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Rachel Griffin
About this listen
Dive into the inspiring story of 16-year-old Mackenzie, or "Mack" as her friends call her. Mack is just like any other teen, dealing with the ups and downs of high school life. But she's also facing a tough battle with bulimia, which is taking a toll on her friendships and overall well-being. Mack's constant worry about her weight has become overwhelming, and she's determined to make a change. So, she starts journaling and sets a strong New Year's resolution to break free from her destructive habits.
It's not an easy journey, and there are moments when Mack feels like giving up. But just when things seem hopeless, Mack crosses paths with Dr. Skyler, a wise and caring mentor who becomes her guiding light. With Dr. Skyler's help, Mack starts her road to recovery, filled with hurdles and transformative moments that shape her healing process.
Mack discovers the power of self-compassion and being vulnerable. This heartfelt narrative delves into the complexities of disordered eating and shows how truth can be a transformative force.
The journal format of the story gives an intimate glimpse into Mack's thoughts, providing validation of the listener's own struggles, as well as a better understanding of what others might be experiencing. Get ready to be inspired and encouraged as you follow Mack's courageous path towards a brighter future.
Reviewers are saying:
“Will rivet and enlighten readers!” (Deborah Halverson, award-winning author and editor)
"Will speak to the hearts of adults and teenagers alike." (Kirkus, starred review)
©2020 Nikki Lampe-Nalchajian (P)2023 Nikki Lampe-NalchajianListeners also enjoyed...
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