
Beautiful Boy
A Father's Journey through His Son's Meth Addiction
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Anthony Heald
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David Sheff
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The #1 New York Times best-selling story of addiction and a father’s love: “A brilliant, harrowing, heartbreaking, fascinating story, full of beautiful moments and hard-won wisdom. This book will save a lot of lives and heal a lot of hearts.”—Anne Lamott
Now a Major Motion Picture Starring Steve Carell and Timothée Chalamet.
What had happened to my beautiful boy? To our family? What did I do wrong? Those are the wrenching questions that haunted every moment of David Sheff’s journey through his son’s drug addiction. David’s story is a first: a teenager’s addiction from the parent’s point of view—a real-time chronicle of the shocking descent into substance abuse and the gradual emergence into hope.
Before meth, Sheff’s son, Nic, was a varsity athlete, honor student, and award-winning journalist. After meth, he was a trembling wraith who lied, stole money from his eight-year-old brother, and lived on the streets. With poignant candor, Sheff traces the first warning signs—denial, 3 a.m. phone calls—the attempts at rehabilitation, and, at last, the way past addiction. He shows us that, whatever an addict’s fate, the rest of the family must care for one another too, lest they become addicted to addiction.
Beautiful Boy is a fiercely candid memoir that brings immediacy to the emotional rollercoaster of loving a child who seems beyond help.
You can also hear Sheff's son's perspective in his memoir: Tweak: Growing Up on Methamphetamines.©2007 David Sheff (P)2008 Blackstone Audio, Inc.Listeners also enjoyed...
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- By: Sanjiv Chopra, Gina Vild
- Narrated by: Sanjiv Chopra, Gina Vild
- Length: 7 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Through inspirational storytelling, scientific evidence, practical advice, captivating exercises, and poetry, Dr. Sanjiv Chopra and Gina Vild present a powerful message that shows you how to achieve happiness no matter the challenges and stumbling blocks you face along the way. They also reveal the best way to be happy: Discover and live your life's purpose. It's a sure path to human flourishing. In fact, you may be surprised to learn that living with purpose can even add years to your life.
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Enjoyable and Thought Prevoking
- By ECC on 01-07-22
By: Sanjiv Chopra, and others
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Memoirs Aren't Fairytales
- A Story of Addiction
- By: Marni Mann
- Narrated by: Arden Hammersmith
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Leaving behind a nightmarish college experience, 19-year-old Nicole and her best friend Eric escape their home of Bangor, Maine to start a new life in Boston. Fragile and scared, Nicole desperately seeks a new beginning to help erase her past. But there is something besides freedom waiting for her in the shadows - a drug that will make every day a nightmare.
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Misleading and moralizing
- By Mary on 01-03-19
By: Marni Mann
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Strung Out
- One Last Hit and Other Lies That Nearly Killed Me
- By: Erin Khar
- Narrated by: Jayme Mattler
- Length: 10 hrs and 4 mins
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This deeply personal and illuminating memoir about her 15-year struggle with heroin, Khar sheds profound light on the opioid crisis and gives a voice to the over two million people in America currently battling with this addiction. Growing up in LA, Erin Khar hid behind a picture-perfect childhood filled with excellent grades, a popular group of friends and horseback riding. After first experimenting with her grandmother’s expired painkillers, Khar started using heroin when she was thirteen.
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Surface material
- By blythe mayfield on 03-06-20
By: Erin Khar
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80% Mindset 20% Skills
- Life Transformation in 9 Days!
- By: Dev Gadhvi
- Narrated by: Dev Gadhvi
- Length: 5 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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In this book, Dev Gadhvi shares his learning and his transformation with the aim of helping others transform their lives as well. He has carefully crafted this audiobook only for the people who are looking for that one life-changing moment, people who are looking to realize what was missing in their hustle, people who want to know the secrets of how others have become so successful, and how they can too.
By: Dev Gadhvi
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American Drug Addict
- a memoir
- By: Brett Douglas
- Narrated by: Ryan Turner
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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My name is Brett. I'm a college-educated man who was once a husband of 26 years with two children, three businesses, and a large home with an actual white picket fence. I'm also a drug addict. And I have a tale to tell. It's about the despair of addiction and the absolute certainty that it can be overcome. Recovery is not simply abstinence, but a process of growing up. I spent my entire life searching for the key to long-term sobriety. I would like to share with you what I have learned.
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UGHHHH. NOOOO.
- By karen McCann on 09-29-18
By: Brett Douglas
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Keep It Shut: Audio Bible Studies
- What to Say, How to Say It, and When to Say Nothing at All
- By: Karen Ehman
- Narrated by: Karen Ehman
- Length: 2 hrs and 8 mins
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What to say and how to say it. What not to say. When it's best to remain silent. What to do when you've said something you wish you could take back. . . In this study, you'll take a personal tour through the hows (and how-not-tos) of dealing with the tongue. The Bible has a lot to say about the tongue and what kind of power it has. James tells us that it can corrupt the whole body and that it can't be tamed. The book of Proverbs claims that "death and life are in the power of the tongue."
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Only half the chapters
- By Amanda J. on 05-23-24
By: Karen Ehman
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Yoko
- The Biography
- By: David Sheff
- Narrated by: Max Meyers
- Length: 11 hrs and 6 mins
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Yoko’s life, independent of Lennon, was an amazing journey. Yoko spans from her birth to wealthy parents in pre-war Tokyo, her harrowing experience as a child during the war, her arrival in avant-garde art scene in London, Tokyo, and New York City. It delves into her groundbreaking art, music, feminism, and activism. We see how she coped under the most intense, relentless, and cynical microscope as she was falsely vilified for the most heinous cultural crime imaginable: breaking up the greatest rock-and-roll band in history.
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Great Book, Horrible Narrator
- By Mg on 03-28-25
By: David Sheff
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From Zero to Millionaire
- A Simple, Effective and Stress-Free Way to Invest in the Stock Market
- By: Nicolas Bérubé
- Narrated by: Michael Johnson
- Length: 5 hrs and 1 min
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At a time when a record number of people are investing in the stock market, this book by award-winning financial writer Nicolas Bérubé reveals how any investor can get rich and beat the professionals at their own game by investing less than an hour a year of their time. Admitting that he felt like a ‘zero’ after his first mistakes as a beginner investor, Nicolas has never stopped trying to understand what separates the winners from the losers.
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Uninspiring Investment Book
- By Hammy on 10-31-23
By: Nicolas Bérubé
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High Achiever
- The Incredible True Story of One Addict's Double Life
- By: Tiffany Jenkins
- Narrated by: Tiffany Jenkins
- Length: 8 hrs and 53 mins
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With heart-racing urgency and unflinching honesty, Jenkins takes you inside the grips of addiction and the desperate decisions it breeds. She is a born storyteller who lived an incredible story, from blackmail by an ex-boyfriend to a soul-shattering deal with a drug dealer, and her telling brims with suspense and unexpected wit. But the true surprise is her path to recovery. Tiffany breaks through the stigma and silence to offer hope and inspiration to anyone battling the disease - whether it’s a loved one or themselves.
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I Get it, You Were an Addict
- By Jim Thompson on 10-16-19
By: Tiffany Jenkins
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A Million Little Pieces
- By: James Frey
- Narrated by: L.J. Ganser
- Length: 17 hrs and 7 mins
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An uncommon accounting of a life destroyed and reconstructed, and a provocative alternative understanding of the nature of addiction and the meaning of recovery, A Million Little Pieces marks the debut of a bold and talented literary voice.
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Worst Book I’ve Ever Listen To.
- By Ryan Woodke on 03-30-19
By: James Frey
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My Fair Junkie
- A Memoir of Getting Dirty and Staying Clean
- By: Amy Dresner
- Narrated by: Amy Dresner
- Length: 7 hrs and 58 mins
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In the tradition of Orange Is the New Black and Jerry Stahl's Permanent Midnight, Amy Dresner's My Fair Junkie is an insightful, darkly funny, and shamelessly honest memoir of one woman's battle with all forms of addiction, hitting rock bottom, and forging a path to a life worth living.
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if you don't read this I'll brandish a bread knife
- By Jackie Lange on 03-02-18
By: Amy Dresner
new perspective on addiction
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So Powerful
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Perfect Match!
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Loved it
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Totally engaging!
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superb yet sad
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This is a memoir, so the storyline is real-life. When reading it you may long for a climax (high or low, depending on how you take your drama), but Sheff's story is continuous. His story's highs and lows are unpredictable, inconvenient, irritating, infuriating, and never when you want them. This is real life in the trenches of unthinkably difficult parenting. Reading this review may inspire you to turn to a different book, but don't. This book was concretely good for me. I am setting it down completed and remorseful. I wish it could go on somehow. I know that the Sheff family's lives go on... and now I find myself praying for them often, and for my young son.
This book encouraged my passion for humanity, empathy, and courage. It encouraged my prayers, my hopes, and my gratitude most of all. The bright points of Sheff's life drew my attention to the bright points of my own--they are so poetically and rhythmically remembered. The dark parts of his story increased my patience for my own comparatively shallow lows, and my capacity to wait and abide with others in their own valleys.
The only major lack I found in his book was in its epilogue. Sheff resolves and ties up his points of view on all the relationships he introduced us to in his story except for one. He resolves things with Vicki, makes resolves for his relationship with Nic, with Karen, Jasper, Daisy, and most poignantly with himself, but he never does so with God. God whom he mysteriously found himself talking to often and asking so much from, he doesn't mention a word about his relationship with him in the end (though he does state some important theological maxims about life and human responsibility which have everything to do with God). Other than that, he tied it up well. I look forward to seeing Steve Carell and Timothée Chalamet's performance of this true story on film.
Excellent book*****
Also, Anthony Heald did a superb job in narration with speed, pace, inclination, and voice adjustment for each character. I hope to find his reads again!
Heart Changing Read
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good information on addiction
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Great read...
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Sad but beautiful
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