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Jessica Reale

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Survival is all I can think of, I must do as they say, or I will be next. I am trying to be strong but failing many times. Will I leave the summer alive? will I get to start 8th Grade? I was finally able to tell on my parents. Now I am traveling in the foster care system. I await trial. I am scared, but I will testify against them. For Alexia’s memory. She deserves at least that much from me, as I failed her in many ways. Now I spend the next few years navigating life with no family.
Will I become a happy, successful adult, or will I end up a failure and worthless like my mother always said I would…
Trigger warning, child abuse, death
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- Mary
- 05-27-24
Story is worth a listen, AI generated audio was emotionless.
I would have loved to hear the author read her own story, or even a narrator, but the auto-generated narration made it feel like it was reading bullet point facts. The author deserves her story to be read with a human voice, with emotion, with inflection, with life behind it. I would have given a 5 star review except the narration was lifeless. Audible, do better by your authors!
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- Kim Wendelsdorf
- 08-11-24
Deserves a real person to read this excellent book
The book is excellent but the computer reader is terrible, still worth pressing ahead until the end for the story
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- Dr. Chartae
- 03-09-25
Very detailed and truthful
This story is very graphic and disturbing. I appreciate her telling her story and sharing her life with us. I will say I did not like the narration. It sounded very elementary and was hard for me to stay engaged. Sounds like it was story time at an elementary school. Overall the events that took place kept my attention of wanting to know what happened.
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- MR. Stacey King.
- 05-05-24
the storyline was good but.
The storyline was good, this poor girl endured horrific abuse. however they used virtual voice for this one and if you can get past the very monotone sounding voice is a good story.
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- Laura Daugherty
- 03-23-24
winner
I love that she won after all that she had been through.wish her great success in everything she does.
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- Jennifer
- 01-30-25
Great story.
I was not a fan of the narration by AI. Emphasis was often put in the wrong place. The story however was good.
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- Anonymous User
- 07-02-24
A story of true resilience
I hate to say it again, since it has already been said in every single other review… But Jessica deserves a real person reading this story. It is horrific and beautiful all at the same time. A perfect example of how truly resilient the human spirit can be. And living proof that we do not have to allow the trauma that we suffer to dictate who we become. We don’t have to stay broken. Such a strong woman to have gone through something like this and still managed to come out kicking and fighting. The virtual voice makes it sound almost like a children’s book. But if you can get through it, it is so very worth it. It’s definitely a story you will not forget.
Also, the Sword and Scale podcast brought me here.🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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- Boomer
- 10-01-24
The strength of her soul.
Great story despite the darkness she lived through!!! Well written nice female voice narrating the story !!!
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- Cat in the hat
- 02-20-25
Drawn out
Narration was ai and terrible; it lacked emotion therefore unsuccessful in getting the message relayed
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- Mario
- 03-11-24
Leaving a life of destruction
heartbreaking story of something that should have never happened. yet she has overcome and still overcomes something so painful. bless her soul 🙏
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