
I Only Wanted to Live
The Struggle of a Boy to Survive Holocaust
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Three mass deportations. A death sentence. One remarkable story of survival.
When Leosz was only six, his life changed completely. World War II broke out in 1939, sweeping the young boy into the whirlwind of the holocaust.
For six long torturous years, Leosz sees and goes through everything: myriads of overcrowded transports headed for concentration camps, life on the streets of occupied Poland as an abandoned child, hiding from cruel Nazis, forced labor under conditions of starvation, and the constant threat of death.
Only one thing kept him safe: his unwavering will to go on living.
This is the incredible, inspiring story of a little Jewish boy who managed to survive all possible levels of hell as he clung on to life.
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The story follows Leosz, a young Jewish boy who is swept into the horrors of the Holocaust during World War II. For six long years, he endures unimaginable suffering and hardship, from overcrowded transports to concentration camps to forced labor under starvation conditions. Through it all, his will to live never wavers.
Tamir's writing is gripping and poignant, painting a vivid picture of Leosz's struggles and triumphs. Landry's narration is equally impressive, bringing the story to life with his passionate and emotive delivery. His portrayal of Leosz's fear, courage, and determination is truly inspiring.
Overall, I highly recommend "I Only Wanted to Live" to anyone interested in history, memoirs, or stories of survival. The combination of Tamir's writing and Landry's narration is truly exceptional, and it is a testament to the power of the human spirit in the face of unimaginable adversity.
Through it all, his will to live never wavers
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This is an important and inspiring audiobook
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The power of the human will to survive.
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Annoying narration
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A powerful and inspiring one
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This is a truly inspiring tale
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Tamir's writing is powerful and vivid
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A powerful testament to the resilience
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Enlightening
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The story is both heartbreaking and inspiring.
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