
Lotus Girl
My Life at the Crossroads of Buddhism and America
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Helen Tworkov
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Helen Tworkov
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The daughter of an artist, Helen Tworkov grew up in the heady climate of the New York School of Abstract Expressionism; yet from an early age, she questioned the value of Western cultural norms. At the age of twenty-two, she set off for Japan, then traveled through Cambodia, India, and eventually to Tibetan refugee camps in Nepal.
Set against the arresting cultural backdrop of the sixties and their legacy, this intimate self-portrait depicts Tworkov's search for a true home as she interacts with renowned artists and spiritual luminaries including the Dalai Lama, Pema Chödrön, Joseph Goldstein, Bernie Glassman, Charles Mingus, Elizabeth Murray, and Richard Serra.
Interweaving experience, research, and revelation, Helen Tworkov explores the relationship between Buddhist wisdom and American values, presenting a wholly unique look at the developing landscape of Buddhism in the West. Lotus Girl offers insight not only into Tworkov's own search for the truth but also into the ways each of us can better understand and transform ourselves.
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Poor
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Absolutely fantastic. A life story with lessons for all.
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Superb journey of the author's path to Buddhism
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I should say that I am now embarrassed not to have known that she founded Tricycle. The quarterly has been an invaluable resource to me since 2016 as I discern my way, and without it, I'm not sure I would even have continued. Thanks, Helen!
Tour de Force
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Smart Sincere Beautiful
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A Remarkable Life
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A waste of my time
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