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Our experiences in life could teach us various lessons - may it be getting out of addiction, accepting one's self, embracing one's inner child, being alone and peaceful, falling in love, getting wounded a thousand times but coming out stronger, and other messages from life's intricacies.
Antoinette Calwonsen has experienced it all - sorrows and joys - and has passionately turned everything into writing. Being sick for a long time and having been diagnosed with bipolar/manic-depressive disorder, this author has proven that sickness does not equate to being hopeless and useless. Charge It to My Heart is Calwonsen's own compilation of heart-warming poems that would speak straight to your heart. Listen on and get loads of hope and inspiration.
©2014 Antoinette Calwonsen (P)2021 Antoinette CalwonsenListeners also enjoyed...
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