
Scared Selfless
My Journey from Abuse and Madness to Surviving and Thriving
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Michelle Stevens PhD
Michelle Stevens has a photo of the exact moment her childhood was stolen from her: She's only eight years old, posing for her mother's boyfriend, Gary Lundquist - an elementary school teacher, neighborhood stalwart, and brutal pedophile. Later that night Gary locks Michelle in a cage, tortures her repeatedly, and uses her to quench his voracious and deviant sexual whims. Little does she know that this will become her new reality for the next six years.
Michelle can also pinpoint the moment she reconstituted the splintered pieces of her life: She's in cap and gown, receiving her PhD in psychology - and the university's award for best dissertation.
The distance between these two points is the improbable journey from torture, loss, and mental illness to healing, recovery, and triumph that is Michelle's powerful memoir, Scared Selfless.
Michelle suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, and depression and made multiple suicide attempts. She also developed multiple personalities. There was "Chelsey", the rebellious teenager; "Viscous", a tween with homicidal rage; and "Sarah", a sweet little girl who brought her teddy bear on a first date.
In this harrowing tale, Michelle, who was inspired to help others heal by becoming a psychotherapist, sheds light on the all-too-real threat of child sexual abuse, its subsequent psychological effects, and the best methods for victims to overcome their ordeals and, ultimately, thrive. Scared Selfless is both an examination of the extraordinary feats of the mind that are possible in the face of horrific trauma as well as Michelle's courageous testament to their power.
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Critic reviews
"In Scared Selfless, Dr. Michelle Stevens takes readers on a remarkable journey. Her account of childhood trauma - told with candor and, yes, even wit - and how she found the strength and resilience to ultimately recover and triumph is an inspiration not just to other survivors, but to us all. The book is a guide for anybody seeking to overcome challenges and lead a richer and fuller life.” (Arianna Huffington)
"Scared Selfless is a compelling read about choosing your path in life and owning that decision.” (Dr. Phil)
“A beautifully written book…with honesty [and] humor.... Through grit and hard work, what begins as Grand Guignol finishes with a big Hollywood ending.” (Vanity Fair)
I highly recommend this book if you have suffered child abuse or are close to someone who has. You'll find it enlightening.
Enlightening for victims of child abuse
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love!!
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A parent’s worst nightmare…
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Hard to stop listening
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The story strives me to continue healing! LOVE
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So compelling
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Would you listen to Scared Selfless again? Why?
Yes, though a difficult subject matter, I thought it was heartfelt, extremely well written and took a lot of courage for the author to write and read her story.What was one of the most memorable moments of Scared Selfless?
Tough to answer, because I think the most memorable moments are also the most horrific.Which character – as performed by Michelle Stevens – was your favorite?
Herself. Nothing more powerful than having the story told by the person that lived it.If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?
A True SurvivorAny additional comments?
Thank you Michelle for sharing your story. I hope you've found the peace you deserve.Courage
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Well done Michelle
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What did you love best about Scared Selfless?
It was raw and honest.What about Michelle Stevens’s performance did you like?
She was pure and unflinchingly honest.Any additional comments?
This book haunted me but I was cheering her progress on the entire way.Horrifying and Riveting
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Where does Scared Selfless rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?
Very, very good. I found myself not wanting to listen. This story is real and riveting. It was difficult to listen to what she went thru. I hurt my insides to listen, but out of respect, I had to finish. Eye-opening to an AWFUL epidemic in this country!!What other book might you compare Scared Selfless to and why?
Have listened to several abuse & captive books. All are so heartbreaking, but I find myself becoming so involved in their pain that I cannot stop listening. Amazing survivors -- every one of them!What does Michelle Stevens bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
She reading the story herself brought true emotion to the memoir.Did you have an extreme reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?
I did find myself near tears a couple of times. Have never had that emotion with the other books I have listened to this one. I believe the fact that she was only 8 yrs old when the first incident happened & her tender age simply broke my heart. Stealing her innocence & her experience just broke my heart.Any additional comments?
Hard to listen to, but a must. A fantastic education to not just assume "everything is OK". I'm learning to watch signs much closer & become more involved when my gutt tells me something isn't right. :(Horrific, honest, riveting, heartwrenching, GREAT!
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