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Tarny Evans
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Lila Rose
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Down and Out focuses on relationship and personal struggles for Dive more than the MC side of things. You will find out why in the first few chapters.
Stricken by grief, Kalen "Dive" Brooks drifts away from his MC brethren, having room in his life only for his child. Worried for his son, he'll do anything necessary to protect him, even if it's admitting he needs help.
Alone and vulnerable, Philomena "Mena" McAdams has lost it all: her parents, her husband, her job, and her home. Living out of her car, she's learned life isn't worth regrets. When Mena takes the job of nanny and housekeeper for Dive, she doesn't know what she's getting into, but neither does Dive.
Can they learn to love again when things are so down and out?
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Loved this so much
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My favorite of series so far!
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Evans and Casteri do a lovely job with that Aussie narration.
Dive’s sad and sweet story
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Mena is down on her luck..a death and loss of a job created the perfect storm for her life to turn upside down. When she gets a job as a nanny to a beautiful little guy, she finds her life looking up. Falling for the little guys father wasn't in the cards, but the heart wants what the heart wants.
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Mena was sweet and funny (that waxing scene will go down as one of my all time favorites)..and she was also a little freak. I loved it.
The ending set us up for my fav book of the series..Nary and Vicious...1, 2, 3....
Heart warming....
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Have to Give it 5 stars
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love the story needs better narrator's
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Exceptional romance
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Super good romance
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I have loved all the Hawks mc books both chapters
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Cra crazy all I can say crazy
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