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Behind Blue Curtains

A True Crime Memoir of an Amish Woman's Survival, Escape, and Pursuit of Justice

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Behind Blue Curtains

By: Lizzy Hershberger, M. Maeve Eagan
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When Lizzy Hershberger turns fourteen, her schooling ends at eighth grade, and she has no choice but to leave home to work as an unpaid maid for another family. To avoid being rejected by her ultra-conservative Swartzentruber Amish family and community, Lizzy is forced to abandon her dreams because they are “too worldly.” After being raped by an Amish deacon over two dozen times, Lizzy makes her first attempt at “jumping the fence” to pursue a non-Amish lifestyle. But without any modern life experience or education, Lizzy must decide whether the risks of this unpredictable and dangerous world are worth losing the ties to her Amish friends and family forever. Almost thirty years later, after she has created a new life for herself, her small community is rocked by disturbing sexual assault allegations. Lizzy must decide whether to keep silent for her newly-created family’s sake or come forward against the church to advocate for the Amish children she left behind. In 2019, Lizzy Hershberger successfully brought her abuser to justice in an extraordinarily rare case addressing sexual abuse in the Amish church. She faced death threats and intense pressure to stop telling her story. Lizzy refused to back down, and she forged ahead to spark a national movement bringing awareness to the prevalence of sexual assault in isolated communities protected by religious liberties. This gripping true crime memoir reveals the truth behind one of America’s most revered and secretive religious sects—hidden behind the blue curtains of the Amish lifestyle. Sexual Crimes & Assault True Crime Women Inspiring
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Compelling Story • Heartbreaking Narrative • Inspiring Resilience • Important Awareness • Brave Author
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The writing is very good. The story is heart wrenching and exposes the abuse behind the curtain. Tragic account of an Amish girl turned triumphant brave woman who loves the truth.

Eye opening account of a closed society

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This is a shocking true account of "acceptable" behavior in the Amish community and if it can happen there, it certainly happens everywhere. This is not a one-off story and I fear it happens commonly, especially in communities where women are subservient. This book is disturbing in that it details how children suffer in silence and how something has to be done to protect the innocence of these girls. It is frustrating that this all goes on and the rapists are protected by the church, somehow blaming God for the actions of pedophiles.

While I am not typically a fan of virtual voice, it was tolerable for the most part. I am sure some of the words were mispronounced but the story is so compelling that it is not a reason to skip this read.

Stunning and disturbing

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Even though the voice was AI, I enjoyed the narration. it was soothing and comforting. It probably wouldn't work for a crime novel with murder and mayhem, and such, but it was very believable as an Amish woman.

AMISH MEN, ASK FOR FORGIVENESS!

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I have so many questions as I feel like some stuff was left out, but overall good book

Good

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Despite the automated voice, I was moved by this story and appreciate the awareness I have gained on the Amish community (good and bad). I have been motivated to seek out other survivor stories and to spread awareness after hearing the authors story.

Compelling, Author’s bravery is inspiring

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This true exposure of what goes on in the Amish community is quite the eye opener! Well written, no holds barred exposé that needed to be told. The narration however, was stiff and mechanical due to the use of technically generated voice. Pronunciations were stiff and awkward, with strange pauses in places.

Not a fan of AI narration

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Love the content and writing style, but I would have enjoyed the book more if it was read by a human.

Hard to listen to AI voice and still concentrate on the book.

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Loved the story although heartbreaking. This woman has a strong story to tell and it’s gut wrenching . You will be inspired by hr resilience.

Riviting. Heartbreaking yet inspiring story of resilience.

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I stumbled Upon This Book through going down a rabbit hole after hearing about abuse that I was never aware of in the Amish community. living in Lancaster County Pennsylvania my entire life we have always known the Amish to be as they have said hardworking calm religious individuals. the sad sad truth of the amount of abuse that has occurred is absolutely heartbreaking. the parallels to the Catholic Church and other organizations that abuse their power to keep people silent is sickening. the amount of bravery and strength it took for the author to come forward and to produce her story is not only amazing but it's a level of strength that I can only hope to achieve one day. thank you for shedding light on this terrible situation and making people like myself aware.

incredibly touching and awakening

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There is so much abuse in the name of "religion" and it sickens me every time I hear about children being sexually abused/beaten. I didn't realize the Amish were no different than every other cult out there. It's not surprising since they don't ever "change" with the times. They truly believe men are superior and the women are nothing.

Kudos to the woman who escaped and wants to help others. She is very inspiring.

Good story, good length

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