
Hiding Out
A Memoir of Drugs, Deception, and Double Lives
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Tina Alexis Allen
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Actress and playwright Tina Alexis Allen's audacious memoir unravels her privileged suburban Catholic upbringing that was shaped by her formidable father - a man whose strict religious devotion and dedication to his large family hid his true nature and a life defined by deep secrets and dangerous lies.
The youngest of 13 children in a devout Catholic family, Tina Alexis Allen grew up in 1980s suburban Maryland in a house ruled by her stern father, Sir John, an imposing, British-born authoritarian who had been knighted by the Pope. Sir John supported his large family by running a successful travel agency that specialized in religious tours to the Holy Land and the Vatican for pious Catholics.
But his daughter, Tina, was no sweet and innocent Catholic girl. A smart-mouthed high school basketball prodigy, she harbored a painful secret: she liked girls. When Tina was 18 her father accidently discovered the truth about her sexuality. Instead of dragging her to the family priest and lecturing her with tearful sermons about sin and damnation, her father shocked her with his honest response. He, too, was gay.
The secret they shared about their sexuality brought father and daughter closer, and the two became trusted confidants and partners in a relationship that eventually spiraled out of control. Tina and Sir John spent nights dancing in gay clubs together, experimenting with drugs, and engaging in sex with their respective partners in public places - all while keeping the rest of their family in the dark.
Outside of their wild clandestine escapades, Sir John made Tina his heir apparent at the travel agency. Drawn deeper into the business, Tina soon became suspicious of her father's frequent business trips, his multiple passports and cache of illegal documents, and the briefcases full of cash that mysteriously appeared and quickly vanished. Digging deeper, she uncovered a disturbing facet beyond the stunning double life of the father she thought she knew.
A riveting and cinematic true tale stranger and twistier than fiction, Hiding Out is an astonishing story of self-discovery, family, secrets, and the power of the truth to set us free.
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harbor secrets but need to face them.
Loved this memoir.
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It would make an amazing movie!!
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A beautifully written piece
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loved every minute!
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Fascinating!
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this is a very interesting book
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Based on the publisher’s summary, I went into this expecting an interesting and intriguing story that eventually would wrap around to something bigger than itself. Instead, it is a tell-all book that dangerously disregards sexual abuse in favor of intoxicated escapades with no redeeming (or even entertaining) qualities.
No redeeming qualities
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Not a fan.
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Not worth my time to read or listen to.
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What would have made Hiding Out better?
The only thing I could think of to make this better is if it were never written.Would you ever listen to anything by Tina Alexis Allen again?
No. Obviously writing is not her forteHow could the performance have been better?
had it not been "performed"If you could play editor, what scene or scenes would you have cut from Hiding Out?
The normalization of adults having sexual relationships with children.Any additional comments?
The way the author, (and I use that term loosely) talks about the encounters with her 27 y/o teacher when she was 11-12 years old do not depict a "relationship" as she puts it - it's child abuse. It's an adult molesting a child. And trying to make it anything other than a deplorable act is in itself, deplorable.Self-indulgent crap
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