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Hell's Ankhor, Book 9
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Narrated by:
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David Allen Vargo
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By:
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Aiden Bates
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Ali Lyda
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I’ve never wanted a guy before.
Yet I can’t keep my mind off Dawson.
The guy is bad news and headed for the bottom of a bottle as fast as he can.
Too bad that’s a problem I can relate to.
The only woman I ever loved led me down a dark path of addiction.
I’ve been in recovery for years now. I won’t be someone’s fix.
Or their cure. I can’t be responsible for his sobriety.
If Dawson can get his act together, I could be with him.
But I’m afraid that a new chance at love will destroy me all over again.
I like to drink, but it doesn’t mean I have a problem.
Nix was supposed to be a one-night thing.
He doesn’t understand my life or my problems.
I’m in control. Always.
My construction work has me hanging around the clubhouse, so I get to see a lot of Nix.
And damn it, I want to see more.
But my demons might be stronger than I thought.
Will Nix still want me after I’ve hit bottom?
Two broken souls find their path to healing and love in Nix, a first-time gay MC romance in the Hell’s Ankhor world.
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Meticulous and heartfelt narration
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Just Ok
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Nix is a recovering user and sees the signs. He's literally taken by Dawson that he bails him out of a jam. When that problem occurs again, he suffers the consequences of Dawson actions.
These two together shouldn't work but they do. It was heartwarming to watch them repair the broken parts to be together.
Another Brother finds his happiness
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Love...
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Narrator David Allen Vargo does a marvelous job.
Nix and Dawson
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Love
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After some drunken outbursts at the Hell's Ankhor Motorcycle Club's bar, Dawson is assigned Nix as a chaperone while working construction on club property. Their friendship grows as a mutual attraction simmers, and with each other's support and understanding, Dawson works through personal demons while Nix explores his sexual identity. (Cheers for demisexual representation here.)
This was another terrific and emotionally layered ride with the Hell's Ankhor/Liberty Crew. "Nix" could be enjoyed as a standalone, but I'd suggest listening to "Joker" (Book 8) first to get some background on Dawson and his relationship with his boss/friend Brennan. I received this free review copy audio book by request and have left this honest review voluntarily.
A Terrific Performance & Emotionally Layered Ride
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Nix was in control of his sobriety and felt that he could help Dawson confront his demons and get started down the difficult path to sobriety. Having someone there for you who has been down that road and knows how difficult it is helpful. They likewise begin exploring their tentative feelings for each other, and the intense chemistry and connection more than addiction.
Another great story in an awesome series
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