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Candida Gubbins
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Ali Knight
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Perfect for fans of Killing Eve, The Guilty Wife and Friend Request.
Maggie is a husband watcher. A snooper, a marriage doctor, a destroyer of dreams, a killer of happy ever afters. She runs her own private detective agency specialising in catching those who cheat. And she is bloody good at it.
Helene is a husband catcher. A beautiful wife, a doting stepmother, a perfect homemaker and a dazzling presence at parties. She has landed herself with one of the most eligible bachelors in town - handsome property developer Gabe Moreau.
Alice is just a teenager. A perfect daughter to Gabe, a kind stepchild to Helene, a tragic girl to a dead mother. She lives a sheltered but happy life, until she finds that handwritten note: 'You owe me. I'm not going away.'
All three women suspect Gabe Moreau of keeping secrets and telling lies. But not one of them suspects that these lies could end in cold-blooded murder....
©2019 Ali Knight (P)2019 Hodder & Stoughton LimitedListeners also enjoyed...
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Critic reviews
Praise for Ali Knight: "Crackles from first page to last." (Daily Mail)
"A suspenseful Hitchcockian tale...[one of the] top ten crime books to take on holiday." (The Telegraph)
"Tightly-plotted, high-pitched psychological thriller...what Ali Knight does so successfully is broach the great divide between public and private space." (Daily Mirror)
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