Fetish Girl: A Memoir of Sex, Domination, and Motherhood
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Paige Turner
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Bella LaVey
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Fetish Girl is a kinky roller coaster ride through addiction, violence, motherhood, sex, and the creation of Evil Kitty, Bella LaVey’s larger-than-life dominatrix persona. It is a singular memoir that shows that a heavily tatted BDSM sex worker can be courageous enough to come to terms with her painful truths and raise a healthy, loving child, even as she remains boldly sexual and authentic. It’s the story of a woman attracted to extremes who is willing to go to great lengths to uncover and make peace with her true nature.
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For decades, actress and director Christine Lahti has captivated the hearts and minds of her audience through iconic roles in Chicago Hope, Running on Empty, Housekeeping, And Justice for All, Swing Shift, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, God of Carnage, and The Blacklist. Now, in True Stories from an Unreliable Eyewitness, this acclaimed performer channels her creativity inward to share her own story for the first time.
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Christine Lahti, Actress, Activist and A+ Author!
- By L. Cat Schultz on 10-26-18
By: Christine Lahti
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I Am Not Myself These Days
- A Memoir
- By: Josh Kilmer-Purcell
- Narrated by: Johnny Heller
- Length: 6 hrs and 55 mins
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I Am Not Myself These Days follows a glittering journey through Manhattan's dark underbelly---a shocking and surreal world where alter egos reign and subsist (barely) on dark wit and chemicals...a tragic romantic comedy where one begins by rooting for the survival of the relationship and ends by hoping someone simply survives.
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depressing
- By Barry Morrison on 08-02-16
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Hawk
- By: Savannah Rylan
- Narrated by: Mason Lloyd, Tatiana Sokolov
- Length: 4 hrs and 27 mins
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She was supposed to be mine forever. But the night our fathers were killed, Sydney decided this life wasn't for her. So she ran. She left me, and our club behind. I never expected to see her on my doorstep six years later. With our child. She looks different, but she's still as beautiful as ever. Those hips, her sultry smile, I can't get over her. But she didn't leave the life, and she's got a DEA agent on her tail.
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🌻Better than the book two!🌻
- By V from Kansas on 04-02-20
By: Savannah Rylan
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Undeclared
- The Woodlands, Book 1
- By: Jen Frederick
- Narrated by: Connor Kelly-Eiding, Andrew Eiden
- Length: 8 hrs and 35 mins
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For four years, Grace Sullivan wrote to a Marine she never met, and fell in love. But when his deployment ended, so did the letters. Ever since that day, Grace has been coasting, academically and emotionally. The one thing she's decided? No way is Noah Jackson - or any man - ever going to break her heart again.
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Swoon
- By KH on 09-18-14
By: Jen Frederick
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Beautiful Addictions
- By: Season Vining
- Narrated by: Susannah Jones
- Length: 8 hrs and 53 mins
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Josie Banks is a girl without a past. After being found unconscious with no memory, she was shuffled in and out of foster homes where she suffered years of abuse - an experience that left her broken, damaged, and clinging to drugs and meaningless hook-ups to numb her pain. When Josie disappeared years ago, she took a piece of Tristan with her. She’s the girl he thought he lost forever - the one he’s never been able to forget. Now a twist of fate has brought them back together, and he never wants to let her out of his inked arms again.
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you will feel so many emotions threw out this book
- By sydney on 06-12-14
By: Season Vining
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Sleeping with Strangers
- Gideon, Book 1
- By: Eric Jerome Dickey
- Narrated by: Dion Graham
- Length: 8 hrs and 57 mins
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A powerful hit man, Gideon is the master of the game in a jet-setting world dominated by money, women, and violence. Living off the grid, making love on the run, he makes his living as a contract killer by enacting the revenge of the brokenhearted...for a price.
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Shout-out from Katy, TX!!!
- By N. Hall on 12-01-08
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The Bucket List
- A Novel
- By: Georgia Clark
- Narrated by: Lauren Ezzo
- Length: 13 hrs and 40 mins
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From the author of the critically acclaimed “lively and engrossing parable for women of all generations” (Harper’s Bazaar) The Regulars comes a deeply funny and thoughtful tale of a young woman who, after discovering she has the breast cancer gene, embarks on an unforgettable bucket list adventure. The Bucket List cleverly and compassionately explores Lacey’s relationship to her body and her future. Both are things Lacey thought she could control through hard work and sacrifice. But the future, it turns out, is more complicated than she could ever imagine.
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page turner
- By Amazon Customer on 04-25-19
By: Georgia Clark
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Stripped
- Happy Endings, Book 1
- By: Zoey Castile
- Narrated by: Carmen Vine, Jacob Morgan
- Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
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The day Robyn Flores meets Zac Fallon is one of those days. You know, when you’re already late for work. Mostly because you haven’t really slept since your best friend abandoned you for her fiancé and her exponentially better life. The kind of day you drag yourself to the cleaners to pick up your laundry, only to discover you’ve got the wrong bag - Star Spangled sequined thong, anyone? So Robyn is definitely not ready for the ridiculously gorgeous guy at her front door, except that they have each other’s clothes. But then, is any woman ever ready to meet the love of her life?
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With Stripped, I was promised a hot, and sexy and an ultimately unforgettable story. AND THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I GOT.
- By JM Cabral on 10-23-18
By: Zoey Castile
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Breathless
- Tales of Celebration
- By: Radclyffe, Stacia Seaman
- Narrated by: Betsy Zajko
- Length: 8 hrs and 58 mins
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Bold Strokes Books romance authors give listeners a glimpse into the lives of favorite couples celebrating special moments "after the honeymoon ends." These short stories from Ali Vali, Clifford Henderson, Lee Lynch, Lisa Girolami, Megan O'Brien, Nell Stark and Trinity Tam, Radclyffe, Winter Pennington, and a dozen others provide touching moments in love stories that need no introduction and also offer a special treat to those who have read the original courtships.
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Wonderful Anthology!
- By Kindle Customer on 09-13-23
By: Radclyffe, and others
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Bad Kid
- A Memoir
- By: David Crabb
- Narrated by: David Crabb
- Length: 8 hrs and 19 mins
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Discovering George Michael's Faith confirmed for David Crabb what every bully already knew: He was gay. What saved him from high school was finding a group of outlandish friends who reveled in being outsiders. David found himself enmeshed with misfits: wearing black, cutting class, staying out all night, drinking, tripping, chain-smoking, idolizing the Pet Shop Boys - and learning lessons about life and love along the way.
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I wish I could give this audiobook 1,000 stars
- By Kari Delaney on 02-01-23
By: David Crabb
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Say You'll Be Mine
- By: Maria Luis
- Narrated by: Jae Delane
- Length: 10 hrs and 59 mins
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Twelve years and too many pairs of stilettos later, Shaelyn Lawrence is back where she started: New Orleans. She's returned only to take care of her grandmother, and after that? She's out, hopefully long before she sees irresistible Brady Taylor, the boy who stomped all over her heart. But when a family member approaches her for help, there's only one person she can to turn to...and he's just as infuriatingly sexy as she remembers. Oh boy. New Orleans Detective Brady Taylor has his sights on the finish line: getting promoted to sergeant.
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Horrible Narration Ruined the Entire Book
- By JC on 07-07-20
By: Maria Luis
What listeners say about Fetish Girl: A Memoir of Sex, Domination, and Motherhood
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- Angel Ahh
- 01-13-19
Move over, 50 Shades
This story rocks! Sexy, heartbreaking, full of love and fire. Take a look into the true life of a sex worker and discover the full range of human capacity. Bella tells a titillating and intriguing tale of her life beginning as a young mother and her journey through the world of exotic dancing, sex work, professional dominatrix and wrestling, beautiful relationships and dangerous domestic violence situations, and a struggle with addiction, all woven through with a deep love for her son. you won't be disappointed! Totally worth your time. *not for the feint of heart* Very much an adult tale: be warned...
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- dom.reveur
- 12-28-22
Wonderful and exquisite
Such an entertaining story! The narrator was absolutely stellar as well. Highly recommended listening. I may even revisit this someday.
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- Erin Casey
- 02-26-20
loved it!
Touching, honest and humorous story, well narrated. Edge-pushing at times, and well worth the read.
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- connie
- 07-08-19
great book
at times you love her, and others you hate her, you want to strangle her and then Pat her on the back. You'll Envy her strength, then get confused at her weakness, but at all times I either myself could understand or knew somebody who would. this is a lifetime of failures, uphill struggles, bad decisions, successes, and sex tossed into a wonderful novel
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- Unknown
- 12-23-18
Well crafted story
This was a well crafted tale of the struggles of a woman from a dysfunctional family, finding her own way and self healing. The narration was well done. The emotional roller coaster of struggles enticed the reader to hope for the best. I would highly recommend this book.
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- Kevin J. Morang
- 02-08-20
Eye Opening and Immensely Intimate
I truly loved this memoir and I hope one day to meet the woman that has live this life and lived it on her terms. The narrator was fantastic and extremely sexy as well.
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- Tina G.
- 07-19-19
Entertaining, humorous, heartbreaking...
Fetish Girl: A Memoir of Sex, Domination, and Motherhood by Bella LaVey and narrated by Paige Turner is a book about finding oneself, learning to be content and heal despite your upbringings, and life lessons. Bella has lived an interesting life, that’s for sure. This book may inspire you to explore your own sexual desires or go out and do something society considers naughty...
You will hear about a variety of situations in her life, some of which you may be able to relate to, some that you may not. Some examples (a small amount): living through a hurricane, sex work (ample amount of client stories, strip club, the power, ...), lines being crossed at work, how to find a balance between being a parent and needing time to yourself, abuse she suffered from her mother and in romantic relationships, how living in fantasy is better than reality some days, Aphrodite award, self-care, boosters and runners, drug use, questions all parents asks themselves at some point, the trials of labor, how we try to make it better for the next generation but it’s not always easy if we don’t deal with our own past traumas, loss, mantras, to maintain or not to maintain a relationship with your parents, meeting with detective Robert Keppel, her life as an investigator and college student, the science behind pain and pleasure, what happens when you don’t have a BDSM contract, collaring ceremony, trips to Amsterdam and other countries, toxic relationships with men and women, internet adventures, wrestling experiences, and plenty more.
One of my favorite things she says in the book: “People tend to have one of two reactions to strippers. The first is fear and aversion since they are afraid to look at the broken parts or repressed sides of themselves. They don’t want to be confronted with the mirror we hold up, it’s painful, and scary, and hard. It’s easier to judge and condemn than to inquire into the source of ones discomfort...Other folks react with fascination.”
The narrator, Paige Turner, did a great job with this one. She has an easy to listen/soothing to voice. There was one time when I heard a page flipping, but otherwise, it was all good. I would listen to another book by her.
Overall it’s an intriguing, sometimes entertaining and humorous, sometimes heartbreaking, look at her life. Despite this, I can’t help but feel there’s something missing. The beginning pulled me in, but as the book went on, I found I didn’t “have” to listen. At times, I found it difficult to connect even though we share some similar life experiences. Maybe it’s because some subjects only touched the surface and left me wanting a little more. Or maybe it was because her actions contradicted her words repeatedly. Or maybe it’s just me. Whatever it may be, I still recommend the book. This would be a good one for an adult book club as there are many subjects/underlying themes that could be discussed. It’s not a book for those who are prude or can’t think outside of society’s “normal” standard when it comes to living and sex.
Parental advisory/trigger warnings: sex work (lots of stories about her with clients- sometimes they read like erotica), sexual experiences (exploring what she likes/wants- BDSM), absentee father of her child, Hurricane Iniki, religions mentioned (Hindu, Christianity, Pagan), death, suicide talk (family members), swearing off and on throughout (not excessive imo), branding, drugs, parents abusing their children (mother specifically, but actual details are minimal), death, stroke, Ted Bundy and Green River Killer mention, affairs with married men, foster system, bipolar romantic partner, dyslexia, Dalai Lama mention, The Jenny Jones Show, abusive romantic relationships (guns involved, physical abuse, child witnessing the abuse), abortion, cancer. Possibly more I’m forgetting.
*I was given a free review copy of the audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review. Thank you for allowing me to listen and review the book!
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- Joe
- 07-20-19
Unique Memoir
Fetish Girl: A Memoir of Sex, Domination, and Motherhood is written by Bella LaVey. The audiobook is narrated by Paige Turner. Ms. LaVey tells a dynamic story of courage and strength facing life’s challenges on the fringes of traditional society. Finding a way to be a great mother while growing a career as a Dominatrix and exploring the sexual nature of her true self. The memoir is gripping to listening as well as a challenge at times. The memoir begins rather strong but drags in places or does not go as deep as the voyeuristic listener my like to hear.
Ms. Turner provides excellent narration to this gripping memoir. This is the first time that I have heard a performance from this narrator but I look forward to hearing more from Ms. Turner based on this audio performance. The production quality of this audiobook is also of the highest quality. I heard no problems during the entire performance. There were not any detectable flaws that I was able to hear during the entire performance such as loops, breaks, or buzzing. The production was crisp and clear. Bella LaVey delivered an excellent audiobook production. I highly recommend this audiobook. I was given this free review copy audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review.
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- Cathy L
- 12-16-18
Captivating!
Honest, brave, unflinching, soul searching...wow! I personally related closely as a child from a traumatic physically abusive home who found my way to deeper healing and love through mothering.
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- Kaitlin
- 05-17-24
Too much switching around and hard to follow
Was a good story but too much to follow honestly but overall a good read if you have the spare time
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