Going Under
A Memoir of Family Secrets, Addiction and Escape
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Seana Smith
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Seana Smith
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From the outside, Seana Smith lived an enviable life. An Oxford graduate, a successful career with the BBC and Sydney’s Channel 9, a bestselling author, happily married. But behind this perfect life she had a secret: Seana was a drinker, and alcohol was slowly taking away her life, destroying her health, her emotional well-being, her world.
With engaging style and wit, Going Under reveals the true story behind Seana’s lifelong battle with drink. It lays bare a confusing childhood of Scottish sailing adventures and also brutal violence from her bullying, alcoholic father; where punches were thrown, broken bones hidden and her family lived in fear.
Learning from the best, Seana drank her way through tutorials at Oxford University (which were held in the pub), through the sexual misadventures of her twenties and through the intensity and mundanity of motherhood.
It took the death of her parents and a tree-change to Orange in regional NSW for Seana to find the courage to break free; a new life in a new world. She had finally left the past behind.
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- Bronwyn Orsatti
- 01-18-25
An Unforgettable Journey of Strength and Healing
"Going Under" by Seana Smith is an incredibly moving memoir that dives deep into the author’s experiences with childhood trauma and alcoholism, all while navigating the tough road to recovery. Smith writes beautifully, using vivid and poetic language that really captures the complicated emotions involved in her journey. The way she alternates between her past struggles and her present-day thoughts adds a rich layer to the narrative, making it all the more impactful. It’s a raw and honest reflection that resonates on many levels.
The memoir is a powerful exploration of survival and healing, addressing the harsh realities of addiction and abuse while also highlighting the strength and resilience needed for recovery. Smith’s introspection and vulnerability draw readers in, making her personal growth feel inspiring and relatable.
This book is a testament to Smith’s courage and tells a universal story of overcoming darkness. It offers solidarity and hope for those facing their own challenges, proving that healing, though challenging, is achievable.
Going Under is a transformative and cathartic read that will linger with readers long after they finish. This book deserves a five-star rating for its honesty, depth, and emotional resonance. It is highly recommended for anyone seeking a powerful and uplifting memoir.
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- Abbey
- 01-12-25
Heartfelt and beautifully honest
A beautifully written memoir on a family affected by alcoholism and the reality of being honest with oneself once you realize your own lack of control. Seana Smith’s story will sound all too familiar for many. She has led a fascinating life and I applaud her for sharing her story.
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