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Eric Gansworth
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Lewis "Shoe" Blake is used to the joys and difficulties of life on the Tuscarora Indian reservation in 1975: the joking, the Fireball games, the snow blowing through his roof. What he's not used to is white people being nice to him - people like George Haddonfield, whose family recently moved to town with the Air Force. As the boys connect through their mutual passion for music, especially the Beatles, Lewis has to lie more and more to hide the reality of his family's poverty from George. He also has to deal with the vicious Evan Reininger, who makes Lewis the special target of his wrath. But when everyone else is on Evan's side, how can he be defeated? And if George finds out the truth about Lewis's home - will he still be his friend?
Acclaimed adult author Eric Gansworth makes his YA debut with this wry and powerful novel about friendship, memory, and the joy of rock 'n' roll.
©2014 Eric Gansworth (P)2014 Listening LibraryListeners also enjoyed...
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- By: Denise Swanson
- Narrated by: Christine Leto
- Length: 7 hrs and 25 mins
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When Skye Denison left Scumble River years ago, she swore she'd never return. But after a bout with her boyfriend and credit card rejection, she's back to home sweet - homicide....
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unacceptable production
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By: Denise Swanson
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My True Love Gave to Me
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You're going to fall in love with My True Love Gave to Me: Twelve Holiday Stories by twelve bestselling young adult writers, edited by the international bestselling Stephanie Perkins. Whether you celebrate Christmas or Hanukkah, Winter Solstice or Kwanzaa, there's something here for everyone. So curl up by the fireplace and get cozy. You have twelve reasons this season to stay indoors and fall in love.
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Nice Holiday Read
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Tell the Wolves I’m Home
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1987. There’s only one person who has ever truly understood fourteen-year-old June Elbus, and that’s her uncle, the renowned painter Finn Weiss. Shy at school and distant from her older sister, June can only be herself in Finn’s company; he is her godfather, confidant, and best friend. So when he dies, far too young, of a mysterious illness her mother can barely speak about, June’s world is turned upside down. But Finn’s death brings a surprise acquaintance into June’s life - someone who will help her to heal....
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worst protagonist ever
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The House on Main Street
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Interior designer Tessa McKenzie has built a good life far from her Washington hometown. She intends to get back to it - as soon as she sells the cluttered Victorian house and antiques shop she inherited from her sister, Emily. But leaving Apple Valley a second time won't be so easy. There's her grieving nephew, Alex, to consider. And there's Sheriff Cade Cunningham, the adolescent crush who could easily break her heart again if she let him.
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good story
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By: Shirlee McCoy
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Buddha Boy
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With his shaved head and begging bowl the new kid is an automatic target for the bully boys of Edward Rucher High, an easy mark for their casual cruelty.
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It was a bitterly cold day when Arthur T. Owens grabbed a brick and hurled it at the trash picker. Arthur had his reasons, and the brick hit the Junk Man in the arm, not the head. But none of that matters to the judge - he is ready to send Arthur to juvie for the foreseeable future. Amazingly, it's the Junk Man himself who offers an alternative: 120 hours of community service...working for him.
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Such a touching story
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The Ride of Our Lives
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Mike Leonard is a lucky man. It’s not everyone who gets parents like Jack and Marge. At 87, Jack is a pathological optimist with an inexhaustible gift of gab. Marge, Jack’s bride of 60 years, though cut from the same rough bolt of Irish immigrant cloth, is his polar opposite - pessimistic and proud of it. What was their son, Mike, thinking when he took a sabbatical from his job with NBC News so he could pile these two world-class originals along with three of his grown kids and a daughter-in-law into a pair of rented RVs and hit the road for a month?
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Hilarious!!!
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Just Fly Away
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A debut novel about one girl's discovery of family secrets, first love, the limits of forgiveness, and finding one's way in the world, written with wisdom and sympathy by the best-selling memoirist, actor, and director. When 15-year-old Lucy Willows discovers that her father has a child from a brief affair, an eight-year-old boy named Thomas who lives in her own suburban New Jersey town, she begins to question everything she thinks she knows about her family and her life.
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- By Rick on 04-06-17
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Diary of a Mad Fat Girl
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Graciela "Ace" Jones is mad-mad at her best friend Lilly who cancels their annual trip to Panama City for mysterious reasons; at her boss Catherine for "riding her ass like a fat lady on a Rascal scooter;" at her friend Chloe's abusive husband; and especially at Mason McKenzie, the love of her life, who has shown up with a marriage proposal three years too late.
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What a fun read.
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A Short History of the Girl Next Door
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Matt Wainwright is constantly sabotaged by the overdramatic movie director in his head. He can't tell his best friend, Tabby, how he really feels about her; he implodes on the JV basketball team; and the only place he feels normal is in Mr. Ellis' English class, discussing the greatest fart scenes in literature and writing poems about pissed-off candy-cane lumberjacks. After a tragic accident, Matt finds himself left on the sidelines, on the verge of spiraling out of control and losing everything that matters to him.
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Move Over John Green
- By Katie - Audible on 09-27-17
By: Jared Reck
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- Jordan
- 08-22-18
Damn good
I read this because the man who wrote it was my advisor at school. I thought -- think -- very highly of him, and finally got around to listening to it. Really loved the fact that he read it aloud. As a whole this book was magnificent. I love Shoe as a character. He was smart and enjoyable to watch. And this was IMPORTANT. We need more Indian American novels that tell a damn good story that goes deeper than just race. I want everyone to read this.
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- Phil
- 03-25-15
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One word... amazing! I loved it. It was truly heavenly, outstanding, and amazing. So happy that I read this book.
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- ICAPLES
- 12-09-20
ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!
I can not say enough about how this brought me back to some of the good and bad days of my early teen years. We all have a story, but us NDNs always have such similar ones. I laughed, cried, and was frustrated along with Louis. Thank you for such a good story
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- K. Stiffler
- 06-01-22
Eric Gansworth! A must listen
This novel; it’s conception and creation; Gansworth’s narration; SUPERB. Anything by this man is required reading and listening for me.
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- neezereb
- 10-19-17
Wow
What an amazing novel, I really relate to this story having grown up on the edge of a southwestern reservation in the late seventies and eighties. Interesting how similar this experience was. How the experience has a very profound effect on the perception of life and interpretation of existence one gains.
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- Frankie
- 08-25-21
Wow
This book is the only book I’ve felt emotions by it was amazing must read.😁
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- rosy
- 03-24-19
awesome
Awesome
Nya:Weh Sgeno Eric Gansworth!
Great listening for music buffs on a road trip!
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