
Better Late than Never
Transitioning Late in Life: A Transgender Autobiography
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Teresa Martin
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Kristy McClellan
About this listen
It’s funny how life never pans out the way you’d expect.
I always knew that something wasn’t right, that some part of my inside didn’t match my outside. What I didn’t know then is that I’m transgender, a realization that took a lifetime to fully unpack and understand.
And to embrace.
Growing up in Michigan I started off sheltered with no idea of what lay over the horizon, but serving in the navy opened my eyes to what possibilities might be within my grasp.
I encountered many forks in the road, sometimes I made the right choice, sometimes my decisions were terribly wrong. But in the end, they led me here, to finally embracing who and what I am, and discovering the joy that can only come from living as your authentic self.
©2020 K.R. McClellan (P)2020 K.R. McClellanListeners also enjoyed...
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- gonflo12
- 05-25-23
beautiful
this book helped me soooo much understanding my trans child. it's funny, sad, blunt, eye opening. love the voice of the narrator
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- todds
- 05-13-23
I Can Relate
This poignant story underscores the fact that being trans doesn’t go away, can’t be prayed or purged or wished away. All our stories our unique, yet so much is similar or relatable. It’s so affirming to know that none of us are alone. Thank you.
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- Lori Erickson
- 03-04-22
Your story is almost my story
Thank you for writing this and sharing your story. It mirrors my life in so many ways.
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