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Greg Boudreaux
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Keira Andrews
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To be home for Christmas, they must bridge the distance between them.
Charlie Yates is desperate. It's almost Christmas and his flight home from college has been delayed. For days. Charlie promised his little sister Ava he'd be home for her first holiday season since going into remission from leukemia. Now he's stuck on the opposite coast and someone else grabbed the last rental car. Someone he hasn't even spoken to in four years.
Someone who broke his heart.
Gavin Bloomberg's childhood friendship with Charlie ended overnight after a day of stolen kisses. With years of resentment between them, they don't want to be in the same room together, let alone a car. But for Ava's sake, Gavin agrees to share the rental and drive across the country together.
As they face unexpected bumps along the road, can Charlie and Gavin pave the way to a future together?
Contains mature themes.
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Everything comes easily for Theo Sullivan, whether it’s jumps or figure-skating world titles. Everyone loves him - judges, fans, coaches. I hate him. Now he’s invaded my training center, and I have to see him every day as we prepare for the Olympics. I’m going to win gold if it’s the last thing I do. I’m going to beat him. But the strangest thing is happening. I’m peeking under his happy-go-lucky exterior and discovering there’s more to Theo than I imagined.
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Warm cuddles on a winter night
- By Stephanie G. Buchler on 03-24-22
By: Keira Andrews
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Teacher of the Year
- Teachers in Love, Book 1
- By: M.A. Wardell
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Those who can, teach. Marvin Block is one of the best kindergarten teachers out there. And despite his anxiety, Marvin’s life is sweet. He knows what he wants. And what he wants is the Teacher of the Year Award. Not just for himself--his school needs him to win. Returning from break, the New Year finds Marvin all set to welcome a new pupil to his class. But when Illona walks in with her cute-as-hell single dad beside her, Marvin’s focus starts to slide. Sure, his students always come first, but he deserves to have a life outside the classroom, too, right?
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Love my queer educators!
- By Michelle M. on 07-28-23
By: M.A. Wardell
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A Forbidden Rumspringa
- Gay Amish Romance Series, Book 1
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: John Solo
- Length: 8 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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In a world where every detail of life - down to the width of a hat brim - is dictated by God and the all-powerful rules of the community, two men dare to imagine a different way. At 18, Isaac Byler knows little outside the strict Amish settlement of Zebulon, Minnesota, where there is no rumspringa for exploration beyond the boundaries of their insular world. Isaac knows he'll have to officially join the church and find a wife before too long, but he yearns for something else - something he can't name.
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Heart wrenching!!!
- By Aerielle on 09-04-19
By: Keira Andrews
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Voyageurs
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 1 hr and 36 mins
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It's 1793, and Simon Cavendish needs to get to his station at Fort Charlotte, a fur-trading outpost in the untamed Canadian wild. The fort is only accessible by canoe, and there's just one man daring enough to take him on the perilous, thousand-mile journey from Montreal this late in the summer. Young Christian Smith, the son of an Ojibwe mother and absent English father, is desperate for money to strike out on his own, so he agrees to take clueless Simon deep into the wild. As they travel endless lakes and rivers, they butt heads.
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Too short.
- By LJ PRIME acct on 11-03-24
By: Keira Andrews
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Bad Pucking Timing
- Colorado Bulldogs, Book 1
- By: Michele Lenard
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Kirt Graves
- Length: 7 hrs and 49 mins
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As a kid, you don't think about the sacrifices you'll have to make for your dreams. I surrendered a carefree childhood to hours upon hours of grueling practices. Abandoned life with my family in favor of a boarding school that would hone my skills to perfection. But my biggest sacrifice, the one I couldn't predict I'd have to make as a little boy, is denying who I am. I thought I could do it. I thought hockey would be enough. After all, as the top rookie in this year's NHL draft and the most promising defender the league has seen in years, my dreams were coming true. Enter Xander Nydek.
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Very entertaining and great listen
- By Amelie on 10-07-24
By: Michele Lenard
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Honeymoon for One
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 9 hrs and 33 mins
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Betrayed the night before his wedding by the supposed boy of his dreams, Ethan Robinson escapes the devastating fallout by going on his honeymoon alone to the other side of the world. Hard of hearing and still struggling with the repercussions of being late-deafened, traveling by himself leaves him feeling painfully isolated with his raw, broken heart. Clay befriends Ethan, hoping he can cheer him up, and a crush on an unattainable straight guy is exactly the safe distraction Ethan needs. Yet as the days pass and their connection grows, long-repressed desires surface in Clay....
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My favourite.
- By Kindle Customer on 05-13-19
By: Keira Andrews
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Arctic Fire
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 2 hrs and 46 mins
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Haunted by what he lost in Afghanistan, Captain Jack Turner is at a crossroads. While the last place he wants to go is the Arctic, at least the routine mission gets him out from behind his new desk. But he starts off on the wrong foot with the Canadian Ranger guiding him across the forbidding and dangerous land, and Jack would rather be anywhere than sharing a tent with Sergeant Kin Carsen.
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Bellissimo
- By Lella on 12-09-22
By: Keira Andrews
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Let Your Hearts Be Light
- By: Fae Quin
- Narrated by: Stephen Dexter, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
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As a 42-year-old single father, the last thing I expected before Christmas was for my daughter to sign me up for a community matchmaking event. The Christmas Buddies program becomes a challenge I can't wait to overcome when I realize the man that has been assigned as my buddy for the holiday season is none other than Paxton Montgomery. He's massive, grumpy, incredibly gorgeous (in a lumberjack kinda way), and also—weirdly enough—the only person in town who doesn't like me.
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Decent holiday romance
- By Maryellen in Metsland on 11-26-23
By: Fae Quin
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Summer Kitchen
- Saving Home, Book 1
- By: E.J. Russell
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux
- Length: 7 hrs and 54 mins
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The foolproof recipe for personal redemption and perfect love...
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AMAZING
- By Kindle Customer on 05-28-24
By: E.J. Russell
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Cocky
- Cocky Series, Book 1
- By: Sean Ashcroft
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 5 hrs and 12 mins
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Faking a relationship with an injured hockey player had never been on Eliot's to-do list. When he's sent by his editor at Cocky to interview the newly out hockey legend Danny Harper, though, he gets a little more than he bargained for. Eliot has been stuck writing a men's fashion and grooming column that no one reads since he started at Cocky - a men's lifestyle magazine - a year ago. Desperate to prove himself, he takes the assignment to interview Harper, even though he couldn't necessarily hold a hockey stick the right way up in an emergency.
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Not for me... but maybe it’s for you
- By A.Fernandez on 09-19-19
By: Sean Ashcroft
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- Roy Shelly
- 11-21-23
A good holiday tale
The story is sort of predictable but holds together well. The voices used really seem to project the characters. The voice of Charlie I found to be irritating at first but then as the story progresses it becomes a natural fit. Overall well done.
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- SZ
- 12-07-23
A tremendous performance for a beautiful story
I love this Christmas novella, it’s probably my favorite Christmas story. I have read it twice and now I have listen to the audiobook. Greg Boudreaux is amazing! He really knocked this one out of the park. I never know exactly what to say about narrators but his different voices for the characters were so good I forgot it was the same person narrating! He acted the book too and in the best way possible. I was actually talking to the book in parts! I’ve never done that but I had these reactions like someone was right there telling me this story. He made me feel so many emotions. It was perfect.
This story itself is one of my favorite tropes; friends to enemies to lovers. I love the angst from their past and how they are forced together to make a trip all the way from San Francisco, CA to Norwalk, CT. There is the only one bed too but it wasn’t a huge part in the story. Nothing was forced with this story, it was told very naturally. This is Keira Andrews at her best.
I forgot how amazingly hot this book was! There are a good amount of sex scenes for a shorter book but they added to the story and made you feel these two men getting to know each other intimately in such a special way. These guys have loved each other for years and there is so much emotion behind their past.
Charlie’s sister Ava really made this story even better. He was the best big brother and his family was so beautiful. There is also Gavin’s parents who I didn’t really like but there was some hope for them. Greg’s acting in Gavin’s coming out scenes was so good and real, it truly broke my heart.
I could read more from these characters, I just adored them so much. There hasn’t been another Christmas book this good since and I know I will re-listen to this in the years to come.
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