
Seeking Nirvana
The Dark Evoke Series, Book 1
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Narrated by:
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Elaine Stone
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By:
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V. L. King
About this listen
Contains an element of physical and psychological abuse and is therefore only recommended to listeners over the age of 18.
They say that old habits die hard, and 27-year-old, Kady Jenson, is about to discover how very true that statement is.
Waking up in the hospital with a complete stranger at her bedside should have caused panic and confusion, but for some unknown reason to her, Kady finds the company of the rugged and devastatingly handsome man simply irresistible. And that Irish brogue. Oh, my word!
It's only when she discovers that she has just awoken from a four-day coma, with a three-year void in her memory, that brings on her panic and confusion.
Kady soon comes to realize that things change with time, not only appearances. And if that wasn't enough, the sexual chemistry she once shared with her boyfriend is now so long ago. As she begins to fall back into buried habits unconsciously each day, the growing sense of foreboding becomes increasingly harder to ignore. When Kady is left on her own when her boyfriend goes on a business trip, she takes it upon herself to find her Irish Stranger, which sends them on a quest, in a race against time, to piece the puzzle back together.
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I was given this free review copy audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review .
What the hell is this perfection?! wow!!
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Emotional Drama
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wow
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*I received this book free of charge at my request from audiobook boom in exchange of an honest review
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Dark Romance and Suspense
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Captivating
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Hero is Liam. Heroine is Kady .
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The narrator Elaine is great. She put a lot of feelings in this story. Her voice is great , strong and clear
Nirvana of a great listen
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