
Brainwashed
Alabaster Penitentiary, Book 3
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Narrated by:
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Walker Williams
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Brent Billings
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By:
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Nyla K
About this listen
Monster. That's what they call me.
Lock your doors, hold your loved ones tight. The Carver is on the loose. Except I'm not. I was caught. The days of allowing my inner depravity to run wild are over. I've been sent to prison for good, something of a celebrity in this dark, dank hell-hole they call Alabaster Penitentiary. The only thing I have left to offer the world is my story, and unfortunately for me, the Warden has the rest of my life to get it out of me.
Being poked and prodded, examined and tested on isn't something I enjoy very much. Until they send him... The new doctor is here to study me and my crimes. And I'm beginning to think we might not be as different as it seems. He craves knowledge the way I crave the blood of my victims. Despite his robotic nature, there's just something about him... Something I want. But I'll have to be careful not to smother it to death. After all... It's kind of my thing.
**Brainwashed is a dark M/M doctor-patient romance, an interconnected standalone in the Alabaster Penitentiary series. While it follows a new couple, we strongly recommend you read Volumes 1-2 first to avoid spoilery situations. This book has true crime elements that may make some listeners uncomfortable. It is intended for mature audiences. Please proceed with caution. A detailed list of CW's can be found here: authornylak.com/brainwashed-content-warning
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What’s a straight guy to do when he accidentally goes on a date with his brand new gym-bro? Offer to be the best wingman ever, of course! It’s foolproof. Joey needs a man? I’ll find him one. He wants someone who looks, well, kind of like me? No problem! Not into watersports? I’ve got him covered. The issue is, going on all these dates with Joey makes me realize I want more of his time to be spent with me. I like the guy. And his smile. And the way he makes me feel like anything is possible.
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BUB 😭
- By Caleb Myers on 05-09-25
By: Emmy Sanders
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Catalyst
- Chain Reaction
- By: Aurora Crane
- Narrated by: J.F. Harding
- Length: 8 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Detective Quinn Hughes doesn't have many regrets in life, but Sebastian Devlin is the biggest. As a cop and a defense lawyer, the deck was stacked against them to start with, but Quinn was the one who left a burning inferno behind him. Missing his chance with ex-Special Forces Commando Peyton Sinclair is a close second on his regrets list, but Quinn isn't going to ruin the happiness Peyton has found with fellow police officer Will McMahon for anything—not even a chance at his own happiness.
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So much fun!
- By Elizabeth Broadaway on 04-07-25
By: Aurora Crane
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Barred Desires
- The Deepest Desires, Book 1
- By: Ashley James
- Narrated by: Eric Corbyn, Michael Gallagher
- Length: 6 hrs and 30 mins
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I have everything I could ever want—a great family, awesome friends, a girlfriend, and I’m headed off to my dream college. But the past is always there, lurking like a shadow in the night....
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Barred Desires
- By holly_hawk_reads_a_lot on 07-01-23
By: Ashley James
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Jagged Edge
- By: Jo Raven
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Iggy Toma
- Length: 11 hrs and 3 mins
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I don’t want Jason Vega. Not at all. It’s the worst idea ever. Ah, hell... Jason is handsome. Smart. Dangerous. Hot. He’s goddamn gorgeous - but he’s also sleeping on the street, hanging out with the local biker gang, and selling his body for a living. Our lives, our paths, couldn’t be further apart. I’m crawling toward the light while he’s falling into the dark. But it doesn’t matter how different we are or what logic dictates.
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What a ride
- By Kate M on 03-14-18
By: Jo Raven
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Always
- Indigo Falls College, Book 1
- By: Loren Leigh
- Narrated by: Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
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I avoid him. Every time Kepler Quinn steps into a room, I get the hell out. He does...something to me. When those discerning gray eyes flick toward me, his brow rising in a silent greeting, there’s a tightening of my abs. A zapping hum quivering low along my spine. There are about a million reasons it shouldn’t be what the little voice in the back of my head insists...a crush. Because Kepler isn’t just some random guy. He’s my brother’s best friend. He’s also my TA for physics this semester. And also...a guy.
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wow
- By Molly Otto on 08-13-22
By: Loren Leigh
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For the Love of Kane
- By: Ames Mills
- Narrated by: Jameson Adams, Declan Winters
- Length: 10 hrs and 54 mins
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I thought I had everything figured out—until I met Jaxon. I'm dominant by nature, but Jaxon brings all that out in full force. What started as a one-night stand after his confession that he's never been with a man quickly turns into a whirlwind. Now, I want nothing more than to put my collar around his neck and ensure he's mine. Add in my best friend, Blaze, and his boyfriend, Elijah, and we're in for a hell of a ride. Blaze and I soon realize that someone has betrayed us when cops start breathing down our necks. All of this makes it hard to navigate what the four of us have started.
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Everything
- By Olivia S on 08-16-24
By: Ames Mills
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Limerence
- Famous Young Things
- By: Scarlett Drake
- Narrated by: Nathan Wolfe, Harley Chase
- Length: 12 hrs and 46 mins
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Dancing is everything to me. It’s the mother I lost, the father who never sees me. It’s the fiery love of my life, and I’ll defend it to my last breath—that’s what it means to be the lead principal at one of the best ballet companies in the world. Just when I thought I was on top, my greatest rival—my eternal nemesis—waltzes back into my life: Nicoló Savini. The ache in my bones and the bane of my existence. If he thinks I’ll sit back and let him steal my spotlight, he’s sorely mistaken.
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Perfect story & Perfect Narrators
- By Sheila Pourteymoor on 05-05-25
By: Scarlett Drake
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Dirty Martini
- Miami Nights and Club Lights, Book 1
- By: Addison Beck
- Narrated by: Oscar Reyes, Logan Anare
- Length: 9 hrs and 25 mins
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My life hasn't turned out the way I wanted it to. Because of one stupid stunt by a kid I used to care about, I'm now slinging cocktails in a Miami club instead of getting my degree. In a split second, Everest Hill ruined my future, and I'm too jaded to ever move past it. Only Elton—my best friend and his brother—connects us, but thankfully, Everest has made himself irrelevant in the last four years. Until now. When Elton heads off on a summer European adventure, I'm forced to babysit his little brother through his first semester in college, but I'd rather eat shattered glass.
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I really wanted to like this, but…
- By Melody Bell on 04-01-25
By: Addison Beck
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Unhinged
- Necessary Evils
- By: Onley James
- Narrated by: Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 7 hrs and 31 mins
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Adam Mulvaney lives a double life. By day, he’s the spoiled youngest son of an eccentric billionaire. By night, he’s an unrepentant killer, one of seven psychopaths raised to right the wrongs of a justice system that keeps failing. Noah Holt has spent years dreaming of vengeance for the death of his father, but when faced with his killer, he learns a daunting truth he can’t escape. His father was a monster.
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I maybe love this book
- By Amber on 10-29-21
By: Onley James
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Everything About You
- By: Jeanne St. James
- Narrated by: Lance Greenfield, Jack Calihan
- Length: 9 hrs and 45 mins
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It was your smile. Your laugh. The color of your eyes. The way you looked at me when no one else was looking. The way you held me. The way you kissed me. It was everything about you I loved. The flattening of that smile. The silence of your laughter. The loss of your lips. The way you left. The way you destroyed it all. The way you destroyed me. Destroyed us. It was everything about you I hated. Everything about you. I wanted. Needed. Hoped for. And that day, you not only broke my heart. You f--king crushed it.
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Wanted More
- By Tiffany on 07-31-22
By: Jeanne St. James
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Bad Wrong Things
- By: C.P. Harris
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 11 hrs and 24 mins
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The day Clint sees his son, Joey, off to basic training, the young man he’s devoted his life to extracts one promise from him: spend the summer doing something selfish for a change. The request seems harmless enough until Joey puts his best friend, Raven, in charge of seeing it through.
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This was BAD and WRONG
- By VA on 04-28-23
By: C.P. Harris
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The Hopelessly Bromantic Duet
- By: L. Blakely
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Shane East, full cast
- Length: 23 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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Once upon a time, the sexy, witty Brit was just that hot guy I met my first day in London. Then, it turned out we were sharing a flat. But living that close to the most charming man I’d ever met was one step away from falling in love with him. Newsflash–I fell. Hard and fast into a swoony, epic romance that felt like something out of a movie...
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Great story! Amazing narrators!!
- By Mia A. on 02-25-25
By: L. Blakely
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The Step Bro Situation
- The Situationship Series, Book 1
- By: Jesse H Reign
- Narrated by: Ellis Evans, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 7 hrs and 27 mins
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It's official: my step bro is the biggest himbo ever to himbo. He's a massive blond beefcake with a soft heart and an over-eager smile. The mere sight of him incites a shaking hot rage in me. He's everywhere. He's around me all the time. So sweet and gentle that it makes me feel wild. I see him and smell him everywhere. When I can't see him or smell him, I hear him. The wall between our bedrooms is paper thin. I can't help it—I hear what he does in his room when he thinks he's alone. I hear everything.
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Great story
- By Baba on 06-27-24
By: Jesse H Reign
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Head Above Water
- By: CE Ricci
- Narrated by: Michael Dean, Zachary Johnson
- Length: 12 hrs and 22 mins
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Grief. I’ve never battled with the raw, debilitating pain that comes with it. Then a twist of fate hits me out of nowhere, and I can barely keep from drowning. It’s like weights tied to my ankles in the middle of a raging ocean. I’m helpless, with no way to swim back to the surface. But fate is crueler still, bringing my stepbrother back for the first time in years.
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Why all the 5 star reviews?!?
- By Mama Lewis on 07-27-22
By: CE Ricci
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- kymmie.reads
- 10-05-24
DR. LOVE & KILLER BEE FOREVERRR
I was super hooked on Felix’s story. Nyla is a writing wizard!! I cannot wait for the next book! Let’s goo!!
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- Zachary Zellner
- 05-10-25
Narration ruins a compelling continuance of the series
Whoever approved a narrator voicing a love interest as a whiney snot nosed teenager needs to reevaluate their career choice. Dr Love’s rendition of Felix was awful to the extent that it threw me out of the story every time. I’m baffled that this was published. I love Nyla’s work and the risks they take, this narration did not do the story justice.
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- Mia J
- 07-30-24
GREAT STORY.. Dr. Love Narration horrible
I loved the story. Dark and beautiful all at once. but the Narrator for Dr. Love, while Love's voice was great every other character he voiced, outside of the warden, was awful. he made the Carver sound like a pimplely teenager. it was cringe af. There has to be someone who reviews these before giving the thumbs up. at least there should be. and his pronunciation of the band Depeche Mode. 🤦🏾♀️ He butchered it everytime he attempted to say the word. I can't say enough how bad it was. however Felix aka the Carver was great. I truly enjoyed this narrator and each character he voiced. he saved the listen for me. if he was bad, I would've just read the book on ku whenever I got the chance.
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- S. Cole
- 12-28-23
Brainwashed
This is the third book in the Alabaster Penitentiary series. I have been waiting for Felix Darcey and Dr. Love's story!! Nyla K is the QUEEN! This book is amazing. I love the interactions between Felix and Lem. This book was so much more then I could have ever dreamed. Walker Williams and Brent Billings were phenomenal narrating this book. I can't wait for more books!
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- Taylor Sims
- 01-18-24
A Dark And Gripping MM Romance
Brainwashed is a wickedly delightful romance between a psychopath and his psychiatrist. I loved seeing both of these men unravel while falling for each other. It’s a delicious Slowburn, I enjoyed the narration they brought the characters to life.
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- Bette
- 12-20-23
Awesome Story & Listen🎧 Engrossing & Addictive!
It is great to be back in Alabaster Penitentiary for another amazing romance novel, a dark and twisted mind-blow that is addictive and hard to pull away from because you just need to know what happens next. Nyla K. is a gifted author with a brilliant mind, a deviously brilliant mind, and I mean that in the best of ways. Her descriptive writing and details take you right alongside these characters, giving you a bird's-eye view of everything they are thinking and experiencing, putting you in the room where it happens. This third book is Felix Darcey’s story, Alabaster’s resident serial killer, aka the carver. Alabaster is an unconventional prison and a lot of unconventional things go on, and Blanco, the ward in charge, recruits another doctor to work with Darcey. Dr. Lemuel “Lem” Love is tired of his life and when offered an opportunity to work with one of the most notorious serial killers, he couldn’t refuse. Lem did not exactly fit in with the other doctors, but he avoided them as much as possible. Felix was not a fan of the other doctors or their treatment either and was looking forward to working with the new doctor, Dr. Love. OMG, it was great to watch Lem get into Felix’s head and hear everything he did, his logic in regards and his fixation on killing. Felix is crushing on the doctor who is straight, but there is no doubt about the chemistry between them, though Lem denies it and refuses to go there. Felix gets into Lem’s head and he questions his own needs and preferences. I loved how everything played out in this book, the writing, plot and world building are phenomenal, as are the character growth and development. This book may take some out of their comfort zone, and the author warms to proceed with caution. I say go in with an open mind and enjoy the wild ride. I got some Silence of the Lamb vibes, except Clarice was a male and Hannibal had a crush and was looking for more, and then add some more insanity to the story and kink, too. Nyla K., thank you for another amazing story and wild ride.
🎧📚🎧Walker Williams and Brent Billings did a fantastic job bringing these characters to life, giving each a voice that was fitting and believable. Brent Billings is a “new to me” narrator, while it took me a while to get used to his pacing and delivery, and once I did, I was hooked. He nailed it as Dr. Love, grasping every aspect of his personality, transformed as his character did as the story went on. Walker Williams delivered in his role as Darcey, playing the perfect sociopath. Both were great performing the roles of the secondary characters, too. They set the perfect tone for the story, captured all the characters’ emotions and had you feeling them all. These two versatile voice artists are entertaining storytellers and a pleasure to listen to. Thank you for this fantastic listen.
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- Alaine McDaniel
- 12-28-23
The Carver and Dr Love
Brainwashed- Nyla K
Narrated by Walker Williams and Brent Billings
Rating ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Narration 🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧
I love Felix and Love so much. Felix must be protected by all means necessary. He’s a psycho murderer but he makes you want to just hold him and make sure no one can hurt him. Dr Lem Love was an interesting character. I didn’t know how a romance was going to develop because he just seemed so professional as Felix’s psychologist. This book in general was such a work of art the way Nyla was able to make these characters that were so improbable to come together romantically but they do in spite of their professional relationship. The spice is taboo and so delicious.
The narration is absolutely incredible. These narrators were a perfect casting. It was so easy to envision the characters by their voices. This is the first I’ve heard either of these narrators and I hope I get to listen to more of their work.
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- Chubby Romance Reader
- 01-03-24
Omg
Holy mother of all that is holy! I've heard people rave about Nyla's Alabaster Penitary, but I was not at ALL prepared for how good of a story it was! The narrators did such an amazing job bringing an amazing story to life. Nyla chose (in my opinion) the perfect narrators as they were meant to voice Lem and Felix. I would definitely recommend this to readers that love dark MM.
#TheFlockOnTour #TheFlockVIPReviewTeam #PinkFlamingoProductions #PFPAudio
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- Kindle Reader
- 12-31-23
Dark MM
This is the second book I've read/listened to by Nyla K. It's a dark, twisted, MM standalone. A standalone that I was more invested in because I had listened to the previous book. I was looking forward to the next book. Once again, there were times I had to pause the audio just to get a break from the anxiety that was building. Some very dark twisted scenes. We get answers as to why they are who they are with a HEA that I wasn’t sure was coming.
Walker Williams and Brent Billings were good narrators. Bill Billings is new to me and I had to get use to him, but once I got into the story, I stayed there.
#TheFlockonTour
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- S. Jones
- 04-23-25
4.9/5 narration of a fabulous story
2 narrators who did a great job, but have really different spins on the characters. If you get used to it, the overall experience is great- a fabulously dark and twisted story in an amazing series (yeah, I just couldn’t help cheering for the serial killer)
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