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A Clean Mess

A Memoir of Sobriety After a Lifetime of Being Numb

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A Clean Mess

By: Tiffany Jenkins
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The bestselling author of High Achiever chronicles life after addiction—the raw, the dark, and the hilarious—from setting out with nothing but a backpack to discovering her marriage was built on a shakier foundation than she’d ever imagined to staying sober when life fell apart.

“Tiffany Jenkins illustrates that recovery is not just about sobriety, but about learning to live and feel again. Her compelling story is a testament to the power of resilience, humor, and hope.”—Sarah Levy, author of Drinking Games

A Clean Mess opens with the moment that changed everything. Tiffany is about to go on stage when she receives an odd message from her husband: “Hey Babe, some of the guys here are making some stupid decisions. Not me. But I just wanted to let you know in case you heard it from some of the other wives.” By the end of the night, Tiffany knew her life would never be the same.

This wasn’t the first time she had to start over. After the opioid addiction and jail sentence that she chronicled in her bestselling memoir, High Achiever, Tiffany was ready for a fresh start. A chance to try life again, this time without drugs coursing through her veins. In A Clean Mess, she takes us back to those early days of recovery, and the whirlwind that she entered the moment she was out of prison. In just two years, she went from inmate to married and sober mom of three.

Told with humor and honesty, A Clean Mess is Tiffany Jenkins’s story of how she learned to live and feel for the first time without numbing herself with drugs—and how she discovered inner reserves of strength she didn’t know she had. From her tentative first days of sobriety, to seeing two pink lines on a pregnancy test weeks later, to navigating anxiety, a new marriage, and motherhood at the same time, to surviving betrayal and divorce, Jenkins shows how she got through it all when her crutches and Band-Aids were taken away from her. An inspiring memoir that comes across like fiction, A Clean Mess is a book that will buoy anyone seeking a life raft in hard times.

©2025 Tiffany Jenkins (P)2025 Random House Audio
Addiction & Recovery Drug Dependency Mental Health Psychology Psychology & Mental Health Marriage Funny Heartfelt Inspiring Witty Memoir
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“In this deeply personal and unflinchingly honest memoir, Tiffany Jenkins illustrates that recovery is not just about sobriety, but about learning to live and feel again. Her compelling story is a testament to the power of resilience, humor, and hope.”—Sarah Levy, author of Drinking Games

A Clean Mess is the book we have all been waiting for. Once again, Tiffany has taken us inside her life in recovery using humor, humility, and love as her compass. Tiffany’s second memoir gives readers a raw and honest look into relationships as a recovering addict. She’s relatable and endearing while living through some of the most unimaginable circumstances. I laughed. I cried. And then I called my parents.”—Lyssa Chapman, author of Walking on Eggshells

“When I read A Clean Mess, I found myself so deeply relating to Tiffany’s pain that it felt as though I’d crawled right into her body to live through it all over again. She holds nothing back and bares her soul with wit, honesty, and raw grit: things that make for both an excellent human and an excellent read. From one woman who has walked through fire to another: Read this! It’ll remind you that while we’re all kinda f***ed up, none of us are alone.”—Jodie Sweetin, author of unSweetined: A Memoir

Raw Vulnerability • Emotional Resonance • Engaging Narration • Relatable Experiences • Inspiring Journey
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I cried, ALOT. Thank you to Tiffany for always being so authentic with her story and words. She has a gift for drawing out emotions from her audience, whether its tears of laughter or tears of just knowing you're not alone. Much love.

real & raw

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Wow. Where to begin with this one. Tiffany..if you ever read this, please know that you should write 100 more books. I laughed, I cried real tears. My only complaint is that it was not long enough! How you talked about your father and when he passed really got to me. I recently lost my mother to cancer so your words truely spoke to me. You were real, raw. emotional and I loved every minute. Sending you all of the love in the world because you deserve it

Captivating and emotional read

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I love that Tiffany tells all the things we shove in the closet… she lays her heart bare so that others can know they are not alone. Even in the face of adversity she has stood steadfast and strong. Love this one as much as the last!

Raw real life

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I spent every minute listening, eager for the next. I was sad when it was over. I felt like I was sitting there next to Tiffany thru her ups and downs and laughed and cried thru her stories. I healed from her healing and realized how far I still have to go in recovery. This is the best, most relatable book I've read (listened to) in a very, very long time.

Tiffany is so relatable, 100% recommend listening

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I’m so glad this was read by Tiffany. I love her voice and she’s is so strong and resilient. Thanks Tiff for sharing your story with us!

Tiffany is amazing !

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Tiffany, you are incredible for being open and as honest as the public deserves. I have followed you for years. I have read (audibled) Higher Achiever many times. I am also an addict with 9 years under my belt. Of course my story is different, but there are many similarities in the recovery process. I love your journey.

B.E.A...UTIFUL!

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You did it Tiff. You are awesome. Thank you for being here for us and for preserving

loved

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Tiffany’s latest work is a powerful blend of vulnerability, humor, and heartfelt reflection. Although I’ve followed her journey for years through various media, this intimate glimpse into her life behind the scenes is nothing short of extraordinary. It deepens my admiration for the resilient, inspiring woman I already knew her to be.

The writing is not only engaging but emotionally resonant, and having Tiffany narrate her own story elevates the experience even further—it felt as though she was speaking directly to me. I was so captivated that I finished the book in a single day.

If you haven’t read her first book, I highly recommend starting there, but this second installment surpasses even that. It’s a beautiful testament to personal growth and self-realization. A must-have addition to any library.

Better than the first book!

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I loved this book. As always, Tiffany doesn’t disappoint. She shares her story in a raw vulnerable way, always with humor. Highly recommend this book! Especially if you are an addict, either in active addiction or recovery.

Love it

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Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your life. You helped me so much!

Tiffanys realness and rawness.

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