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Narrated by:
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Troy Duran
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Jill Smith
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By:
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Chloe Maine
About this listen
Baseball's most valuable player? He has hidden feelings for me that have grown all season long, and now they've reached a fevered, possessive peak…
I'm the coach's daughter, watching from the shadows as my father's best friend and star player wins the World Series for his team. Trick Lowry is almost twice my age and a bonafide celebrity, and I love him with my entire heart.
It's the kind of secret, off-limits crush that feeds wild fantasies and reckless ideas—like sneaking into his hotel room while he's celebrating, just to have a little slice of him to myself. I innocently surround myself with his smell, thinking he doesn't have to know.
But when he finds me there, wearing nothing but his jersey, I get more than I bargained for. He wants me, too. And not just for a single night of celebration. He wants it all.
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- Amellia
- 10-19-24
Short, sweet and spicy!
Breeding kink, age gap and letting "daddy" take care of you!!! YES PLEASE! This was truly panty melting and I enjoyed every minute of this book! The narration was excellent!
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