
Finding Myself in Paris
My Struggle for Identity and How I Eventually Became a Vampire
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Adrienne MacIain
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D.S. Gramme
About this listen
Catherine was just dumped in the most romantic city in the world, Paris. Broke and stranded, she makes the best of it and explores the city as a newly single woman. So who does she find? A hot, sexy billionaire who mistakes her for a hooker and a wealthy gentleman in a wheelchair who charms her heart. Just when things get good, she’s nearly killed by her ex-boyfriend and wakes up as a half-vampire.
Struggling to make sense of it all, she relies on humor, love, and alcohol to help her through these ordeals. As she delves into the world of vampires hidden in plain sight, clues of her past come to light with her first taste of blood. Vampire blood. The hot, sexy billionaire and charming gentleman kind. If she’s not quite a vampire and not quite human, what secrets lie within her past that makes her so important to vampires? And can she overcome murder and lies to find her place in this new world?
"Get ready for lots of revealing secrets, ravenous dinners, and steamy romance.... It is sure to take you on a completely different ride than what you’d expect, so be prepared for anything." (Independent Book Review)
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