hands her a piece of paper with the address of their long-estranged father. If anything should happen to him in Vietnam, Mike says, Annie must let their father know. In Mike's absence, their father returns to face tragedy at home, adding an extra measure of complication to an already tense time. As they work toward healing and pray fervently for Mike's safety overseas, letter by letter the Jacobsons must find a way to pull together as a family, regardless of past hurts.
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Real fiction
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Before the Storm
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Laurel Lockwood lost her son once through neglect. She's spent the rest of her life determined to make up for her mistakes, and she has succeeded in becoming a committed, protective parent-maybe even overprotective. Still, she loosens her grip just enough to let Andy attend a local church social-a decision that terrifies her when the church is consumed by fire. But Andy survives...and remarkably, saves other children from the flames.
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Great book...HORRIBLE performance
- By Andrea on 03-10-15
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- Suzie
- 01-12-24
Turning a bad situation around
I like the mystery and intrigued that did not linger too long to keep you interested to read on.
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Kyle and Nicole
*****SPOILER ALERT*****
All We Could Still Have by Diane Barnes. Audiobook review. Borrowed through the Kindle Unlimited Read and Listen program. Single POV (Nichole's). It's listed as 8 hours 7 minutes; I listened at speed 2.50 for 3 hours 15 minutes. Narrator Alex Picard did a great job. While this was listed in KU under romance, it's absolutely not romance. It's women's fiction. This was an absolute rage read for me and required me to suspend reality too much for me to enjoy it. Now that I've finished it, I feel sad. I wish I had never read this. Content warnings: miscarriage; fertility struggles; marriage on the rocks; cheating; h's parents died in a car accident; and family secrets and BETRAYALS.
Location: New England
Nicole DeMarco Sebastian (39; aka Nikki) is short, has a bumpy nose, dimples, a younger half-sister named Dana (31), and works at a local magazine. Her parents died 5 years ago in a car accident. She lost a pregnancy 7 years ago, and although they were devastated by the loss, they felt they ultimately felt they weren't ready yet. Now, she has been struggling with infertility for two years with her husband, Kyle Sebastian. Kyle is a brown haired, blue-gray eyed carpenter who has a cleft chin. Kyle plays hockey in a local league to blow off steam. Kyle is tired of the fertility cycle and what it is doing to his wife and marriage, so when their latest attempt failed, he told Nicole he didn't want to try again. He even went so far as discussing it with Nicole's doctor behind her back. Nicole desperately wants a baby to honor her parents' legacy, so she withdraws money from her 401k without consulting Kyle, then lies to him telling him it was a work bonus. When Kyle finds out the truth, he feels betrayed and leaves. That night, he slept with a young singer in the hockey bar he frequents. Kyle and Nicole reconcile, but Kyle forces her to acknowledge that she's choosing to give up her desire for a baby. Then Kyle finds out the young woman he slept with is pregnant. Kyle hides it for a few days but ultimately confesses to Nicole, who immediately kicked him out. While they're apart, Dana gives Nicole the puppy she just bought because she can't have him at her apartment. Of course, Nicole falls in love with the puppy, the puppy gets sick, Nicole didn't have her phone, so Kyle was called, and the puppy brings them back together. Nicole meets with the young woman who plans to have Kyle's daughter and then sign away her parental rights to pursue a music career in Nashville. Nicole isn't certain she could raise the product of her husband's affair. Dana takes her puppy back. Nicole then finds out the man who raised her isn't her father. Her aunt finally reveals that the man who betrayed Nicole and Dana when he went back on their agreement about the girls' parents' restaurant they sold him is actually her father. She talked to him and learned that he had invested in her parents' business, and the man who raised her told her mother it was money to get rid of Nicole. He didn't find out about Nicole until she was 10 years old. He immediately made the effort to be in her life without giving away her parents' secret so that Nicole's life wouldn't be disrupted. In the end, Nicole and Kyle are together raising Kyle's daughter, and Nicole and her biological father are on better terms. JP
Was the story interesting? Yes. Did I enjoy it? I enjoyed 45% of it. Would I recommend it? No.
Side characters: Dr Evans (Nicole's doctor); Izzy (Nicole and Dana's aunt; 3 years older than Gianna); Hank Pendleton (Nicole's biological father; hockey star); Dominic DeMarco (aka Dom; Nicole's step-father and Dana's dad; deceased); Gianna (Nicole and Dana's mom; deceased); Casey Casey Flanagan (bar signer; slept with Kyle; Kyle's daughter's biological mother)
0 out of 5 on my spice scale
1st read and listen 01-27-24
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- Drea P.
- 05-14-24
Predictable
The narrator did an awesome job but overall, the story was predictable. All the plot twists weren’t really plot twists. I was able to predict the entire storyline while listening to the book. I still finished it, hoping that I was wrong, but I was right about the “plot twists”. However, the book was still very well written, and I would still listen to it again.
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- Samantha Parcell
- 07-19-24
meh
the main character was not likeable. Maybe relatable. depth wasn't there. she was a bit superficial. it was okay. surprising ending
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- Marissa Oehler
- 01-08-24
All it Could Have Been
Overall the story was unimpressive. It started slow and continued to trudge on. The only reason I kept listening is because I had the ability to make it go faster. If you want a mostly monotone voice about middle class women’s issues in the background then this is the audiobook for you
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- Pink Amy
- 12-02-23
Wrap everything in a tight bow
A well-written, yet implausible story about lies and betray wrapped up in a pretty bow. Also, babies don’t solve marital problems.
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