
The Deep Places
A Memoir of Illness and Discovery
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Ross Douthat
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Ross Douthat
New York Times Editors' Choice
In this vulnerable, insightful memoir, the New York Times columnist tells the story of his five-year struggle with a disease that officially doesn't exist, exploring the limits of modern medicine, the stories that we unexpectedly fall into, and the secrets that only suffering reveals.
“A powerful memoir about our fragile hopes in the face of chronic illness.” (Kate Bowler, best-selling author of Everything Happens for a Reason)
In the summer of 2015, Ross Douthat was moving his family, with two young daughters and a pregnant wife, from Washington, DC, to a sprawling farmhouse in a picturesque Connecticut town when he acquired a mysterious and devastating sickness. It left him sleepless, crippled, wracked with pain - a shell of himself. After months of seeing doctors and descending deeper into a physical inferno, he discovered that he had a disease which, according to CDC definitions, does not actually exist: the chronic form of Lyme disease, a hotly contested condition that devastates the lives of tens of thousands of people but has no official recognition - and no medically approved cure.
From a rural dream house that now felt like a prison, Douthat's search for help takes him off the map of official medicine, into territory where cranks and conspiracies abound and patients are forced to take control of their own treatment and experiment on themselves. Slowly, against his instincts and assumptions, he realizes that many of the cranks and weirdos are right, that many supposed "hypochondriacs" are victims of an indifferent medical establishment, and that all kinds of unexpected experiences and revelations lurk beneath the surface of normal existence, in the places underneath.
The Deep Places is a story about what happens when you are terribly sick and realize that even the doctors who are willing to treat you can only do so much. Along the way, Douthat describes his struggle back toward health with wit and candor, portraying sickness as the most terrible of gifts. It teaches you to appreciate the grace of ordinary life by taking that life away from you. It reveals the deep strangeness of the world, the possibility that the reasonable people might be wrong, and the necessity of figuring out things for yourself. And it proves, day by dreadful day, that you are stronger than you ever imagined, and that even in the depths, there is always hope.
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Critic reviews
“A harrowing, and often profound, account of how one man’s life can be laid almost to waste by Fate.”—Wall Street Journal
“Douthat artfully weaves two stories together. The first is the story of his own illness, the increasingly outlandish treatments he is willing to try, and the havoc the affliction wreaks in his life. As he looks for a cure, he uncovers a second story: the strange tale of Lyme disease itself . . . No two chronic illnesses are exactly alike, but even so this book will likely resonate with anyone who has suffered from a chronic condition or has cared for someone who has.”—Paul W. Gleason, LA Review of Books
“This is a great book and it’s going to be important and it’s about a lot more than Lyme disease; to this nonsufferer it made Lyme disease fascinating.”—Peggy Noonan, columnist, The Wall Street Journal
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Highly recommend to those who are loved ones of those in the midst of such sufferings...
Excellent!!
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Poor Guy!
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Great book
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Must reading for both chronic sufferers and attending doctors
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The book is beautifully written and performed. It touches on all aspects of the author’s experience of illness - physical, professional, interpersonal, spiritual - and his gradual descent into a world of unconventional treatments.
I found myself listening to the parts of the book that describe his experimental treatments somewhat incredulously. But I appreciated that he acknowledged that these things are unproven (from a clinical standard) and that the “evidence” came from online crowdsourcing of Lyme patients. I think, for scientists/medical professionals like myself, it has to be read as the narrative of one individual patient, whose struggles, though unique, could certainly have much in common with many others. The author asks questions about the current standards for treating Lyme disease which seem to deserve consideration by experts, but as I am not an expert in this field, I largely ponder his discussion of the science as interesting and walk away.
As a Catholic, I appreciated hearing about the spiritual aspects of his experience.
Fascinating and informative
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Sophia Ahmad
This was heartbreaking
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Everyone should listen to this book
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A Must Read
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The writing is also excellent, which keeps the experience lighter than the topic might lend. I feel more hopeful having read it.
Eye opening & a joy to read
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