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Blood Games
- A True Account of Family Murder
- Narrated by: Kevin Stillwell
- Length: 18 hrs and 6 mins
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A true story detailing the events surrounding the murder of wealthy North Carolinian Lieth von Stein. The case seemed cold until police followed a trail leading to von Stein's stepson, a smart young man who was obsessed with Dungeons and Dragons and wrapped up in drugs.
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- Length: 13 hrs and 44 mins
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On October 22, 2001, handsome multimillionaire financier Ted Ammon was found bludgeoned to death in the magnificent East Hampton mansion he'd built with his beautiful - and volatile - wife, Generosa. She stood to make millions, but it wasn't the money that made Ted's friends suspicious: Generosa Ammon had a history of violent outbursts and bizarre obsessions.
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Wow! This was a fascinating story!
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Wasted
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- Narrated by: Pete Cross
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On an August night in 1986, Jennifer Levin left a Manhattan bar with Robert Chambers. The next morning, her strangled, battered body was found in Central Park. Linda Wolfe goes beyond the headlines and media hype to recreate a story of a teenager whose immigrant mother was determined to make a better life for her son, a petty thief and drug user who'd been expelled from the best schools. Wasted powerfully depicts the freewheeling 1980s society that spawned a generation steeped in violence and the fatal impulses that drove Robert Chambers to kill.
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A very thorough reporting for the time
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Widely published journalist William Van Meter returned to his hometown of Bowling Green, Kentucky to research this harrowing account of a horrifying crime that occurred at Western Kentucky University. In 2003, attractive college student Katie Autry was found dead in her dorm room after being raped, stabbed, and set on fire. As Van Meter delves into the facts of the case, further disturbing information surfaces.
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Excellent!
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This number-one New York Times best seller is an unflinching look at what the television cameras could not show: behind-the-scenes meetings, the deteriorating relationships between the defense and prosecution teams, the taunting, baiting, and pushing matches between Darden and Simpson, the intimate relationship between Darden and Marcia Clark, and the candid factors behind Darden's controversial decision for Simpson to try on the infamous glove, and much more.
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Author-narrated/well-written - yet abridged
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Prosecuting attorney in the Manson trial Vincent Bugliosi held a unique insider's position in one of the most baffling and horrifying cases of the 20th century: the cold-blooded Tate-LaBianca murders carried out by Charles Manson and four of his followers. What motivated Manson in his seemingly mindless selection of victims, and what was his hold over the young women who obeyed his orders? Now available for the first time in unabridged audio, the gripping story of this famous and haunting crime is brought to life by acclaimed narrator Scott Brick.
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Everything I remembered about the case was wrong..
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The mother of Matthew Shepard shares her story about her son's death and the choice she made to become an international gay rights activist.
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This riveting inside story of the intense search for the Salt Lake City teenager who was kidnapped from her bed reveals never-before-told details of the largest investigation in Utah state history. Paced like a thriller, this true account moves between the parallel stories of the searchers and the abductor. Going beyond a mere eyewitness account, the book includes information culled from interviews with more than 150 people involved in the search and investigation, notes from family meetings, and memos from law enforcement officials.
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You are one strange man.
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In 1963, with the city of Boston already terrified by a series of savage crimes known as the Boston Stranglings, a murder occurred in Belmont, just a few blocks from the house of Sebastian Junger's family, a murder that seemed to fit exactly the pattern of the Strangler. Roy Smith, a black man who had cleaned the victim's house that day, was convicted, but the terror of the Strangler continued.
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Excellent
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In The Other Side of the River, his eagerly awaited new book, Kotlowitz takes us to southern Michigan. Here, separated by the St. Joseph River, are two towns, St. Joseph and Benton Harbor. Geographically close, they are worlds apart, a living metaphor for America's racial divisions: St. Joseph is a prosperous lakeshore community and 95 percent white, while Benton Harbor is impoverished and 92 percent black. When the body of a black teenaged boy from Benton Harbor is found in the river, unhealed wounds and suspicions between the two towns' populations surface as well.
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Thought Provoking Book
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For twenty years, Ken and Kristine Fitzhugh and their two sons had lived lives of comfortable middle-class normality. Then came the shocking news that Kristine Fitzhugh was dead, the victim of a terrible accident.... By the time the Palo Alto Police Department looked closer at the death of Kristine Fitzhugh, there could be only one conclusion. Someone had murdered Kristine in her own home, inflicting a series of horrific blows to the back of her head, and then cleaned up the mess to make it look like an accident.
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Slow Paced
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- Krissy V
- 09-26-22
Author & Narrator were both PHENOMENAL!!
Jerry Bledsoe is an amazing author. It take BOTH Author AND Narrator to both be outstanding. Bledsoe & Stillwell hit that mark. I can so easily be drawn into their lives as if I were a fly on the wall......
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- Teadrinker
- 11-01-15
Interesting . . . but Forgettable
Not the author's fault. The story was an extremely difficult one to tell. Our lives are complex and getting more complex every year, so to tell a story of crimes and resolutions in a fantasy world as removed as this one is extra hard. I did enjoy listening to it, and I'm glad the one kid got off relatively lightly. But I can't even remember how it ended . . .
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- Rosemary Postula
- 12-11-21
Narrator!
I will never listen to another Audible book by this narrator. He has a bizarre cadence and mispronounces words often. He has some kind of southern accent that is mostly faint except when he has to say the word “police”. He pronounced it Poe-lease. I wanted to finish the book, so I trudged through. If it isn’t narrated by Kevin Pierce, I’m not listening.
The crime was something I was not familiar with so I was interested and liked the background information on the boys and their families. But, oh, the narration was a struggle. I have a vision disability so I cannot read the text in books. I rely heavily on falling into a story with a good narrator. If you can, read the actual book.
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- christina s hughes
- 02-15-16
Ok book ,story seems good
Would you try another book from Jerry Bledsoe and/or Kevin Stillwell?
Jerry Bledsoe yes Kevin stillwell ,no.
Did the plot keep you on the edge of your seat? How?
The plot did ,but I really don't need to know about the way the town was in the 1800s. I wish someone could give basic outlines for these true crime stories without telling me about the Great Great Great Great Grandparents
How could the performance have been better?
The narrator must believe that Southerners are IDIOTS he made me dislike listening to the book by pronouncing the word "Police" as "Poe-lease" he tried to come across as having a "southern" accent but it was really badly done. I am a southerner and I do not say "Poe-lease" nor do I say " tabacca"
Was Blood Games worth the listening time?
If it wasn't for the rambling history and narrator ,yes.
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-04-23
Great book
Really well written and very interesting w/ excellent storytelling and the narration is excellent. Highly recommend.
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- IloveMN
- 08-16-21
Keep scrolling, I am a grammar nazi
Great story, but Kevin Stilwell needs to pronounce words correctly. It's OcTOber, not OCtober. poLICE, instead of POlice.
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- jey cee
- 09-06-15
Blood games
If this book were a movie would you go see it?
Very well written, keeps your interest. I have read another book about this murder but not in this detail. He delves into the lives of all the people involved and really tells the story behind this plot.
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- Susan
- 05-30-15
Love the author; perturbed with the narrator
What made the experience of listening to Blood Games the most enjoyable?
Having read several of Jerry Bledsoe's books in print, I was excited to see Blood Games in audio format. I like Bledsoe's meticulous detail in presenting the investigation of the murder, especially since this one involved settings in Raleigh, North Carolina.
What other book might you compare Blood Games to and why?
Blood Games is similar in its topic to Bledsoe's Bitter Blood.
What does Kevin Stillwell bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
I had listened to Bitter Blood before Blood Games, and Kevin Stillwell narrated both. He has an easy, semi-southern drawl that works for the regions examined in both books. The most annoying quirk about Stillwell is his pronunciation of the word "police." He pronounces it "PO-lees," with a long "o" sound and the accent on the first syllable. Since both books involved cases in which the law enforcement played vital roles, this annoying pronunciation continued ad infinitum, much to my chagrin. In addition, there were several mistakes in pronunciation of places in Raleigh and in North Carolina. Ex: Bragaw Dormitory was consistently mispronounced "Burgaw." Burgaw is a town in North Carolina, but it not the name of the dormitory. In my opinion, a savvy editor should have caught this kind of mistake; of course, I am assuming that Bledsoe spelled it correctly in the book. Because the skill of the narrator can make or break an audio book experience for me, I am not sure that I would listen to another book narrated by Stillwell.
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- Robyn
- 06-23-15
Another Jerry Bledsoe success
This is not the most exciting true crime book I've ever read but it has all the characteristics of a compelling read and I spent more time listening than I really should have. What makes it different from many true crime stories is the contrast between the potential of the young men involved and the road they chose. Academically they could have succeeded in any number of rewarding careers and contributed to society in so many ways, but while still in their teens they left the 'straight and narrow' and headed down the path to disaster. I'm left wondering why the discrepancy between reported events and the victim's stomach contents was never followed up - it seemed like a really important piece of evidence. As for Kevin Stillwell's narration, my only acquaintance with US accents is from the occasional TV program so I can't comment on its authenticity, but to me it suited the subject matter perfectly and I found the accent, voice, and presentation very pleasant to listen to.
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- Daryl
- 12-13-15
Terrific true crime!
I read Jerry Bledsoe's books several years ago, and was thrilled to find them on Audible recenetly.
This book described the brutal murder of a stepfather and attempted murder of the mother of a young man who, seemingly, had everything going for him. He wanted their money, and his friends wanted their money, and one life ended and another would never be the same.
The book seems to jump around a bit, describing the main participants in this plot... particularly from Chris' upbringing to Bart's. Occasionally, it drags unnecessarily and leaves some loose ends hanging. But bledsoe is a terrific researcher and reporter, and Stilwell is a smooth-toned narrator, which allows one to overlook some of these flaws.
If you are looking for good true crime, you can't get much better than Bledsoe; Stilwell's rich smooth tones and pronunciation of "poh-lease" stand him apart as a narrator for Bledsoe's southern true crime bookes.
Well worth the time and credit.
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