
Learning to Breathe Again
Choosing to Heal After Losing a Loved One to Suicide
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Keith Karren
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Lark Dean Galley
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Dr. Paul Jenkins
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Lark Dean Galley
About this listen
Lark experienced the devastating loss of her 19-year-old son to suicide. Having already lost her father to suicide five years earlier, this second death hit hard. All expectations for the future were erased. Everything became difficult. Even breathing felt like a conscious decision.
This is the story of her raw and painful journey through despair and grief. It is standing on the brink of an abyss ready to pitch into the darkness and making the very difficult decision to step away from the edge. Lark shares how this decision has helped her heal from both her son's and father's suicides. It is her desire to instill hope in those who wonder how, or even if, they can go on.
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I absolutely loved this book!!
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Lark’s willingness to open up about her and her son’s struggles will bless many families in the future. Lark is honest about how devastating her sons suicide was for his family members, friends, and all that knew him.
The psychologist’s explanations about how we process things was very helpful and informative and opened my eyes to understanding other people’s reactions in life.
I was inspired by Lark’s willingness to speak out about suicide in order to keep other families from suffering like her family has. I finished the book determined to have better conversations with each member of my family in hopes of preventing another casualty in the war against suicide.
This was a remarkably raw and emotional read. Thank you Lark for your transparency.
Heartbreakingly honest
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A story that needs to be told
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This is a must read!!
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Also, the conversational format between Lark and Paul in the last part of most chapters was a very helpful technique for sharing these types of things. I feel uplifted by this book, and I feel changed for the better.
Truly no man is and Island.
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An amazing story of strength, love, and caring.
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Highly Recommended
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Emotionally Inspired
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The Love of a Mother
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