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Melissa Broder
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Melissa Broder
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From acclaimed poet and creator of the popular Twitter account @sosadtoday comes a darkly funny and brutally honest collection of essays.
Melissa Broder always struggled with anxiety. In the fall of 2012, she went through a harrowing cycle of panic attacks and dread that wouldn't abate for months. So she began @sosadtoday, an anonymous Twitter feed that allowed her to express her darkest feelings and that quickly gained a dedicated following.
In So Sad Today, Broder delves deeper into the existential themes she explores on Twitter, grappling with sex, death, love, low self-esteem, addiction, and the drama of waiting for the universe to text you back. With insights as sharp as her humor, Broder explores - in prose that is both ballsy and beautiful, aggressively colloquial and achingly poetic - questions most of us are afraid to even acknowledge, let alone answer, in order to discover what it really means to be a person in this modern world.
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Emma Forrest, a British journalist, was just 22 and living the fast life in New York City when she realized that her quirks had gone beyond eccentricity. In a cycle of loneliness, damaging relationships, and destructive behavior, she found herself in the chair of a slim, balding, and effortlessly optimistic psychiatrist--a man whose wisdom and humanity would wrench her from the dangerous tide after she tried to end her life.
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Great, quick read
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By: Emma Forrest
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The Book of Help
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A hilarious and heartbreaking memoir-in-remedies by a self-described "professional soul-searcher" that details a journey of self-discovery through more than 160 tonics, seminars, regimens, and transformative therapies. With a voice that is at once intimate and hilarious, Megan captures the openness and honesty necessary for people to take a new path in life. Listeners will open the audiobook with curiosity about all the different healing therapies that Megan tries, but leave with a new understanding of themselves.
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Mr. Toad's Wild Ride has some serious competition!
- By Elisa R. Goodman on 02-15-19
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Girl in Need of a Tourniquet
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An honest and compelling memoir, Girl in Need of a Tourniquet is Merri Lisa Johnson’s account of her borderline personality disorder and how it has affected her life and relationships. Johnson describes the feeling of "bleeding out" unable to tell where she stopped and where her partner began. A self-confessed "psycho girlfriend," she was influenced by many emotional factors from her past. She recalls her path through a dysfunctional, destructive relationship, while recounting the experiences that brought her to her breaking point.
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Chaotic, disturbing, meaningless
- By BRB on 04-02-14
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Sister of Darkness
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As a secular exorcist, Rachel H. Stavis has cleansed thousands of tormented people, from small children and Hollywood moguls to stay-at-home moms and politicians. But for many years, the horror screenwriter and novelist denied her gift. As a little girl, she began to see "monsters" floating around her bedroom or attached to other children. Told it was only her imagination, Rachel learned to ignore the things she saw. But a series of events in adulthood forced her to acknowledge her unique ability and embrace her power to heal.
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ridiculous dangerous and absurd
- By colleen on 02-05-19
By: R. H. Stavis, and others
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Girl, Wash Your Face
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As the founder of the lifestyle website TheChicSite.com and CEO of her own media company, Rachel Hollis developed an immense online community by sharing tips for better living while fearlessly revealing the messiness of her own life. Now, in this challenging and inspiring new book, Rachel exposes the 20 lies and misconceptions that too often hold us back from living joyfully and productively.
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More for women who are mothers
- By MeredithNCSU girl on 04-07-18
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Pure
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In the 1990s, a “purity industry” emerged out of the white evangelical Christian culture. Purity rings, purity pledges, and purity balls came with a dangerous message: girls are potential sexual “stumbling blocks” for boys and men, and any expression of a girl’s sexuality could reflect the corruption of her character. This message traumatized many girls - resulting in anxiety, fear, and experiences that mimicked the symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder - and trapped them in a cycle of shame.
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I expected a different ending I suppose
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This Is Not Over
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Two very different women with this in common: Each harbors her own secret, her own reason why she can't just let this go. Neither can yield, not before they've dredged up all that's hidden, even if it has the power to shatter all they've built.
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Pettiness Turn Twisted!
- By Jenn on 01-19-17
By: Holly Brown
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The Men on My Couch
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When Dr. Brandy Engler opened her sex therapy practice for women in Manhattan, she got a big surprise. Most of the calls were from men. They wanted to talk about womanizing, porn addiction, impotence, prostitutes - and most of all, love.
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Not what you'd expect
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Bad Sex
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At thirty-two years old, everything in Nona Willis Aronowitz’s life, and in America, was in disarray. Her marriage was falling apart. Her nuclear family was slipping away. Her heart and libido were both in overdrive. Embroiled in an era of fear, reckoning, and reimagining, her assumptions of what “sexual liberation” meant were suddenly up for debate.
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I was born in the 50s, sexually active in the mid 70s
- By Pixel on 08-22-22
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Normal Gets You Nowhere
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With Normal Gets You Nowhere, Kelly Cutrone invites us to get our freak on. History is full of successful, world-changing people who did not fit in. Think Nelson Mandela, Joan of Arc, Eleanor Roosevelt, Amelia Earhart, John Lennon, and Rosa Parks. Instead of changing themselves to accommodate the status quo or what others thought they should be, these people hung a light on their differences - and changed humanity in the process. “I know you don’t feel normal, so why are you trying to act it and prove to everyone you are?” Cutrone says.
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For open minds and hearts.
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By: Kelly Cutrone
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Seven Deadly Sins
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For the first time, Slipknot and Stone Sour frontman Corey Taylor speaks directly to his fans and shares his worldview about life as a sinner. And Taylor knows how to sin. As a small-town hero in the early '90s, he threw himself into a fierce-drinking, drug-abusing, hard-loving, live-for-the-moment life. Soon Taylor's music exploded, and he found himself rich, wanted, and on the road. His new and ever-more-extreme lifestyle had an unexpected effect, however; for the first time, he began to actively think about what it meant to sin.
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Glad I didn't read this before buying concert tix
- By S. Adams on 07-23-19
By: Corey Taylor
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All of This
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After years of struggling in a tumultuous marriage, writer Rebecca Woolf was finally ready to leave her husband. Two weeks after telling him she wanted a divorce, he was diagnosed with stage four pancreatic cancer. Four months later, at the age of forty-four, he died. In All of This, Woolf chronicles the months before her husband’s death—and her rebirth after he was gone. With rigorous honesty and incredible awareness, she reflects on the end of her marriage: how her husband’s illness finally gave her the space to make peace with his humanity and her own.
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excellentt!
- By S. DAWN HANSCOM on 11-26-22
By: Rebecca Woolf
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I absolutely loved this book. I’ve never connected to a book on such an intimate level.
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- Andrew Horne
- 10-15-23
I wish I could commit to something half as much as Broder committed to this book
Broder is uncomfortably honest then entire book, which made me feel ridiculously comfortable while reading it. I related to every word on every page. Her chapter on her husband’s chronic illness was the most accurate account of what it’s like to have an invisible illness (I have similar illnesses and have read a stupid number of books written by other sick people- but she did it better than most). She is eerily accurate about the ugliness of illness. Her understanding of her own flaws, as well as others without being judgmental is incredible. She gets it.
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- Anonymous User
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I get why it’s not for everyone
Honestly I understand why some people can’t stomach this book but it’s one of the most brutally honest and insightful things I’ve ever read about mental health
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- Steven H. Lee
- 07-17-21
What an excellent experience…
I like to consider myself fairly connected when it comes to popular culture, but somehow I’d never stumbled upon Melissa Broder’s work before - never stumbled upon SO SAD TODAY, her Twitter feed about her own personal struggles and life with anxiety and depression. Things many people experience on one level or another. Things I’ve struggled with for as long as I can remember but never felt totally comfortable fully expressing until more recently on my Instagram feed. I definitely want to visit her feed more to see the germination of tweets that would become the full blown essays that populate this book cause I too have been interested in taking posts from my Instagram and expanding upon them. To that end I’ve been listening to Natalie Goldberg and Joyce Maynard about writing creative nonfiction, and I love how both encourage us to read. Having ploughed through May Sarton’s JOURNAL OF A SOLITUDE, I stumbled upon Broder on Amazon Kindle and Audible and picked up her book. It felt like discovering Leonard Cohen for the first time in his work BEAUTIFUL LOSERS. Broder’s work here is brave, no experience too taboo. All ultimately heartfelt and having just finished listening to her read, I feel a reverence for her. I tried to be brave in a university course a few years ago in a work I masked as fiction, but although I scored 98% on it I got chastised for the parts I had chose to read aloud, as the content was darker and explored my loneliness and confusion with sexuality. I never told the teacher that several classmates, most female approached me after the class to thank me for sharing and to keep writing cause it was powerful. She too, the professor, didn’t say it wasn’t great or anything and shared their enthusiasm but the comment about what to share or not always kinda stuck too me, especially as the me too movement happened not long after that class. But like Goldberg and Maynard both said, if it’s honest and true, then don’t shy away from sharing your experiences. And I’m glad Broder did just that. A fascinating read, and interesting trajectory of growth and discovery for the book itself. It makes me think of Weir’s THE MARTIAN, how he released it piecemeal over many years online and then on Kindle for free (or as close to free as they allow), and it got more and more exposure. But I digress. Read this. Especially if you’re young and trying to find your place in the world. There’s so much truth here.
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- Anonymous User
- 01-23-19
Interesting
Anyone who is just a bit off and has struggled with their own minds will immediately understand this book, even if the specific instances listed by the author aren't similar to their own - it does get pretty graphic with descriptions of sexual acts, but this is greatly overshadowed by how brutally honest it is; I certainly couldn't open up this much to the general public, and it's worth a read just for that alone.
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- William
- 02-03-19
rough book to listen to as a guy .
depression seems different for everyone. she turned to sex it seemed I did to once upon a time then, now, I've turned to isolation and celibacy.
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- N. Hanson
- 05-11-16
Love this book of Essays
Would you listen to So Sad Today again? Why?
I can't imagine the courage it takes to be this brave and open about - well everything. All the great moments and dark humor in this book are well worth the read. Thank you so much for sharing, I really loved every minute of it.
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- Christina K.
- 02-25-19
Unexpected yet beautiful
When I first started listening I was disappointed by the layout until I got over myself and really listened. Well written and insightful throughout the stages of ones life. Bravo
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-18-19
Thank you!
I've just finished it and already know it will mean a lot to me. Thank you so much for this.
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- Lora
- 02-20-18
Melissa is the realest
I have never, and I mean never, related to a book of essays as much as I have SST.
Melissa has captured the madness that is existential dread, anxiety and depression in a way that is humorous and real.
I’m very much looking forward to her next book and all the other work she will share.
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