
Finding Myself... Facing Cancer
Making Meaning in the Midst of Multiple Cancer Experiences
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Sarah Fenlon Falk
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Sarah would say there is no such thing as meaningless suffering, just that which we don't understand. And she would go on to explain her belief that even in the midst of our confusion, we can choose to make meaning of those difficult experiences.
In Finding Myself... Facing Cancer, Sarah Fenlon Falk shares from her journals both as a teenager with bone cancer and as a young mother in her forties dealing with first breast cancer and then skin cancer.
Sarah speaks candidly of the physical, emotional, and spiritual struggles of the cancer experience with an attitude of hope and the deeply rooted belief that there is purpose even in the midst of pain.
©2019 Sarah Fenlon Falk (P)2021 Sarah Fenlon FalkListeners also enjoyed...
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- Annie M
- 07-27-22
An inspiration
This book is a must have for anyone facing cancer, helping someone through a cancer, or anyone needing motivation to get through a hard time. The way that Sarah writes is inspirational, compelling, and completely honest. It is like listening to a friend. I was so excited to hear that she was reading the audio book. You can hear the passion in her voice . Sarah has such an inspirational story driven by faith, determination, and perseverance. I can't wait to read more titles by this amazing author.
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